Maybe there's still hope
There when I need you
When I woke up it was 1 and cc wasnt next to me. I don't know why but just seeing him made me smile. I got up and walked to the front of the bus to see everyone awake. I went in the fridge and got a bottle of water.
" hey, feeling better?"jinxx asked as I sat next to him.
" yeah alot, idk guess I just needed to sleep it off" I said shrugging looking at the tv.
" excite for tonight?" ashley asked
" yeah my first concert" I said smiling.
" wait never been to a concert?!" Andy asked.
" no my parents don't like this type of music why they even agreed to me being with you in beyond me." I said
" we'll took some convincing" jake said .
" you'll love the concert though "
" I better" he shoved my shoulder.
We went back to the tv when I realized I was freezing in my black basketball shorts and batman shirt. I started to shiver .
" ha alittle cold there?" Jinxx said then picking up a pull over.
" here put this on I think it's Andy's"
I took it and chuckled .
" hey!" Andy called
Iput it on and stuck my tongue out.
" when wil be there?"
" like 4, plus were going make food stops so until then lets watch movies in the back lounge sound good?" Jake asked.
" sure anything but batman though" CC said standing up causing me and Andy to pout.
After the first movie we were told that we were stopping for food. So I got up to get changed. I grabbed my brush and cloths and headed to the bathroom.
I put on a pair of red skinny jeans with rips and a loose fitting misfits shirt. I brushed my hair and stepped out of the bathroom I put my cloths away and went to the front to see the guys waiting.
" you take forever" Ashley whined. causing him to get a slap on the arm from me. We walked out of the bus and headed to the buyer king we stopped at. As the guys ordered the food I stood on my phone when I felt arms go around me and lift me off the ground.
" hey Jess!" I smiled at the voice I recognized as Austin's.
" hey" I said as soon as I was on the ground I turned to see the rest of the band smiling at me.
" feeling better I see?" Austin said poking my cheek.
" yeah I just had to sleep it off I guess."
" that's good."
I nodded.
" guys ill get the food " Austin said walking to the counter
The rest smiled at me.
" it's nice to meet you finally" Alan said
" pleasures mine I'm sure jake freaked you out and told u how much I like your band"
They laughed
" yeah but hey at least you like good music" Tino said smiling
" don't worry you'll be seeing alot of us this tour " phill said
" sounds great " I said
tino eyed my wrist and picked it up looking at the tattoo.
He smiled then got a confuzed look.
"who's emma?"
I froze but before I has time to answere austin called us to eat. I silently thanked him and walked towards the others who were sitting down with Austin .
I sat between jake and CC grabbing my food before anyone else could.
After we finished we made our way back to the bus.my phone buzzed.
" ill be right there"
The guys walked on and of mice and men stood near their bus talking and I took my phone out guessing it was Johnny calling.
"hey Johnny"
"Hey faggot"
Haley
" what the hell do you want"
" oh just seeing if you killed yourself yet, I see you haven't. What a shame"
" fuck you" I whispered
" aww what's the matter little emo lost her confidence"
I stayed silent.
" so where are you, slitting your wrists ?we all miss you"
Tears came from my eyes.
" shut up "
" listen here you ugly slut ,your such a pathetic no life loser, and ill be waiting for your return" and with that she hung up
Tears stung my eyes and I saw Austin look at me .
I ran on the bus and to my bunk hearing the guys call for me. I felt the bus start to move. I cried untill I saw the curtain open to reveal Cc.
" Jess.." He muttered
I rolled over tears still hot in my face. I felt the matteess sink.I turned to him and he brought me close.i cried into his chest while he rubbed my back.
" shh it's okay it's okay"
I calmed down alittle.
" what's wrong ?"
I told him about the whole phone call the whole time he rubbed circles into my back.
" it's okay, they're just idiots , I will never let them hurt you" he said and I smiled
After I calmed down he stood up.
" I'm goin to the back with the guys you wana come with me? Well be there soon ."
" sure let me just go to the bathroom and ill be there" I said standing up.
He gave me a hug and walked out. I went to the bathroom and fixed my smeared makeup and splashed cold water on me. My heart was thumping . I really was falling for CC. It wasn't that weird I'm turning 18 in August and he's 26 But I doubt he even likes me.
" hey, feeling better?"jinxx asked as I sat next to him.
" yeah alot, idk guess I just needed to sleep it off" I said shrugging looking at the tv.
" excite for tonight?" ashley asked
" yeah my first concert" I said smiling.
" wait never been to a concert?!" Andy asked.
" no my parents don't like this type of music why they even agreed to me being with you in beyond me." I said
" we'll took some convincing" jake said .
" you'll love the concert though "
" I better" he shoved my shoulder.
We went back to the tv when I realized I was freezing in my black basketball shorts and batman shirt. I started to shiver .
" ha alittle cold there?" Jinxx said then picking up a pull over.
" here put this on I think it's Andy's"
I took it and chuckled .
" hey!" Andy called
Iput it on and stuck my tongue out.
" when wil be there?"
" like 4, plus were going make food stops so until then lets watch movies in the back lounge sound good?" Jake asked.
" sure anything but batman though" CC said standing up causing me and Andy to pout.
After the first movie we were told that we were stopping for food. So I got up to get changed. I grabbed my brush and cloths and headed to the bathroom.
I put on a pair of red skinny jeans with rips and a loose fitting misfits shirt. I brushed my hair and stepped out of the bathroom I put my cloths away and went to the front to see the guys waiting.
" you take forever" Ashley whined. causing him to get a slap on the arm from me. We walked out of the bus and headed to the buyer king we stopped at. As the guys ordered the food I stood on my phone when I felt arms go around me and lift me off the ground.
" hey Jess!" I smiled at the voice I recognized as Austin's.
" hey" I said as soon as I was on the ground I turned to see the rest of the band smiling at me.
" feeling better I see?" Austin said poking my cheek.
" yeah I just had to sleep it off I guess."
" that's good."
I nodded.
" guys ill get the food " Austin said walking to the counter
The rest smiled at me.
" it's nice to meet you finally" Alan said
" pleasures mine I'm sure jake freaked you out and told u how much I like your band"
They laughed
" yeah but hey at least you like good music" Tino said smiling
" don't worry you'll be seeing alot of us this tour " phill said
" sounds great " I said
tino eyed my wrist and picked it up looking at the tattoo.
He smiled then got a confuzed look.
"who's emma?"
I froze but before I has time to answere austin called us to eat. I silently thanked him and walked towards the others who were sitting down with Austin .
I sat between jake and CC grabbing my food before anyone else could.
After we finished we made our way back to the bus.my phone buzzed.
" ill be right there"
The guys walked on and of mice and men stood near their bus talking and I took my phone out guessing it was Johnny calling.
"hey Johnny"
"Hey faggot"
Haley
" what the hell do you want"
" oh just seeing if you killed yourself yet, I see you haven't. What a shame"
" fuck you" I whispered
" aww what's the matter little emo lost her confidence"
I stayed silent.
" so where are you, slitting your wrists ?we all miss you"
Tears came from my eyes.
" shut up "
" listen here you ugly slut ,your such a pathetic no life loser, and ill be waiting for your return" and with that she hung up
Tears stung my eyes and I saw Austin look at me .
I ran on the bus and to my bunk hearing the guys call for me. I felt the bus start to move. I cried untill I saw the curtain open to reveal Cc.
" Jess.." He muttered
I rolled over tears still hot in my face. I felt the matteess sink.I turned to him and he brought me close.i cried into his chest while he rubbed my back.
" shh it's okay it's okay"
I calmed down alittle.
" what's wrong ?"
I told him about the whole phone call the whole time he rubbed circles into my back.
" it's okay, they're just idiots , I will never let them hurt you" he said and I smiled
After I calmed down he stood up.
" I'm goin to the back with the guys you wana come with me? Well be there soon ."
" sure let me just go to the bathroom and ill be there" I said standing up.
He gave me a hug and walked out. I went to the bathroom and fixed my smeared makeup and splashed cold water on me. My heart was thumping . I really was falling for CC. It wasn't that weird I'm turning 18 in August and he's 26 But I doubt he even likes me.
@LindseyBVBarmy
I'm glad!:)
2/20/14