I'm a Loaded Gun

Seth hung up. Panicked, I called Jack, his best friend.

"Hello?"

"Jack, are you at Travis's?"

"Yep. It's a drunkenfest."

"Please make sure Seth either stays there, or gets home safely. Please, Jack."

"Don't worry, I got him. I already took the keys from him and I'm pretty sure he just crashed out anyway. Yeah- he's passed out on the floor. Hes not going anywhere. I'll deal with him in the morning."

"Thank you Jack, I really appreciate it."

With a "yep" Jack hung up and I turned to Siren. She gave me that is-everything-OK look. I nodded and she placed her guitar back in the case. We stayed up and recorded a few other covers together of us singing and I fell asleep on her bedrooms couch when she got on the computer. I woke up in the morning with all of my rocker stuff still on, and my eyeliner hadn't smudged in my sleep. Surprising. Siren was asleep at the computer with her face on the keyboard. I knew that she would be a monster when she woke up. She was NOT a morning person, so I slipped out of her house, still in the BVB tank top and jeans with the extensions and make up. I walked down the road to Jack's house and saw that his car was in the drive and so was Seth's dads car. I climbed through the window into Jacks basement bedroom. Jack was asleep on the couch and Seth was sitting in a chair.

"Reya? What the fuck?" he said.

"Good morning to you too, honey."

"What the fuck are you wearing? I thought I told you to lay off with the fucking emo shit!"

"Seth, it was just for fun with Siren." I took an extension out of my hair, "See it's all fake."

He got up and walked over to me and grabbed my shoulders in his large hands. He gripped them, making them hurt a little. He stared me dead in the eyes. He was hungover.

"Seth, you're hungover. You need to get some sleep or some coffee and a shower. Ill see you later."

I reached up to place a light kiss on his lips and he crushed me into him again. His hands moved from my shoulders to my legs and pulled me with painful force into him. I pushed against his chest with my hands as hard as I could, but his drunken mind must have thought I like it.

"Seth! Seth! Stop it bro!" Jack yelled as he rushed across the room, pulling Seth from me. "Reya, go home."

I quickly got out of the house and started walking down the road. I don't know where I was going. I just needed to get away. I pulled out my iPod and put in my ear buds. I scanned through my playlist and hit play on the song Knives and Pens. I was instantly calmed as the voice of Andy Biersack filled my ears, clearing my head.

"Alone at last we can sin and fight. I've lost all faith in this blurring light."

I felt this way a lot again. I don't know what was going on with Seth. I loved him. I loved him a lot. I don't know why he's suddenly so forceful. Maybe it was just the hangover, yeah. He wasn't thinking right.

A car pulled up next to me. A girl with fire red hair leaned out.

"Hey sweetie, do you need a ride somewhere?"

"Yeah, that'd be awesome."

Notes

Yes this did just happen. Seth did just get violent with Reya. She doesn't see what's happening, Seth hasn't always been like this. She doesn't understand. Who is it that picks her up? Subscribe to find out ;)