This Is My Goodbye My Love
Chapter 5
Me: "I have already mourned for him 6 years and 2 months ago. I know he wasn't going to wake up."
With that final word I heard the heart monitor come to a straight line.
Carrie cried: "OH GOD, Please NO!"
I then heard my Dad run yelling Doctor!
With that I hung up.
Brice: "Daddy?"
I looked over to see Brice standing next to me.
Me: "Nothing Honey, go back to bed."
Brice: "Daddy, your crying."
I wiped my eyes to find in fact that tears had indeed been shedded .
Me: "Brice Sweetheart, go back to bed."
With that Brice gave me a kiss on the cheek and went back to the room.
Sweetheart....That was his nickname. I always called him that.
I thought I was over him and he was dead to me, but in reality I could never get over him and he will forever be in my heart no matter what I try.
Its been two days since he died.
Brice is at Amy's. The only sunlight in my life has left me for a while. Amy and I agreed that I should figure out everything, so he went home early.
I haven't talked to anyone else since that night.
Its my fault, he died after I said those words. I guess I broke his heart. They say that he could hear, but if he could he would have heard my pain!
He's an asshole. Fuck! How dare he leave me like this! I wanted him by my side not Rebecca! But NO the dumb ass just had to walk into the road without looking! We were fucking thought that our whole lives!
I guess that day at the hospital was my goodbye to him.
"That was my goodbye my love" I said holding his picture crying.
Notes
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-xoxo Frank
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7/24/15