Two Lonely Outcasts

~~6 am.... after shower...... both in bed~~

Ashley's POV-

I woke up gasping, from another nightmare about my parents..... I glanced at the clock... 6... there was still about half an hour until we had to get up for school... I sighed. I hate school.... I don't want to go back to reality... It's all my fault Andy cut himself and tried to commit suicide... I shouldn't of left him...
By this time I was crying, silently. I got up, careful not to wake Andy, into the bathroom...
I sat on the toilet seat, and took out my razor from the cabinet drawer. I dragged it across my arms a few time, my tears pouring down, I continued until there was no room, then I moved to the other... until I heard Andy shout, calling my name...

''Ashley!''
''What?'' I shouted back.
''What are you doing?'' he asked me.
''Andy, I could be taking a shit don't ask me that.'' I yelled back
''If you were taking a shit, why would you be crying?'' He yelled back

I sighed, heavily.

''Ashley! Ash? Baby come here.'' He yelled.
''If you don't come here, I'll get up..'' He threatened.
''Andy don't you dare! I'm coming.'' I replied.

I got up, washed my arms and wiped the blood... shit I was wearing a t shirt...

I crossed my arms to hide the scars as best as I could and walked back to Andy.

I laid down next to him. He kissed my cheek.

''Why were you crying, love?'' He said.

When I didn't reply, he looked down at my arms, where I was looking. he gasped.

''Ash...'' He said, his blue eyes watering up.
''I-I'm sorry Andy...''
''Give me what you used.'' He replied, sadly.
''Do I have to?''
''Yes!''

I moaned getting up. I walked to the bathroom and got my bloody razor, I wiped the blood off and took it back to him and handed it.

''Any others?'' He raised his eyebrow.

I sighed, and went back and got all of my 5 other razors and returned and handed them to him.

''Happy?'' I asked.
''Very.'' He answered, smiling putting them into his pocket.
''Now, come here.'' He said opening his arms.

I layed down next to him, and rested my head on his chest.

''Baby, promise me you will tell me next time you want to, okay?'' He told me.
''Okay.'' I said.
''Promise?''
''I promise...'' I said.

He smiled and kissed my forehead. The alarm went off, 6:30. School yay.....

Notes

Next chapter will be there first day back.. and as a couple! :o