An Outlaw's Hello Kitty Part 2

-next morning-

James' POV-

I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing- it blasted The Thespian by Alesana- aka my favorite song.

I picked up my phone, seeing it was Kate, eagerly answered it.

me- ''Hello? Kate?''
Kate- ''Hi James... S-sorry I missed your call last night...''
me-''It's fine... what's going on, what's wrong?''
Kate- ''Nothing's wrong... w-why would you think t-that?''
me-''I hear you stuttering Kat...Tell me what's happened.''
Kate-''M-mom is shipping me off to a boarding school....''
me-''What?! Why?''
Kate-''She doesn't like the way I dress or the music I listen to... she thinks I'm a .... a freak...''

I heard sobbing on the other end of the phone.

me-''Hey, Kate it's okay... when is she making you start?''
Kate-''Next monday... It's now Saturday... so only oh my god.... only one day!''
me-''Just relax... we will work something out... where are you, can I come see you?''
Kate-''Yeah, I'm at home, mom's at work.''
Me-''Okay, I'll be there in half an hour''
Kate-''Okay, bye.''

I hung up, getting out of bed, and to the bathroom.

Dylan's POV-

I opened my eyes, finding myself in my bed, my back against Ashton's chest... not only that, but his morning hard on was poking against my ass.... major turn on... wait.... I'm gay, I can't be gay.... I don't want to be gay, it's not right... ugh just everything out of my mind! It's okay to be gay... no it's not!

"shut up!'' I whispered to myself.

No, you know it's wrong, you know what you are feeling is wrong, you don't deserve him...

ugh! There was only one thing left to do!

I carefully got out of bed, careful not to wake Ashton.

I walked to the walk in bathroom in my room, and closed the door.

~self harm trigger warning~

I took out a razor blade from my shaver thing and dragged it across my stomach a few time... I was not stupid enough to do it on my arms... people always find out there....

Soon, I was sobbing loudly, from both the physical and emotional pain...

Life sucks.... why can't just accept the fact I'm gay? I'm not homophobic... then why is it so fucking hard?!

I sliced my stomach one last time, really hard, out of frustration, and gasped when the pain hit me.

''Dylan? I here you in there, don't you fucking dare say you are fine, I hear your cries, open up or I'm getting you're dad!'' Ashton said through the door to me.

Shit... I left the door unlocked.... dumb bitch I am.

I heard Ashton open the door, and see me sitting on the floor here...

He instantly ran over to me, seeing the panic, which quickly changed into depression to replace it, made me cry even more.

''Dylan, baby... you fucktard why did you do that?!'' He demanded, frantically grabbing some toilet paper... I didn't watch him anymore, I buried my face into my hands, zoneing out.

I felt him gently remove my arms from my face, so he could access my stomach.... He wiped the blood up with the toilet paper, and wrapped the biggest scar with a bandage.

I was still non stop crying this whole time.

After he was done, he swopped me up, and carried me back to bed, he sat me on his lap.

''Baby, why did you do that?'' He whispered.
''I-I'' I wanted to tell him... but if he knew, he would think it's him I don't want to be with... it's not that, he's fucking hot, but I just... I don't know...
''Dylan....I-I love you...'' He whispered the 'I love you' part.
My eyes widened, as his arms tightened around my waist.
''R-really?'' I asked, not believing him.
''Yeah, you dofus, I'm fucking in love with you...'' He said.
I turned so I was facing him, and pressed my lips against his, causing him to moan out, surprised, then kissing me back, he put his hand gently onto my cheek, pushing me in closer.

I suddenly stopped, pulling away.
''N-no I can't do this... This is w-wrong....'' I said.
I heard him whimper slightly at the loss of contact, and I glanced down at him, seeing he was forming a boner, before realizing myself, I already had one...
I thought to myself- well I suppose I could flick my thoughts to the side, to deal with later...

''Fuck it...'' I muttered, before slamming my lips against his again...

Notes

anyone want Ashton and Dylan smut or nahh? Comment pls cx