Heart in stitches
Trying
Andy's point of view :
I was alone in the house , my kids were spending their 4 weeks In my home town . I wished that they were still here with me but , I would've neglected them and I don't want that .
After Emily's death something inside me changed , no matter how much I tell myself to keep strong the more I want to end it all but if I do .. Who would be there for my kids ? And the band ? Tears began to fall , as I saw a photo of Emily and Me at our wedding . I felt extremely angry at that Asshole who killed my wife , he took her away from me !
I punched the mirror and screamed as loud as I could , Emily my sweet sweet Emily please help me ..
i heard voices coming from downstairs , I didn't want to see no one . I sat on my bed just staring at the broken glass. Just then the door flew open as I saw 4 familiar faces , Jake , Jinxx , Ashley and Jinxx .
i asked " What do you guys want ?" I said in a cold voice .
Jinxx said " we wanted to check up on you Andy , your worrying us and the rest of the family ." He said in a serious voice .
I said " Leave Me Alone ." i said in a cold voice .
Ashley said " No Andy we can't , we're gonna help you ." He said In a stern voice .
I yelled " Go Away ! " I said in a harsh and loud voice .
Jake said " No Andy , we aren't going anywhere ,
im sad that Emily's gone too we all are but she would've wanted for us to move on ." He said in a calm voice .
i said " I Can't Move on !" I said with tears falling from my cheek , I lost her ...
Christian said " Andy .. We can help you if you would just let us ." He said in a sad voice .
I finally gave in and just sobbed on to Jinxx's shoulder , the more I cried louder it made everyone cry for me .
I miss my fallen angel , I miss her ...
Alexandras point of view :
i was with my grandma , she's really pretty , we were in the kitchen making cookies . Me and Jeffrey were both sleeping in the same room that we were born in , daddy's room !
Grandpa and Jeffrey were in the backyard making a swing set I'm really excited for that , I love the swings , mommy and daddy would bring us to the park and swing us on them .
But ... I wish mommy was still here , telling me it would be okay .. I know someday I would see her again .
Im angry at the bad man who took my mommys life away , I still hear her songs she made , heart In stitches and her cover for My chemical romance "welcome to the black parade " mommy told me that when I'm old enough I can be whatever I want to be . I want to sing like her and maybe be a princess ??
Who knows ?
Notes
Hey guys I'm back !! Sorry I haven't been writing but I'm gonna end this story probably 6 chapters more , I know I wanted to finish at 100 chapters but I can't wait for the sequel . So stayed tune
good so far... more please??
5/8/19