An Outlaw's Hello Kitty Part 2

Dylan’s POV-

I remembered everything that happened last night… I slept with Ashton…I was officially not a virgin and I was also officially gay… Why was I having such a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I am gay? I’m not annoyed at Ashton for being gay… I’m not homophobic… so why is it so hard?...

‘’Dylan! Dylan, wake up!’’ I heard Ashton’s voice speak, and I felt someone shaking my arms.
I woke up, and opened my eyes, and I realized I was crying…
‘’Baby, it’s okay, it was just a dream.’’ He cooed, patting my back.

I nodded, and buried my face into his shoulder… if this is wrong… why does it feel so right?
After I settled down, Ashton asked, ‘’What did you dream about, Dylan?’’
I really didn’t want to tell Ashton, as I think he will be offended, though he did say he would help me…

‘’You can tell me, I wont be upset if its about me.’’ He added.
I sighed, and turned my head so I was looking up at him, ‘’I just… i-is this wrong?’’
‘’Is what wrong, baby?’’
‘’This… us…’’
‘’Well, do you want us to be together?’’ He asked me.

Yes I do… I do so much, Ashton…

‘’I-I don’t know….’’ I mumbled, even though I was lying.

He looked really sad then…
I felt so bad…
Why do I have to be like this?

‘’Well then I guess you should think about it then…’’ Ashton said, unwrapping his arm from me, and getting up.
I just stared at him, trying to hold back tears, while watching him gather his things, then he left, slamming the door…

This is my fault.

Kate’s POV-

As soon as James left, I let the tears I was holding back, fall…
He looked disappointed when I pulled away… maybe he does like me?
No of course not, why the hell did I kiss him?!
I tried to focus on removing my black eye makeup, and decided I needed music… I put on some My Chemical Romance, and focused.
I changed from my black skinny jeans, to normal blue jeans, and my P!ATD top to a tight fitting white blouse thing, and my black combat boots to a pair of blue and white converse shoes. I finished my outfit to look ‘normal’.
Now the hair and makeup… I removed my dark eye makeup, and pale foundation to put some tan foundation on, as well as a smokey light brown and white eyeshadow mix thing, a very VERY thin layer of black liquid eyeliner along my water line, and finally I added light pink lip gloss.
I then started on my hair… I brushed out the teased hair, so it was just flat, and I pinned my side fringe backwards, and then curled my hair, so it was in loose long curls.
I was finally looking like the average slutty teen girl…
I really just wanted to go back to my normal clothes, but I knew if I was going to convince mom to let me stay, this is what I was going to have to do.
As soon as I was finished, I heard a knock on my window, to see a barely recognisable James… He fixed himself up to look normal too.

I let him in then studied his outfit…

His brown hair, fixed up into a mohawk thing, he has no eyeliner on, he had a plain light blue tee shirt on, and normal blue jeans, and finalised the looks with green sneakers.

‘’Wow… You look…’’ He started.
‘’Different’ I finished, as he nodded.
‘’Yeah, as do you.’’ I said.
‘’Yeah, I hate it.’’
‘’Same, let’s go to my mom, she should be home soon…’’ I said, and he nodded.

Here goes nothing….

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