What do we do with a love like this?

I sat on a swinging on a park swing. I had felt so excited when i was the swing set. I loved to swing, i always felt like it helped clear my head. I felt guilty for running but, i just had to get out of there. Lately, I've felt as if my world has been turned upside down. I'm starting to get close to Andy. And im scared. Im scared he'll hurt me like he did before.
And im scared that I'll do something and fuck everything up with Morgan. She's my best friend..I'd be lost without her. I just only feel so broken and hopeless. I dont think its possible for anyone to love me. Nobody wants a fucked up, broken mess to clean up. I sighed and held on to the swing with one hand as i wiped away tears with the other.
I let my feet meet the ground, and began slowing to a stop. I took out my phone and texted Morgan, letting her know i was alright and not to bother looking for me. I apologized for running off and told her I'd get home on my own.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head into my hands. "Damn it Miki." I whispered. I pulled up my music and smiled as I read the title my favorite song by Black Veil Brides. I hit play and sang along at the top of my lungs. When the chorus came, i closed my eyes and swayed. "So hear my voice remind you not to bleed. I am here. A savior will be there.When you are feeling alone, oh. A savior, for all that you do. So you live freely without their harm."

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