What do we do with a love like this?

--Mikayla's pov--
Ashley and I spent about thirty minutes talking about Hello Kitty while Morgan and Andy watched Batman. I found my eyes wondering to Andy. "Ashley," I was speaking softly. I didn't know if Andy and Morgan could hear or not. "I want to forget..i wanna forget everytime he hurt me. I want to forget him. i wish i didnt love him so fucking much." My voice broke and tears began to fall down my face. Ashley pulled me to his chest and rocked me. "It'll be okay." He mumbled into my hair.
Andy stood up. "I'll go make Miki's lunch." He wondered into the kitchen. I looked after him. I wounder if he loved Morgan. Did she make him happy? What did she have that i didn't? How was Ash okay with them? Were they still together? Were Morgan and Andy even together? Was i making all this up in my head.
I groaned and put my head in my hands. Ashley rubbed my back. "She missed you ya know?" Ashley said. I chose to ignore it. I wasnt the girl that left here three months again. I'm sure they noticed that. Andy sat a plate in front of me then wondered back to Morgan. He drapped his arm around her shoulders.
A part of me wishes i could be cruel enough to get back at them. But i couldn't. I didnt want to hurt them. I ate slowly. I pushed alot of it around. I didnt want to eat. "Eat." Ashley whispered in my ear. I sighed then started eating again. I ate every bite. I was so fucking fat. I angrly threw the plate across the room and watched it shatter. Just as my heart shattered as Andy kissed Morgans cheek in front of me and ash.

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