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I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream

Chapter 11

"What about Juliet?"
Andy sighed, slumping slightly. "Kenna, I guess I should tell you something," He sighed. "Juliet cheated on me. We broke up last night while you were at the barbecue."I didn't say anything for a moment, trying to form words.
He noticed my shocked form and continued, stroking my arm soothingly, " Don't worry it's okay. She's been being a bitch lately anyway." I remembered when she was at his concert. Sure, she was there but she had been on her phone the whole set. I now assume she was texting another guy. I hope it didn't hurt Andy too much. I may hate her but he seemed so happy with her. I sighed, hugging him.
"I'm sorry," I whispered, hugging him tightly. I let go of him after a couple minutes. He smiled down at me gently.
"It's okay, Kenna," He told me, rubbing my arm soothingly.
I finally noticed that, other than us, there was no sound or movement in the bus. I looked around seeing that that the guys were missing from their bunks and were nowhere to be seen.
"Where are the guys?" I asked, changing the subject.
"They woke me up an hour or so ago, saying that they were going out for breakfast," He told me.
"Oh," I mumbled simply, looking up into his sparkling blue eyes. I couldn't get over how beautiful they were. My eyes were blue as well but nowhere near as pretty as his.
"Speaking of breakfast, do you want to get something to eat?" He asked. I nodded.
"Let me change first okay?" He nodded and walked into the main area leaving me alone. I grabbed my bag and picked a red and black flannel shirt, a white tank top, black skinny jeans, and my black converse. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I then brushed my tangled hair and put it into a bun and did my makeup. I wanted to take a quick shower but decided to take one when I got back, not wanting to make Andy wait. I skipped to where he was standing in front of the door, pecking his cheek quickly and taking his hand in mine. He smiled down at me as he said, "You are so beautiful." I blushed and said "You are so handsome." We started walking, chatting as we walked. We got some food from catering before heading back to the bus. We got pancakes, bacon, and eggs. "Ugggh this is so good," I said, eating as if I hadn't ate in weeks. He laughed and poked my cheek. "What?" I asked, pouting as I swallowed.
"You're just so adorable," He said, giving me a quick kiss before I could shove more food in my mouth. I whimpered, wanting another kiss. He smirked and leaned in again, though not all the way. There was less than a foot between us as we stared into each others eyes. He inched closer, leaning in until our noses were touching. He stared at me a moment longer before closing his eyes and leaning in all the way, kissing me gently. As his lips touched mine I felt a spark go through me, as cliche as that may sound. I wrapped my arms around his neck, gently pushing his back into the couch, deepening the kiss. He snaked his arms around me and I clutched onto him, my hands burying themselves into his hair, gently tugging. He nipped at my bottom lip gently before running his tongue across it, asking for entrance. I parted my lips slightly and his tongue darted into my mouth.
"Andy? Wha-- What the hell, you guys?!"
The loud exclamation broke us apart and we turned toward where the sound came from. We looked up to see the other four members of BVB standing there, shocked. Ashley was the first to recover, saying, "Get a fucking room you guys." He smirked, dodging a pillow I threw at him. The guys laughed, breaking the awkward tension.
"So, I guess you two are together now," Jinxx said, more of a statement than a question.
I nodded and saw Andy nodding as well out of the corner of his eye.
"Finally!" CC exclaimed, making Ashley, Jinxx, and Jake laugh while I blushed slightly. Andy gently took my hand in his.
"Well, anyway, Andy, we ave a show in a couple hours. So time to get ready," Jinxx said, and I laughed as he took the motherly roll of the group.
Andy pecked me on the cheek before standing up, muttering a simple "okay".



Since Andy and the others were getting ready I decided to head towards the Unicorn stage. PTV's show was in thirty minutes and I wanted to apologize to Vic for last night. As I made it behind the stage, I quickly saw Vic and the rest of PTV standing around, talking happily. I walked over to them and waved as Vic noticed me. He smiled and waved back.
"Well, I see that your better than yesterday," He said laughing.
"Yeah, umm, Vic, can we talk?" He nodded an we started to walk away from the stage. When we made it out of ear distance of everyone around us I stopped, looking at him. Unlike Andy he wasn't very tall, so I didn't have to look up at him. We were actually about eye level.
"Well, I wanted to apologize about yesterday," I started. "I'm really sorry about what I did while I was drunk, I hope I didn't ruin our friendship..." I told him simply, not wanting to go over how I talked to a grown man about my boobs.
He laughed, saying, "It's okay, Kenna. I had a good time, even though you threw yourself at me." He winked, and I blushed at his joke. "I actually wanted to ask if you would watch our set? Afterwards we could hang out..." He said, looking down.
"Sure," I nodded, happy he wasn't upset or anything.



"Maybe I could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do
Paralyze your body
Sick and tired of waking up too
Burning eyes and cigarettes
I’m falling through the couch like a suicide mission tonight
My God, here comes the downside

Wild eyes of terror pray for sex on the beach while
Oceans of kerosene will soak into me
I’m not meant for this world, I just don’t see the point
Don’t think about it, don’t over think about it

And life is a joke
But everything’s riding on me tonight
Been counting the stars and scars
How I’m becoming a work of art

Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

The whispered words “You’d better hide the bullets”
You stayed on the phone and talked to me day and night
Trigger my nightmare once again
And it’s fucking loaded in hand

And we’ll let the fire rage
The smoke and the drowning flames
My bedroom computer light is the only menace to my new faux wooden blinds

In desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I’ll be surrounded by all of the ones I’ve loved and cared about
And then burn it down

Go!

Down

And life is a joke
But at least I can love you, naked and tattooed
Counting the stars and scars
And if the pain is a sound, let’s slow it down

Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I’ll be surrounded by all of the ones I’ve loved and cared about
And then burn it down

Your serotonin’s gone
The kerosene is gone
The sunset is gone
So hold on

Your serotonin’s gone
The kerosene is gone
The sunset is gone
So hold on"

The crowd sang along as Pierce The Veil played "The Divine Zero". Jaime jumped around as he played. A girl made a heart with her hands and Vic smiled brightly at her. When the song was over, Vic said, "Thank you Warped Tour!" And then the band was heading off stage. I was side stage so I walked off the other side and met them at the back.
"What did you think?" Vic asked, sweaty. Jaime and Tony tried to hug me and I squeled backing away from the sweaty men.
"It was awesome, as per usual," I winked playfully. I joked with the guys as we walked towards their bus, deciding to see if I could beat them at Mortal Kombat.
I walked onto their bus behind them and crammed into the main area. Vic, Tony, and I sat on the couch. Jaime and Mike sat on the loveseat. We played for hours, and I kicked their asses more times than I could count.
"No fair!" Jaime yelled, standing up, and throwing his controller down onto the loveseat and pouting. I laughed. "Oopsies," I said sarcastically, placing my control beside me and stretching. I stood up.
"What do you want to do now?" I asked to no one in particular.
We ended up watching Harry Potter and the half-blood prince, much to Mike's delight. The others groaned as the opening credits came on and me and Mike got really excited. I was a huge Potter Head and never got tired of watching the movies even though I have watched them too many times to count.
"How do you not like Harry Potter?" I ask the others, noticing their bored expressions.
"When your guitarist watches it over and over, forcing you to watch it as well, it gets kind of annoying," Tony said, as the others got on their phones. I gasped, flipping him off before turning back to the TV. As Mike and I watched, we quoted almost every line. What? It was a good series. By the time it was over and the end credits started rolling down the screen it was getting dark outside. I yawned telling the boys, "I'm going to head back. I'll see you guys tomorrow." They said their goodbyes and I left, smilling slightly.

Notes

Okay, first, I have nothing against Juliet. I actually love her :) She is so sweet! But in this story she has to be bitchy. Sorry. Anywho, thanks for reading! Comment what you want/think will happen. <3


Comments

@Ralph6
aww thank you! I'm glad you liked it. <3

That chapter was my favourite yet. So cute :33

Derek6 Derek6
7/8/15

@ursy loves bvb

:O I love that quote <3 Did you see the interview he said it in? It was BVB's BryanStars interview number 6 (I think :P Not 100% though) :) I love Bryan lol

@Chey.Loves.The.Taco
Thanks, my friends are trying to help, and always remind me not to do anything stupid, but i have a 'little problem' and get very angry very quickly, so sometimes cant help things i do, but i always try and remember what andy once said, life givesyou enough scars, you dont need to manufacture your own on your own body.

Ursulabvb Ursulabvb
7/1/15

@ursy loves bvb

I just came out of depression as well. It was hard for me especially since i self harmed. I've gone about a month and I couldn't be happier :) I hope things get better for you. Just keep your head up. Stay strong, stay beautiful. <3