Somethings happen for a reason

I woke up in the middle of the night. My anxiety attacks are coming back to me. This was causing my depression to rise. I felt my body start to shake. I turned and saw that Andy was right next to me. I took a long look at him. Then my dark thoughts crept in my mind and wouldn't leave. Thoughts like,"why is he with me? Why would he want me? Why would he love me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me?" Is all I thought. "He doesn't deserve a girl as fucked up as me. He deserves someone without problems. Someone who doesn't get depressed about her parents dying on her 18th birthday. Tears kept fall in from my eyes.

I got up and ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. I saw me. I was shaking a lot. My heart beat was rising. I began to fill dizzy. I started to lose my footing. Everything was dizzy now. I began to yell "Andy! Ally!" I felt myself fall to the floor. I hit the floor hard.

I looked up to see Andy and ally. Andy had teas in his eyes and he was holding me. Ally had her phone and she was calling 911. The last thing I remember was Andy saying "stay with me Alex stay with me." I replied,"why did you chose me Andy? Why did you chose me?" I passed out before I could here his answer.

~~~~~~~~Andy's P.O.V~~~~~~~~
I woke up to Alex calling my name. I noticed she wasn't next to me. I heard a bang come from the bathroom. I got up and ally came running in my room. We both ran to the bathroom to see Alex was on the floor. I ran and held her In my arms. I had tears in my eyes. Ally was calling 911. I kept saying "stay with me Alex. Stay with me." She replied with," why did you choose me Andy? Why did you choose me?" Before I could reply she passed out in my arms. Tears fell from my eyes onto my bare chest. I chose Alex because there was something about her that made me love her right off the bat. She was beautiful. She had gray eyes and dark brown hair. When I saved her from taking her own life I knew I had to keep her safe. She is mine and will always be mine.

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