My Darkest Desire
Time Flies
Days past, then weeks, then months. Before you knew it, it was mid October. You & Andy were still going strong, & at the moment, you were have a movie day. The boys had just gotten back from a long tour & you just wanted to have a lazy day with your boyfriend. Propped up against a mountain of pillows & with Andy's arms slung around your waist, you stared at the TV screen. Watching one of your favo...rite movies, Sleepy Hollow, while cuddling with the worn out (yet still adorable) rockstar who owned your heart. Though, truth be told, you weren't actually paying attention to the movie. You were too lost in thought to watch even one of your favorite films.
After that night, the night you had that terrible nightmare. The night you were attacked in your dreams by a hooded, supernatural hunter (who wasn't quite human himself). You hadn't heard another word from him. The calls stopped coming, there had been no more nightmares, nomore encounters with your's & Andy's stalker. It was like he had just disappeared, or like none of it even happened at all, but that just couldn't be. You had seen the bruises on your neck his hands left when he tried strangling you. & That dream was just way to vivid to be just a dream. It was all real, now you just had to figure out why he just disappeared. Maybe someone killed him? Maybe he got involved with the wrong creature & met his end. Maybe he moved on to a bigger project... Maybe he was waiting.. Waiting for the right opportunity to strike but the oppotunity hadn't come yet. You shivered, fear consuming your being. Andy, thinking your cold, pulls you closer to him in attempt to warm you. It calms you a bit, but doesn't quite pull you out of your thoughts.
After a few months of training & a few months of constantly looking over your shoulders, Andy began to grow impatient. Not long after, he began to think it was nothing. It was either over or there was nothing to worry about in the first place.
"It was probably just some psycho supernatural with the power to enter peoples dreams just fucking with us." He said the day he grew tired of waiting & started telling himself (& you) that you had nothing to worry about. You opened your mouth to respond but shut it again when you realized there was no point in arguing with him. He was dead set on believing it wasn't something to dwell on. Instead, you shook your head & went about doing other things. He may believe that there was nothing going on, but you couldn't shake that creepy crawly "Somebody's watching me. Somebody's out to get me." feeling. & It wasn't just paranoia (though there definitely was some.. Well, alot, actually). You felt it in your gut, it wasn't all in your head.
It was starting to terrify you, especially since Andy didn't believe there was anything to worry about, because that meant you were alone in this. & You were vulnerable. Maybe that's what he wanted. You vulnerable. Maybe even without Andy, it all made sense now. He wanted to come between you, possibly even break you up. You & Andy fighting together would take him & anyone else for that matter, down in a heart beat. Just Andy, or just you especially, didn't stand a chance. You've seen what that.. Thing can do. He could more than likely take one of you down with just a punch. & If you became paranoid & he just let it all go, eventually, he would get tired of your paranoia & possibly leave you. In the process, leaving you both alone, vulnerable, & weak. Andy may be strong, but what ever your.. Attacker was, wasn't even close to an Incubus. You had to stay together, no matter the cost, which meant. You had to find a way to talk some sense into Andy & a way to calm your paranoia atleast a little bit. He couldn't touch you if you had Andy by your side, as long as he's there, the hooded man wouldn't even think about coming within eyes sight of you.
You were suddenly brought out of your thoughts when Andy slid off of the bed & turned off your TV. You hadn't even noticed the credits had started rolling. He stretched before turning to you with a slightly sleepy grin.
"So, what now?" He asked. You just shrugged & yawned, running your fingers through the rats' nest you call your hair.
"I have no idea.." You sighed, rolling onto your stomache & burrying you face in a pillow. Before you knew it though, you were being flipped back over onto your back, with Andy hovering over you. Smiling deviously like the sexy devil he is. "What?" You questioned. Slightly amused & kind of scared.
"I have an idea." He smirked, pecking you lightly on the lips. You raised an eyebrow at him as if to say 'Go on?'. "We haven't put up any Halloween decorations yet." Your eyes widened & you gasped. "& I know it's you favorite Holiday so I'm sure there's tons to do & there's only about two weeks before Halloween. If we're going to put them up, we should probably get started."
"Shit, you're right. Let's go!" You squealed excitedly, making him laugh. Rolling out from under him then pulling him down stairs & into the basement where you kept all your Holiday stuff.
"You are too cute, you know that?" You grinned at him & blushed madly. "Oh by the way, the guys are throwing a costume party the Saturday before Halloween. Wanna go? We can were matching costumes." He asked as he walked up behind you & wrapped his arms around your waist before resting his head on your shoulder.
"Hell yes! Do you really even have to ask?!" He chuckled & kissed your cheek before walking over to one of your giant boxes of spooky house decorations.
"Now we just have to figure out what to wear.." You thought for a moment before coming up with a brilliant plan.
"I know.." You grinned at him wickedly.
After that night, the night you had that terrible nightmare. The night you were attacked in your dreams by a hooded, supernatural hunter (who wasn't quite human himself). You hadn't heard another word from him. The calls stopped coming, there had been no more nightmares, nomore encounters with your's & Andy's stalker. It was like he had just disappeared, or like none of it even happened at all, but that just couldn't be. You had seen the bruises on your neck his hands left when he tried strangling you. & That dream was just way to vivid to be just a dream. It was all real, now you just had to figure out why he just disappeared. Maybe someone killed him? Maybe he got involved with the wrong creature & met his end. Maybe he moved on to a bigger project... Maybe he was waiting.. Waiting for the right opportunity to strike but the oppotunity hadn't come yet. You shivered, fear consuming your being. Andy, thinking your cold, pulls you closer to him in attempt to warm you. It calms you a bit, but doesn't quite pull you out of your thoughts.
After a few months of training & a few months of constantly looking over your shoulders, Andy began to grow impatient. Not long after, he began to think it was nothing. It was either over or there was nothing to worry about in the first place.
"It was probably just some psycho supernatural with the power to enter peoples dreams just fucking with us." He said the day he grew tired of waiting & started telling himself (& you) that you had nothing to worry about. You opened your mouth to respond but shut it again when you realized there was no point in arguing with him. He was dead set on believing it wasn't something to dwell on. Instead, you shook your head & went about doing other things. He may believe that there was nothing going on, but you couldn't shake that creepy crawly "Somebody's watching me. Somebody's out to get me." feeling. & It wasn't just paranoia (though there definitely was some.. Well, alot, actually). You felt it in your gut, it wasn't all in your head.
It was starting to terrify you, especially since Andy didn't believe there was anything to worry about, because that meant you were alone in this. & You were vulnerable. Maybe that's what he wanted. You vulnerable. Maybe even without Andy, it all made sense now. He wanted to come between you, possibly even break you up. You & Andy fighting together would take him & anyone else for that matter, down in a heart beat. Just Andy, or just you especially, didn't stand a chance. You've seen what that.. Thing can do. He could more than likely take one of you down with just a punch. & If you became paranoid & he just let it all go, eventually, he would get tired of your paranoia & possibly leave you. In the process, leaving you both alone, vulnerable, & weak. Andy may be strong, but what ever your.. Attacker was, wasn't even close to an Incubus. You had to stay together, no matter the cost, which meant. You had to find a way to talk some sense into Andy & a way to calm your paranoia atleast a little bit. He couldn't touch you if you had Andy by your side, as long as he's there, the hooded man wouldn't even think about coming within eyes sight of you.
You were suddenly brought out of your thoughts when Andy slid off of the bed & turned off your TV. You hadn't even noticed the credits had started rolling. He stretched before turning to you with a slightly sleepy grin.
"So, what now?" He asked. You just shrugged & yawned, running your fingers through the rats' nest you call your hair.
"I have no idea.." You sighed, rolling onto your stomache & burrying you face in a pillow. Before you knew it though, you were being flipped back over onto your back, with Andy hovering over you. Smiling deviously like the sexy devil he is. "What?" You questioned. Slightly amused & kind of scared.
"I have an idea." He smirked, pecking you lightly on the lips. You raised an eyebrow at him as if to say 'Go on?'. "We haven't put up any Halloween decorations yet." Your eyes widened & you gasped. "& I know it's you favorite Holiday so I'm sure there's tons to do & there's only about two weeks before Halloween. If we're going to put them up, we should probably get started."
"Shit, you're right. Let's go!" You squealed excitedly, making him laugh. Rolling out from under him then pulling him down stairs & into the basement where you kept all your Holiday stuff.
"You are too cute, you know that?" You grinned at him & blushed madly. "Oh by the way, the guys are throwing a costume party the Saturday before Halloween. Wanna go? We can were matching costumes." He asked as he walked up behind you & wrapped his arms around your waist before resting his head on your shoulder.
"Hell yes! Do you really even have to ask?!" He chuckled & kissed your cheek before walking over to one of your giant boxes of spooky house decorations.
"Now we just have to figure out what to wear.." You thought for a moment before coming up with a brilliant plan.
"I know.." You grinned at him wickedly.
I'm so sorry! I absolutely love this story, and you! I hope things get better for you, darling, you deserve the best.
7/30/15