Falling

I didn't know where to look, I could feel their stares burn into me. Just as I was about to say something, Andy butted in.

"Guys........I, arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!l he screamed. He let go of my hand and ran toward the bus, slamming the door shut I saw him run up to his bunk through the windows.
CC gave a low whistle, "Well then....." He started but he didn't finish his sentence.

The boys said they were gonna go find some stufff for tomorrow as we were going to Warped together, so I sloped off to the bus on my own.

"Andy........Andy?" I asked gingerly.

I was in some deep shit. I don't know what the others thought about me and I wondered if Andy was alright. Him being with his girlfriend but suddenly developing feelings for me made me want to scream, but I had to stay strong. I didn't know what to do.

I found him in the bathroom, his eyeliner and face paint ran down his cheeks in a black blur while tears framed his angelic face.

"Andy? Are you ok?" I asked gently.

He buried his face in his hands and cried loudly, I sat down next to him and pulled him into a hug. I started to sing.

(This is one of my own songs btw, it's extremely personal to me so don't judge)
i don't understand why they all scream,
shouting their words, is it all a dream
i close my eyes
the darkness creeps in
the memories of shame
holding me in

bur I know they're afraid
afraid of what's to come

hear my shouts
hear my pleads
all I want is for you,
for you to understand

Hear my cries
hear my screams
all I want is for me
for me to break free

all I know is that
the dark will never hold me back
all I know is that
the dark will never hold me back

hear my shouts
hear my pleads
all I want is for you
for you to understand

hear my cries
hear my screams
all I want is for me
for me to break free

Just broken hearts
separated by pain
their words drag me down
drag me down
drag me down

Hear my shouts
hear my pleads
all I want is for you
for you to understand

hear my cries
hear my pleads
all I want is for me
for me to break free...


I ended my song. I have never sung it to anyone before so I was pretty nervous, but as I got to the chorus I got into it more and sang with a burning passion I had never sang with before.
Andy stopped crying and looked up at me, "That was beautiful, thank you Blaise," he looked me in the eyes, his electric blue piercing my skin, drowning me in their beauty

I kissed him. Gently and softly. Like a thousand words wrapped in love an care, the beating of our hearts locked in unison, our lips locked in silence.

"Andy, I love you, and I totally get if you want to be with Juliet but, we can't go on like this anymore..." I said plainly.

"The thing is, I don't love juliett any more. I want to be with you Blaise...forever" he replied.

Notes

And cue a cliffhanger just because I'm evil like that ;) XOXO