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first show
i woke up this morning remembering the events of last night. I got out of bed without waking johnnie and ran to the bathroom while everyone was asleep.When i got in the bathroom a sat on the toilet and pulled the case off my and got my blade out. I cut 50 times on each leg and a few on my stomach. I cleaned the blood up and when i stepped out the bathroom i saw Kyle, johnnie, Alex and jordan looking at me then i realized that i was bleeding through my top and blood was running down my leg. I fell down the wall then i felt jordan pick me up and take me in to the back loung while everyone else who was there followed. When i got in the back lounge he sat me down on the couch while he sat across from me with johnnie next to me. I was crying really bad now and then kyle asked "Why have you done this Harley your a beautiful girl who doesn't deserve this"
"i know i shouldnt do this but the events of last night brought up some memories of me being...."
i stopped.
"being what" Johnnie and kyle said at the same time.
" Of me being rapped when i was 15" i said
All there faces went white and then johnnie said " We were together then"
" i know it was when you went to warped over the summer it happened then and i didnt tell anyone. no one knows apart from you and Mitch did know because he is the one who fould me and he was going t tell but he got in the accident"
Then next thing i knew they were all hugging me and johnnie kissed me. " i love you all but i have to get ready and wake the band up Alex may you help me"
"of course" she said and the guys were looking at us like me were on crack
When we go to the bunks me and alex got are phones and speakers out and but botdf sexting on. The next thing you knew me and the people who helped me were on the floor laughing while the band all were on the floor because they fell out of bed.
Me and the girls went in the back to get ready and do are hair and makeup.We all walked out and left the bus becuase it was 11;:30 and we were plyayin in 2 hours so wee all were going to walk aroung. When we got off the bus we saw all of bvb there and saw they all walking up to us but when they were going to talk i said " i dont give a fuck you brought some shit up and i fucking hate you so stay out my way and well have no trouble."
Everyone in bvb mouths dropped and all my friends walked past them. I saw miw so i ran up to them and because ghost was not facing me i told the guys to ignore me and i jumped on ghosts back and he nearly dropped me " you twat you nearly dropped me"
"next tell me your jumping on my back i wont" said ghost
I hugged all the guys and we talked for a bit and then i had to go do my set and miw and mde said they would watch. Time for the show.
