My Darkest Desire
I Need You Now
It had been almost a month since the boys headed off again to finish up their tour, & Andy had come to visit you nearly every night. He could only really visit you at night because Zach & Beth still didn't know about his.. Secret. If he just appeared out of no where, when he's suppose to be somewhere on the other side of the country, & they saw him. They'd probably "lose their shit", so to speak. You had to be careful, so unless you called him & asked him to come see you when they weren't around, he'd only come to visit you after their nightly show. He'd stay the night then head out again in the morning, unless Zach & Beth weren't around, which was rare but hey.. Atleast you got to see him.
You hadn't told him about the phone calls yet, but you were planning on doing so tonight. Things had started getting weird & you were getting a bit freaked out. You had gone from getting one or two calls a day to four maybe five, except now.. You were getting strange voicemails. Again, there wasn't any heaving breathing, no creepy messages, but they were't silent anymore. You could hear someone walking around, the thuds & bumbs of things moving about, the static from a tv or radio in the background.. Like the kind of voicemail you get when someone accidently pocket dials you & doesn't realize it, but you were getting these messages multiple times a day. They couldn't be accidents, someone was intentionally leaving you these voicemails. Why? You had no idea, but it was really begining to make you feel uneasy, which is why you decided to change your number.
You thought changing your number would obviously make the calls stop, but you were wrong, very wrong. Not even two hours after you got the new number, you got yet another call. Now you were scared, really truly scared out of your wits, you needed Andy. You needed to tell him, & you needed him with you. He was the other thing that would make you feel safe, but you had to wait until after their show. It was about 7pm & you knew Andy would be getting ready for the show & you didn't want to bother him. He'd probably get freaked out & it would throw him off his game & probably affect his performance on stage (which would result in many disappointed fans, & you sure as hell didn't want that). Or, he'd freak out & cancel/delay the show so he could come see you & protect you & you couldn't have that either. So instead you turned off your phone, distacted yourself with a Jackass marathon (it always made you feel better when you weren't doing your best) & waited for midnight. Waited for Andy.
I'm so sorry! I absolutely love this story, and you! I hope things get better for you, darling, you deserve the best.
7/30/15