Succubus
judgment
*Oona’s POV*
I looked at the bed sheets and waited. Andy put out his cigarette and lit a third. He smoked it in silence; I said nothing. It was agonizing.
After he had stubbed it out, he finally spoke. "Oona, how long were you watching me and waiting?"
That wasn't what I had expected. "Around four years." I glanced at him, afraid to meet his gaze. He was contemplating me; I wanted desperately to know what he was feeling. Was he angry with me?
"No, I'm not mad, I just don't know what to do." He sighed heavily. "So, if I don't make a seed, offer it to you in the next thirteen days, and ask you to be my sex-demon mate, you'll die?"
I grabbed a roll of the sheet and turned it back and forth between my fingers. I didn't want to discuss this. "Um... It's not just that. Even if I were to teach you how to make a seed, it would have to be infused with love. Er, you would have to feel romantic love for me, Andy. I'm sorry."
I rushed into the next part. "Which I realize is impossible, you barely know me! You practice monogamy, it is the way of humans… well, many humans. And you are in love with Juliet. Thus, I am completely accepting of my lot. Don't worry, Andy, everything should return to normal after I am gone."I smiled what I hoped was a reassuring smile and awkwardly patted his hand.
I glanced at Andy. He looked distressed and upset. "This is completely fucked!" He finally shouted, obviously frustrated. I felt terrible.
"I'm so sorry, I can never make this right, I know. I'll leave at once." I rose, reaching for my clothes and feeling a terrible despair like I had never felt before. I had hurt someone I loved.
Notes
anybody else going to pain in the grass tomorrow in auburn, washington, at the white river amphitheatre? i'm mostly going to see motionless in white, but i'm also curious to check out new years day (when i went to warped, i had a brief encounter with a guy i later deduced was Nikki Misery- shame i missed new years day's set entirely, they played at 11, i had been hoping to check them out, he was very nice) and of course the other bands. i'm not really familiar with them- any recommends? here's who's playing:
Main Stage:
Ayron Jones & the Way 1:50
Crobot 2:40
Motionless in White 3:30
Theory of a Deadman 4:20
Bullet for My Valentine 5:20
Three Days Grace 6:20
Lamb of God 7:30
Slipknot 9:00
Another Century Stage:
Varsity Week 3:10
Like A Storm 4:00
Stitched Up Heart 5:00
Awaken the Empire 6:00
New Years Day 7:10
though i don't imagine anyone would recognize me, i wear glasses and a necklace with the Staff of Aesculapius, the symbol of veterinary medicine. i also scowl virtually nonstop. feel free to say hi, but please don't call me anathema, take my picture, or yell out the name of either story that i write. given how crappily my life has been going, if you do those things, you may find yourself on the receiving end of a haymaker. i'd prefer you break into song. yep- serenade me if you want to know what is going to happen in either story. preferably with the murderdolls’ "Blood Stained Valentine." (this has to do with my other story.) i will totally tell you.
4/15/17