Heart in stitches

Emily's point of view :

i was outside writing a song about how I felt , it's called "if I can reverse time " I felt the wind flowing , then I wrote this

lyrics :

I have many regrets that I wished never had happened
when days fly by I feel like it was yesterday
you made your choices
i made mine
woah woah
If I can reverse time !
i wouldn't regret nothing !
i wish you were back in my arms
telling me you love me
i hate that I left you
if I can reverse time ! x3

baby I wanna hold you
I have a heart full of sorrow without you
if I can reverse time
(end of song )

i closed my book and went inside , I grabbed my keys and went to the car , I was heading to the hospital , Sarah was gonna tell me about the baby's gender , (Sarah is the friend of Emily she's a baby doctor ) I haven't been on Twitter lately cause of Andy .

-at the hospital -

i was in the room with Sarah , I was on the bed ,as Sarah placed gel on my stomach I wondered about my babies gender till finally .

sarah said " it's a boy and girl "
i smiled and said " omg !"
i was happy well not quite , Andy isn't by my side , I wish he can be with me and smile at me . No I shouldn't be thinking about him he cheated on you Emily what are you thinking ?!
ugh I hate myself .

i called Juliet
I said " Juliet it's a boy and girl "
juliet said " OMG I'm gonna be a aunt !"
i chuckled and said " yes you are "
juliet said " hey Emily we are going back to Hollywood , cause I saw your songs in the book and honestly you should start working on standby records ."
i said " ok I will be there "
juliet said " Um I'm at the airport "
i said " what about our stuff ?"
juliet said " my servants helped "
i said " ok I will be there "
juliet said " ok bye "

a-am I really ready to face Hollywood and Andy ? I'm really scared oh well .

Notes

Hey guys sorry it's short it's cause of the wifi it will glitch and it will ruin it so yea .
:/

xoxoxxoxoxox -Karen :)