What do we do with a love like this?

--Morgan’s POV--
Jinxx and Jake had left to do whatever they had to do, leaving CC, Ashley, Andy, Mikayla and I together still. We sat there for a bit and I saw Miki wink at me. What was she up to? CC finished the cookies too fast for the average human and I wouldn’t be surprised if he got sick or something.
I yawned.
“I’m tired. I think I’m gonna try to get some sleep now,” I said, standing up and stretching.
“Good night, guys,” I smiled at Miki before heading upstairs. I started to change, taking off my shorts and tights and replacing them with a pair of short shorts that were comfy. I kept my tank top on since I could just sleep in that. I then started to remove my make up. I finished and I heard a knock on the door.
I sighed and went to open it, seeing Mikayla.
“I...think you might want to sleep in the guest room tonight,” Miki said and I laughed, smiling at her.
“Yeah, I forgot. I will. Have fun doing...whatever you are gonna do,” I said, walking past her and into the guest room. Wait. If Andy and Miki were gonna be together...that meant I had to share a room with Ashley since CC was on the couch downstairs, most likely already snoozing away.
Minutes passed and Ashley came in, closing the door and starting to take off his shirt. Once it was off he noticed me and stopped moving.
“Did Miki kick you out of her room?” He asked me and I nodded.
“Not exactly kicking me out, not like I would want to be in there tonight,” I said and Ashley chuckled. I watched as he tossed his shirt into his bag and then went into the bathroom. I heard the jingle of his belt as he unbuckled it. A minute later he walked out and...Oh god...he was only in boxers. I bit down on my tongue to hide the blush, glancing down so he didn’t see me staring.
“Hey, Morgan? Can I ask you a question?” Ashley asked and I looked up at him, still blushing. I nodded.
“When I kissed you...why did you look so...disgusted and grossed out?” He asked and I bit my lip.
“I-I don’t know,” I lied.
“Come on, there must be some reason.”
“I don’t know!” I said, trying to avoid the main reason.
“Really? You know you can trust me. Tell me the truth,” Ashley said and looked down.
“I-It’s because...I...ugh I really like you and I didn’t want my first kiss with you to be one because of a dare I just wanted it to be meaningful and I don’t know I just didn’t want it like that!” I blurted out quickly, looking back up and seeing him staring at me wide eyed.
“Then let’s forget about that kiss, and actually have a meaningful one.” Ashley said with a smile. I felt my own eyes widen as his hand grabbed my chin, tilting it up towards him. His eyes closed and he leaned down, pressing his own against mine. I let my eyes close, kissing him back and letting myself melt into the kiss. Holy shit was he good at kissing. His other hand began to go up my shirt. As his hand brushed against my breast I separated our lips, putting my hands on his chest.
“Ashley...Stop…” I whispered, looking down. His hand slowly moved away from my chest and both of his hands dropped to his lap.
“I’m sorry...I thought you wanted to…” Ashley started and he didn’t need to finish for me to understand what he was saying.
“I mean I do but just not like...this,” I said, still looking down.
“What do you mean?” He questioned.
“I...I’m not one of the girls who I could see you with. I’m not blonde with big tits and ass also...And I don’t want to let you in like that just because we both have desires. I don’t want to be one of those girls you go to because you need someone to screw…” I told him, finally looking up at him. He looked like he understood what I was talking about.
“Ok. I understand. I...I just hope you know that that kiss right now wasn’t just to get you in bed with me...I actually have strong feelings towards you which is weird coming from me, the ‘man whore’.” He said and I was shocked. HE LIKED ME?!

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