What do we do with a love like this?

Stay here...Oh hell no. I ripped my hands away from Morgan. "Its not as bad as it looks!" 'Its worse' my mind added. Oh shut up brain. "Now, I've said my goodbyes I need to go home." I pushed Morgan roughly away from me. "Don't do this." Andy said. His deep voice sending shivers down my back.
Stay here and be hurt again. over and over. Or be free..I just want to be free. Tears slipped down my face and i crumbled to the floor. Morgan bent down to comfort me. "DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I yelled.She stared at me in shock.
I didnt want her to notice the weight loss. i need help. No i need out. Why cant this fucking people let me die! They are happy. They have each other. Im not needed. I wanted to scream. I wanted to let go. I wanted to feel like i was enough. I want to look in the mirror with out hatinging myself. I looked up at the two boys and Morgan. "Please...just let me go."

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