Heart in stitches
I hate you >:(
Emily's point of view :
I was watching tv with Andy , we went back to our penthouse , I forgave Andy but he started to act weird all of a sudden , he didn't call me babe no more , he stopped kissing me on the lips , I don't blame him I was mad at him for 2 weeks last time .
i felt like I wanted to barf all of a sudden , I ran to the bathroom and just vomited , I thought that I must of ate something bad so I let it go this time .
Andy said " what happened ?"
i said " I puked "
Andy said " don't tell me your anorexic again"
i said " no I'm not plus why would you care ?"
Andy said " cause your my wife "
i said " ok whatever"
I just push him out of my way , I am still Angry at him , I went to the balcony and sat in the chair , I saw crow sleeping out here , I smiled and pet him ,
i said " oh crow i wish your daddy can love me again "
crow purred
i said " well I guess he hates me "
as I leaned on the balcony edge i saw many people down there just minding their own Business .
~time lapse ~
i was eating dinner with Andy , we were both silent , as I ate I felt like throwing up again , I excused myself and ran to the bathroom , it happened 3 times a day , then I noticed that my period was also late . I started to cry cause I knew I was pregnant with Andys child , I'm not telling him till tomorrow , I can't wait till I tell him .
Andy said " uhh are you ok Emily ?"
i said " yea ?"
Andy said " ok "
he walked away , I rubbed my stomach , I can't wait to see him or her , i took a shower and just kept rubbing my stomach I hoped that Andy will take it well though I know he wanted a kid since its his dream . As I got out of the shower I heard Andy talking with someone in his phone .
Andy said " no I will see you tonight "
Andy said " ok sure I will bring whine "
Andy said " ok love you bye "
I quickly ran to our room , I grabbed my batman pjs , I thought about who was Andy talking too , my thoughts were inturupted by Andy .
Andy said " hey I'm going to a friends house ok ?"
i said " ok "
Andy said " you have been acting strange lately "
i said " you too Andrew "
Andy said " ok stop calling me that I prefer Andy "
i said " ugh whatever "
Andy grabbed my wrist and said " look I know I haven't been paying much attention to you but I will make it up to you "
i said " ok go "
he left and I was alone now , why is Andy still with me if he doesn't love me ? I called Ashley and ask him to come over .
-Ashley's arrival-
As I heard a knock on the door I ran to get it , I opened it and there stood Ashley , I smiled and invited him in .
Ashley said " hey Emily is Andy here ?"
i said "no "
Ashley said " ok so what's up "
i said " ok Andy doesn't know this but I'm pregnant "
Ashley said " really ?"
i said " I'm excited but I feel like Andy hates me "
Ashley said " well don't worry cause if he doesn't support I will "
i smiled and said " thanks ash "
~time lapse ~
Ashley left and when I went to sleep I dreamed .
~dream/nightmare~
i woke up in a beautiful place it had a waterfall , flowers , and beautiful sunny sky's , I had a white dress on , I saw a little kid playing around , I followed him and smiled ,
little kid said " hi mom !"
i said " mom ?"
little kid said " yea your my mom !"
i picked him up and tickled him , another kid came along this time a girl ,
she said " mommy up !"
i picked her up , she had this beautiful face she looked like me except her eyes they were like Andys , also the little looked like him except the eyes they were my eyes .
Then both of them started to cry I noticed the waterfall became lava , the sky's became dark and the flowers died , my kids were gone all of a sudden I saw no one so began to scream . I noticed my dress was now black , I cried and saw Andy he looked angry , I ran out of there and saw a cliff , I jumped out and died .
- dream/ nightmare end -
i woke up in sweat , it was all a bad dream , I rubbed my stomach and said " shh it's ok baby "
I fell asleep .
-next day -
i woke up and got out of bed , I noticed that Andy isn't home yet , i ignored that thought and made me breakfast , my phone began to ring so I picked it up .
i said " hello ?"
juliet said " Emily did you heard the news ?!"
i said " what thing ?"
juliet said " look in Twitter "
she hanged up And I checked on Twitter I saw Andy and a blonde making out , I threw my phone and just ran to my suitcase , I heard the door slam I didn't want to to see that bastard , i heard the door open , I just grabbed all my belongings .
Andy said " what are you doing ?"
i said " I'm leaving you "
Andy said " come on babe don't be like this "
i said " no go with that slut of yours "
Andy said " no I love you !"
i said " you don't fucking love me plus I wanted you to know about it "
Andy said " what do I need to know "
i said " I'm pregnant with your child you dick !"
Andy said " you are ?"
i said " I was gonna tell you but instead you fucking cheated on me !"
i grabbed my suitcase and opened the front door ,Andy grabbed my wrist and kissed me . I left him then , my final words to him was I hate you !
Notes
Thanks for reading guys :)
it was sad sort off :(
xoxoxoxox karen
good so far... more please??
5/8/19