What do we do with a love like this?

--Morgan’s POV--
It took a while for the boys to find us. And when they did I was so happy. I hugged Mikayla tightly before going to the car, opening up the door and hugging Ashley. He got out and went into the back seat with me when Miki climbed in the front with Andy, since he was driving. He put his arm around my shoulders and I closed my eyes, appreciating the comfort of another body next to me.
This whole night was a mistake. I let myself wander back to the part of my brain I tried my hardest to ignore, and I got in there pretty deep. But Mikayla brought me out of that state and same with Ashley. And that is why I loved the two of them. They kept the dark part of my mind hidden away and made me happy.
We arrived home and Miki and I went upstairs. I used her bathroom to take off my makeup, both of us having small talk.
“Hey Miki..? Are you ok?” I asked, looking at her reflection in the mirror from behind me.
“I...We will talk about that tomorrow. I just wanna have a good night,” She told me and I nodded. I finished and left her room after giving her a hug. When I went into the bedroom, Ashley was already there, throwing clothes in a hamper while he was wearing only boxers. I laughed softly, taking my shirt off and tossing it into the hamper.
I turned around and he grabbed my waist, pulling my body against his. I smiled up at him and wrapped my arms around his neck.
Was this wrong?
He tilted his head down and pecked my lips before going in for a more passionate kiss.
He’s 10 years older than me.
I kissed him back, smiling against his lips.
I don’t care.
His hands squeezed my waist gently.
I love him.

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