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I'm a Loaded Gun

As war fades

Reyas POV
The ice fight was the cherry top of my first amazing day as a rocker. Both bands enjoyed our pizza and we watched some movie. I don't know what it was, my mind being a little occupied. I had sat next to Andy on one of the couches, but he pulled me onto his lap when Ashley and Siren asked to sit next to us. There was still room for me, but I guess I kind of preferred this too...I tried to figure out what the movie was, but I kept getting distracted as Andy twined his fingers with mine, and his other hand traced little circles on my shoulders and back. I almost lost it when Andy pulled one of the straps of my tank top off my shoudler and onto the top of my arm. I glanced back at him. He was still rubbing little invisible patterns. I jumped a bit as I realized he was tracing some of the still green and yellow bruises on my back. I reached my hand uo and pulled the staps back over my shoudler, covering them. I glanced back to the screen to see a blonde girl arguing with some tall guy with dark hair and smokey eyes. Andy wrapped his arms around my waist. The people on the screen suddenly moved toward each other and began to passionately kiss. I felt the couch shift and the sound of lips locking. I looked to see Ashley pulling Sirens, whose legs were in his lap, body up to his as they began kissing. I looked away as I saw wandering hands.
"Fuck, seriously guys?" Jake asked from the floor.
CC was sitting next to him. "Ashley, stop being a man whore!" he shouted.
Ashley only responded in the form of flipping us off and then putting that hand on Sirens butt as he pulled her even closer.
"Uhh...Siren. Siren....SIREN!" I yelled from Andy's lap. She pulled back from Ashley and turned bright red.
"I'd offer you two a room, but I'd imagine it would be even more annoying to listen to whatever the hell you two would do alone in a bedroom." Andy said.
"I'm sorry..." Siren mumbled as she moved back to a more appropriate place, legs still on Ashley.
"Oh come on Biersack. We all heard the shit coming from the room with you two," Ashley said with a wink.
"I don't know what the fuck youre talking about," Andy replied with his voice every low.

"Exactly that. The fuck. Don't act like you haven't."
I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Did Andy move that fast? I'll admit, things with Andy are moving a lot faster than things did with Seth. Seth and I dated for almost three months before we kissed. Technically Andy and I weren't even dating when we kissed. We had only known each other about two weeks. By now Andy and I have been dating a few weeks and known each other about over a month. Yet again, it's not like we met or have been around each other in the most normal of circumstances. Everything had been dramatic and forceful and tough and...passionate.
"Shut up Ashley, we haven't done ANYTHING." Andy retorted, complete seriousness in his voice and expression.
Ashley froze with his mouth slightly open, eyes wide. "What base?"
I glared at Ashley, satisfied as I saw him mentally check himself. "I don't think it's your business Ashley."
"Oh so you guys are secret."
I was getting really pissed off with him. Why couldnt he just fucking drop it?
"You know, sorry Andy and I aren't fucking open books. At least we have the decency not to make everyone in the room uncomfortable. It's pretty fucking rude. Now fucking drop it." I seethed. Andy tightened his grip on my waist and set his head on my shoudler.
"Easy, Rey. It's OK. He's just being an ass." Andy whispered soothingly in my ear.
"Wow, thanks Reya." Suren said as she got up and walked toward the bedrooms. Ashley gave us that "thanks a lot" look.

"Siren." I got up and motioned for Andy to stay put. I followed her to her room and opened the door. She was sitting on her bed with her arms crossed.
"What do you fucking want?" she growled.
"Siren, I didn't mean it like that. You know I hate when people pry and I know Ash was just being an ass, but I let it get to me. I love you, I would never mean to intentionally hurt you. I just don't always think before I say things."
"Well, it made me look like a fucking whore. So what, I get a bit carried away when I kiss him, but he's a fucking amazing kisser and it's so hard to resist. I'm a teenager, I have hormone problems."
"I know. I'm sorry Si." I sat on the bed next to her and wrapped one arm around her back.
"It's ok I guess."
"Still F.A.R.B.F.s?"
"Yes Rey, we are still Fucking awesome rockstar best friends," she said rolling her eyes and hugging me.
"Good, because Id be lost without you." I stood up. "Come on. I have no idea what this fucking movie is about."
"Me either." she said with a laugh as she took my arm and we skipped back to the living room.

Everyone looked at us like we were crazy.
"Everything OK?" Jinxx asked.
"Yep," I say as I sat back on Andy's lap. I re arrange myself so that my butt is on the couch, but my legs over Andy's lap and my head laying against his shoudler and arm.

I guess I was more tired than I thought. Before I knew it, I was being carried. Andy had me in his arms, my head leaning into his chest. He carried me to my room and carefully put me on the edge of my bed. He climbed up and layed next to me. I opened my eyes and was staring straight into his. His face only inches from mine. I could smell his cologne, rough and inviting. "Hello beautiful," he mumbles as he stares back.
"Hello." I say as I feel a creeping smile tugging on the side of my mouth.
"You fell asleep. The movie was already almost over so..."
"Thanks for bringing me to bed." I leaned over and pulled his face to mine, placing a light peck on his lips.
"Anytime." he mumbles against my lips. I pull back and stare into the two brilliant blue grey pools in front of me.
His eyes seem to be searching mine. "Well, I guess I should let you sleep." He starts to get up.
"Or..." I start.
"Or what?" he says smiling.
"Or we could have a sleepover," I whisper.
"I tend to enjoy sleepovers."
I got up and got down from the bed. Andy hopped down beside my and wrapped his arms around me, pulling my chest to his. He leaned down, mere millimeters parting our lips. I could feel his breath brushing over my lips. My eyes were already closed, my body practically shaking, waiting for the connection. I knew this was a war of wills. Who would cave first? Oh god he's good at this game. I could feel my toes, begging to move, and close the minuscule gap. I could feel his hands, making small circles on the bone in the top of my jeans, the skin barely exposed. Oh god, I'm gonna cave. Just I thought I was going to lose my mind, he smashed his lips against mine, greedily. He pulled my body to his. I reached uo my arms, wrapping them around his neck, pulling him closer to my meager 5'7" height. My lips moved with his, his lips were so soft and warm. I could feel his tongue against my top lip. Ahh god. I never remember enjoying being kissed this much, not in three years. My spine trembled as I felt his hand move from my hip to my back, and running along my back. His fingers trailed up my skin, pulling the bottom of my shirt up. I move my fingers along his neck, twining my fingers in his black hair. I had a small lock of it, running my hand along the top of his skull. His lips began to move more aggressively. He leaned into me, my back now against the wall. He pushed his body up against mine. His hands moved down my back.

I don't know what happened. I was suddenly on the groun,d, my back against the wall, knees up to my chest, arms around them, tears in my eyes. Andy's expression was pure concern. He kneeled over me.
"Reya are you OK?" he seemed so worried.
"What happened?"
"I was about to ask you."
I suddenly realized. "Seth." I whispered, a tear spilling over my eye.
"I'm sorry, Reya, is this too much for you? We can slow down." he rushed.
"No...no. I just...it was...I'm sorry Andy." I choked as the tears began a torrent.
He kneeled down and pulled me into his arms. I was shaking. "It's ok." I quietly sobbed into his chest, tears spilling onto his grey v neck. My mind was tormented by the images of Seths body, forcing my back into the wall at the festival, his hands holding my body, pressing his weight onto me, pain coating my body's. His hands...his...hands, running my body. Defiling me...i wished I could scream hadn't I endured enough? I wrapped my arms around andys neck. My body was in a full break down. My whole body shaking, my chest heaving and burning, choking on the air i had to force in. My eyes felt swollen. Tears burned my skin as the streaked down my neck, onto my chest. I tried to calm myself. He pulled me to my feet, holding me against him. "Do you want to talk about it?" he mumbled into my hair.
"It's...I saw him...and then."
"You saw Seth?" he whispered.
"Mhm." I said into his chest. He sighed and pulled back, holding my facing in his hands.

"Reya, I guessed this would. Like post traumatic stress. I'm here, but I want you to know, he will never touch you again, and if he does I will be there to beat the shit out of him, or any bastard that does. I'm here, and I won't ever do anything with you that you don't want me to physically. I'll stop the moment you say it's too far." He wrapped his arms around me, and I put my arms around his waistline. He pulled in a deep breath.
" I open my lungs dear, I sing this song at funerals, no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly.
Missing hotel beds I feel your touch.

I will await, dear, a patience of eternity. My crush
a universal still no rust.
no dust will ever grow on this frame, a million years, I will sing your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream. " he sang quietly. My chest stop heaving, my breathing returned to normal.

"I sit here and smile, dear.
I smile because I think of you, I blush.
T hese bleeding hollow dials, this fuss
Fuss is made of miles and travel,
road ways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart can conquer every crutch."


I had finally settled down. God his voice was so soothing. I could listen to him sing forever...
"Thank you Andy." I whisper as I take my head off his chest. He smiles as me, one of those irresistible crooked smile ever guy has a way of making. I reach up and kiss his cheek.
"I'm always here." He leans down just as I stand flat on my feet. He rests his lips on my forehead. He pushes them on my skin for a moment, and then slowly pulled them away. "Now, why don't you get changed, I'll run over to my room and change as well and tell the guys where I'm at." He kissed my forehead again and let go of me. He walked out of the room. I walked over to my bag and pulled out my speakers and set them on the small tv stand. I plug in my iPod to small speaker and set on random. Crave you by fight facilities, the dub step version, came on. I close my eyes and slightly sway to the beat.

"Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
they stare at me while I stare at you.
Its true I crave you.
"
The bass drops and I find myself dancing wildly around the room, swinging my hips in circles to the beat, as if hula hooping. I keep my eyes closed and pull off my shirt. I briefly open them to grab a pair of black cotton shorts from my bag, and pull them on. I find an ice blue, lace backed tank top and slip it on and close my eyes again. I pulled my hair out of my ponytail and flip my head over, messing up my hair, and stand uo, running my hands through my straightened hair.

The beat slows a bit, and I sway back and forth, suddenly i feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn and slowly open my eyes to see Andy standing without a shirt, just a pair of black gym shorts. I could perfectly see the V of his hips. His hand slides to my neck. His hand is so warm against my skin, goosebumps rise on my shoulders at his touch. "You're so beautiful," he whispers slowly, his voice low, as his hand slides down my neck, my arm and onto my waist.

"Do you want me? Let's...just...stop and think, before I lose faith."

The bass drops again as the music picks up. I reach up, wrapping my hand around Andy's neck and crush his lips to mine. He is taken by surprise, but he melts right into the kiss. His lips part and he picks me up, setting me on the bed. He pulls his lips away, only for the short second it takes to climb onto the top bunk. The moment he gets into the bunk I pulled him right to my mouth, smiling as his lips move against mine. We waste no time, He lightly bites my bottom lip with his teeth and he nibbles on it. I lean into him. He runs his tongue over my lip, and i resond by doing the same. He reaches around and pulls me up to him, dragging my legs over his lap and wrapping one arm around my back. I put my hands on the sides of his face, one trailing down his face and settling on his bare chest, the other snaking around his neck. I can feel my blood racing, my heart pounding, and our breathing bodies rise and fall next to eaach other. The song changes, "Kiss me slowly" by parachute. Andy's kisses slow, the passion stil there, but the pace slowing. His lips leave mine and he begins the trail down my neck. Placing delicate, thoughtful kisses down my jaw and neck. He pauses at my collarbone, placing a few long kisses on the soft skin. I let my head fall back onto the pillow behind me. Andy leans over with me, trailing back up my neck. He places a few delicate kisses in my lips and pulls away, resting his head on the pillow next to mine. His hand still wrapped around my back, I shift over and rest my head on his shoulder, cuddling into his side. He reaches over and pulls the blanket over us both.
"You're so amazing Andy. Thank you...for always being here."
"Thats what good boyfriends do." he whispers back.
"No," I say as I turn to face him. "That's what great boyfriends do." I place a delicate kiss on his lips, kissing him once, twice, ok three times. I pull back, a smile painting my face. I lay my head back on his chest, getting comfortable. I can feel my breathing slowing, my heart rate going to a resting pace, and my eye close, inhaling his cologne. His skin is so soft. I place one of my hands over his heart, smiling as I feel his pulse under my palm.
"Goodnight Reya," he whispers.
"Goonigh Anndy," I mumble, my voice slow with exhaustion.

I fell asleep, wrapped in his warm arms. Andy said I had a smile on my face in my sleep. That was, until I woke to my phone ringing, again. I groaned as I rolled over, eyes still closed as I hit the acceptance button.
"Hello?" I grumbled, only half awake.
I could hear Andy groan in his sleep as he turned onto his side.
"Do you have any idea how much trouble you are in?"

Oh, shit.

Notes

Hope you guys like it ;D sorry for the long wait!! I've been really busy the last few days but I hope it's worth it

thanks for reading, commenting, rating, subbing, and be the awesome BVB army you are (:

Comments

Go till you have no more and then make that the end please dont make a sequel

@punk dancer
Ash never cut! He wasn't even bullied

NikkiB NikkiB
5/3/15

andy never cut, he was bullied but he never cut, i think cc did and i'm mostly sure ash did

punk dancer punk dancer
12/20/14

@Marliesaur
Im so glad you've enjoyed it! If you hated Juliet before be prepared in the sequel!

BVBgirl355 BVBgirl355
1/3/14

This is a great story! I just never liked Juliet even before her and Andy started dating so she angers me a bit -.- but this was great and now off to the sequel! ^-^

Marliesaur Marliesaur
1/3/14