This Is My Goodbye My Love

I was laying on the couch with Rebecca's head near my shoulder and Brice laying in my lap. I never let anyone except Brice lay their head on that shoulder. He always did.
I was petting Brice head softly. We had finished watching 'Batman The Dark Knight' which may I add was a fucking fantastic movie.
Brice was asleep.
Me: "Rebecca, you should get home."
It was near 2 am.
Rebecca: "Can't I just stay here, I am your finance after all."
Me: "You know you can't."
Rebecca: "Are you always going to be Amy's bitch. Do what she wants!"
Me: "Rebecca leave."
Rebecca then got up stomping to the door and slamming it shut when she left.
Thank god Brice is a heavy sleeper like myself.
I scooped him up bridle style and head to my room.
I laid him down on his bed and bucked him in.
I walked to the front door and locked it. I then turned off all the lights expect the hallway light and a small living room lamp. I walked into the living room and put in 'Batman Rise Of The Dark Knight'. I then laid down on the couch as the movie be.
I guess I fell asleep during the movie. I woke up to my phone ringing, probable Rebecca trying to convince me to let her stay over next time.
She thinks it Amy who said sh wasn't allowed to stay over when Brice was here, But the truth is it was I who said she couldn't.
I picked up my phone and answered it.
Me: "Hello?"
Carrie cried into the phone: "S-Sage is finally coming to the end of his life. The doctors say he has at less than a month to live on the machines."
Dad: "You haven't seen him for like 6 years, you should come and see him before it ends."
That's why I could hear the heart monitor, I am on speaker.
Me: "I have already mourned for him 6 years and 2 months ago. I know he wasn't going to wake up."
With that final word I heard the heart monitor come to a straight line.
Carrie cried: "OH GOD, Please NO!"
I then heard my Dad run yelling Doctor!
With that I hung up.
Brice: "Daddy?"
I looked over to see Brice standing next to me.
Me: "Nothing Honey, go back to bed."
Brice: "Daddy, your crying."
I wiped my eyes to find in fact that tears had indeed been shedded .
Me: "Brice Sweetheart, go back to bed."
With that Brice gave me a kiss on the cheek and went back to the room.
Sweetheart....That was his nickname. I always called him that.
I thought I was over him and he was dead to me, but in reality I could never get over him and he will forever be in my heart no matter what I try.

Notes

The Feels :'(
So I am horrible at photoshop. I tried to do Sage in on the hospital bed, but it is so horrible!
So on another note, apparently I am married!
Ya, remember in me first Q and A how I mention my best-friend/nonblood sister Gerard.
And how we have the nicknames Gerard and Frank. Her Gerard and I Frank.
Well, she told me that we are married today and I was like wow I guess I had a secret life I didn't know about! So I guess in a way Frerard is real!



So Ya, That happened!

Love You Guys!
-xoxo Frank