So you're a fan

~Morning~

I woke to see a sleeping face next to me. I sat up and remembered last night. Happy thoughts recurred in my mind, but then the bad ones came. Andy, thinking if CC would do the same. I started to hyperventilate a little. CC woke up and sat up immediately.

“{Name}! What’s wrong?” CC sounded worried. I calmed myself down and told him that I was fine. Which I was a little, not really. I was scared of being alone. I was scared of being rejected, over and over again. I guess you could say I was scared of love. I can’t take this all on my own.

“I think I just need some fresh air.” I said, taking in deep breathes to keep me calm. I gathered my old clothes and put them in a pile. I grabbed new ones and put them on as CC put his on.
I went outside, down to the lake and park I that is being torn apart, but when I got there, they said no one was allowed in there anymore; at all. I felt like crying, but I just said ok and walked away. I found a way to get in, so I went down to the lake and sat on a big rock and took in the fresh air, the lake’s smell of flowers and life. I saw a fish move around in the water and smiled.

I went out to get some food after and I assumed CC left my house by now so I texted and I guessed right. While I skateboarded into the full, crowded city I stopped, I bumped into somebody I didn’t expect to see that day, or ever again. It was Andy; his blaring blue eyes were looking off somewhere, I thought he might be daydreaming about something. Right before I could try to escape the situation he spotted me.

“{Name}! So good to see you,” He stood up and walked over to me. “So, what brings you here?” He said standing awfully close to me. “I’m just trying to get food, Andy.” I replied in an annoyed tone. Now don’t get me wrong, I was kind of happy to see him because what girl wouldn’t be happy to see Andy Biersack, but, I was mostly annoyed, reason; well you know.
“What’s wrong {Name}? Be more energetic, you sound so sad. Come on I know you better than that!” I started getting really annoyed, but I tried to play it cool because nothing really bothered me, but that last sentence he said.
“No you don’t, Andy Biersack! You only slept with me, used me, you tricked me into thinking we had something! I don’t even know why I fell for it, you’re dating Juliet Simms for fucks sake! Maybe the best choice is for you to leave me alone for the rest of my entire fucking life because I’m tired of seeing you around, I’m tired of hearing your name and I’m tired of having to deal with this nagging problem! Don’t ever touch or talk to me again!” I bursted out and if it wasn’t as loud as it was, everybody's eyes would have been on me. I walked away and Andy followed me.
“{Name}! Wait, don’t leave me I can talk this out with you!” I kept walking with my skateboard, ignoring him the best I could. He finally caught up with me. His hand grasped my shoulder, and with one quick turn I spun around to face him at a complete stop. As soon as that happened, I thought to myself ‘How the hell does that man do these things’. “Listen, {Name} I really like you, and it’s not anything fake, all I could think of lately, is us when we met that day. I’m truly grateful for that day. I don’t know what I’d do if you’ve never introduced yourself to me. I know you were just a fan of the band and it was a really quick thing of me giving you my number, but if that didn’t happen, I would have never made contact with you ever again and I would be really sad if that happened. So please just give me another chance.” Andy told me, making eye contact with me the whole time. Here we go again, Andy and his sentimental words. Making me fall under his spell, once again. “A-Andy, what about Juliet? You guys are engaged. You can’t just give all of that up! What’s so special in me anyways?” I replied.
“Forget about Juliet, she is more focused on herself. You’re so beautiful and sweet, you’re creative and outgoing. I like that.” He said with a smile.

Well let’s just say I didn’t smiled back and we hadn’t hugged. Let’s just say I didn’t forgive him, and I didn’t fall under his spell once again...

Notes

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Sorry I hadn't posted in a while.