The weekend went by fast as did the following week. It was now Thursday, tomorrow was the last day of school for me and then we left monday morning. I've been with the guys for over a week and i loved it. it was 6 pm and I was currently watching tv.

Jinxx plopped down next to me and Andy sat on the other side.

" I'm ordering Chinese!" Jake shouted from the kitchen.

" do you have any homework?" Jinxx asked and I laughed

" becoming my father now are you?"

Andy chuckled

" indeed I am, did u do your homework." Jinxx asked again poking my cheek.

"..maybe.." I said looking at the tv.

" that's not an answere" he said poking me still.

" fine no I did not"

He shut the tv off.

" hey.." I fake whined by now jake CC and Ashley were in the living room laughing .

He stood up and grabbed my backpack throwing it on my lap.


" do it now then"

" fine.. Jeez I'm staying here though I'm too lazy to go to my room" I said taking out my math binder


He chuckled

" how much do u have?" Cc asked

" well i have to make up work ive already missed and on top if that i have 60 problems for math, 5 paragraph essay for english, a worksheet for chemistry , 2 pargraphs about myself in spanish and a paragraph about a dead guy for history. .. so a lot"

" jesus jess and your just staring now?" Jake asked

" your lucky I'm doing it at all"

andy chuckled and they started making conversation.

I started doing my math work when Andy looked over my shoulder.

" hey guys look!" He took my binder and showed them a page that had black veil brides written all over it.

" Andy stop it !" I said he stood up and flipped threw the pages.

All of them had their names or song lyrics and drawings of their logo.

" someone has an obsession" Ashley joked and I slapped him.

Jake too it and started flipping it

" these drawings are really good" he said

" thanks can I have it back now?"

He chuckled and handed it to me and I sat back down doing my math. 30 minutes later the food came. I got up took some on a plate and sat back down to domy homework I was lucky if I got it done by tomorrow.

an hour later they decided to have band practice i was just starting chemistry by then ready to shoot myself. I hated school but I wasn't that bad at it.

" have fun" Ashley said walking down to the finaihed basement where they had their stuff set up.

" oh ill have so much fun" I said saracsticly

2 1/2 hours later they came back up when I was half way done with my English essay that was terrible to write. It was about Macbeth..

They went ino the kitchen and it was quiet. Suddenly I felt the essay and my math being yanked away and Ashley ran away with them.

" son of a bitch" I muttered running after him

" Ashley give it back!" I yelled as he ran to the kitchen.

" I don't think I will , payback little one , as you said it's a bitch" he said smirking as he put it in the sink and turned the water on.

" Ashley!" Jake yelled getting up.

" I give up!" I said throwing my hands up.

They chuckled

" Ashley what the hell" Jinxx asked still laughing.

" payback"

" do you understand that took 2 hours to write and I was only on paragraph 3 out of 5.. and an hour and a half to do the math!"I asked sitting on the floor.

" didn't realize it took that long" he shrugged

" I give up I'm not doing it" putting my head in my hands and groaning getting upset.

" yes you are .. Go do it well go out for awhile so it's safe" Jinxx said helping me up.

" I hate you ash" I said smacking his arm.

" love you too doll"

I stuck my tounge at him.

" we'll be out Jess u okay alone?"

" yeah I'm fine where are you goig?" I said

" the city which is an hour away just to do some shopping and look around.." Jake said

" we'll be home late so don't wait up" CC said hugging me. I nodded and went back to the living room to start on it again.

3 hours in I was getting frustrated. I finsihed my math again and was on paragraph two and it sucked Shakespeare is terrible to write about because I don't understand it. I know its pathetic to only have 2 done in two hours but I'm terrible at writing essays. I checked the time to see it was 11. I groaned and got up . I put on my batman guy shorts and stole one of Ashley's shirts.

I wet back down and started on paragraph 3.

By the time I was done with the fourth paragraph it was 1:30 . I yawned and started on 5. 10 minutes later the door opened and I heard the guys come in.

They walked in and were surprised to see me there

" jeez Jess still working on that?" Cc asked
I yawned and nodded.

" thanks to that idiot ,I got alot more work too " I said pointing to Ashley who came over to me and sat down.

" you wearing my shirt little girl?" He asked ruffling my hair.

" yeah I am dum shit" I said fixing it

They laughed

" I'm going to crash "jake said hugging me and walking up the stairs
One by one they left and I got back to work after getting 5 mountain dews and setting them next to me sipping them as I went.

I finished at 3 and moved on to my history wich was fairly easy as we had to write 2 paragraphs on Andrew Jackson. I finished that by 4:40 and started on Spanish.. Looks like I'm getting no sleep tonight.

By 6:30 the guys started to walk down one by one and I was still writing the last sentences. They walked into the living room .

Papers where everywhere with empty soda cans and I had circles under my eyes.

" did you stay up all night?" Jinxx asked sitting next to me straightening my papers


" mhm" I mumbled

" that's not healthy" Andy said
" I agree" jake said

" we'll I had to do this" I said trying to rush. I finished the last sentence and put everything away.

" done finally.. Yay now I get to go do more work" I said leaning back in the couch

" sorry kiddo, you should get ready though" CC said


" I'm so tired ." I groane getting up and slowly movig to the stairs.




I climbed the stairs and put on skinny jeans . I kept Ashley's shirt on and went to his room grabbing the outlaw sweatshirt I stole a lot.

I brushed my hair and put in my earrings. I didn't bother putting on makeup and trudged back downstairs.

" why must you wear my sweatshirt?" Ashley asked as I sat down at the table. They were talking and drinking coffee.

" it's comfy" I said laying my head on the table.

" lets go you have to go to school" jake said poking my shoulder.

" no.."

He chuckled and picked me up out of the chair.

" is there a reason you guys pick me up alot?" I asked

" your tiny" Andy said

" I'm 5"6 "

" yeah but your really light how much do you weigh?" Ashley asked

" I don't know? 110?"

" that's why." He said

Jake put me down and i put on my beat up Osiris and slung my bag over my shoulder following jake to his car.



School went by with a daze I handed in all my work and we set up emailing my work to me .

It was last period which was band and I was dead. I sat on the floor against the drum cabinet

" Jess.. Come on and play your peice it's your last day for Awhile and you love to play the song because your on drum set " Johnny said and helped me up.

I played it with few mistakes despite my groggy state. After class I walked towards the door checking my phone. Jake sent me a message saying they were there.

I walked to the door when I was slammed into a the wall next to it. The wind escaped me for a minute and before I had time to get it back I was hit in the face . Blood came for my nose but stopped after a minute. I looked up to see Justin and Kylie looking at me.

" just because you got rid of Haley doesn't mean your safe fag" they shoved me and walked away.

I wiped my nose and walked towards the doors and went to the car keepin my head low so they wouldn't see the blood.

I got in the back besides Andy with CC on his other side Jinxx was driving and jake was in passenger Ashely was in the second backseat.

I turned my head so they wouldn't see it .

" hey how was school?" Andy asked as I lent back against the window

" oh amazing" I said sacasticaly

" fall asleep?"

" no I couldn't .. I feel like I'm going to though."

" you can sleep when we get home , were going to lunch though and your coming too." I groaned

They made conversation when I felt someone's hand touch mine.

" Jess why is there blood on your hand?" Andy asked.

I sat up

Jinxx looked at me in the mirror and the others turned to me.

" and on your face?" Jinxx asked switching between me and the road.

" just bloody nose no big deal." I said trying to play it off.

" they hit you again didn't they.." Ashley asked from the back sadly.

" yeah.. It was Haley's boyfriend Justin and her friend Kylie"

" what?! A boy hit you?!" Jake asked turning around

" yeah he hits me alot don't worry jake in fine"

" no your not! Ill kill that bitch" he snarled

" jake just drop it"

" atleast your gone from them" jake said .

jinxx parked the car the car. And we got out going to the restaurant.


After lunch which was pretty much dinner for me we went on our way home. I got in the passenger side and put my head on the center console falling sleep.

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Jakes POV.

Jinxx looked over to the passenger seat and chuckled.

" she's passed out" he said rubbing her head then going back to the steeing wheel. I leaned forward from the middle seat and saw her curled in a ball in the seat leaning against the console. I laughed and the others looked.


" she'll be out for awhile" Andy said and I nodded. We pulled up and got out of the car.

" I got her" CC said going to the passenger side. I couldn't help but smile I knew he liked her. We all knew ,it was obvious they liked eachother.

He grabbed her bridal styler and she didn't stir at all. She was adorable sleeping and I couldn't help but feel lucky to have her where she was safe.

Ashley chuckled. As we got in the house.

" is it just me or is she adorable sleeping?" He asked

" dude I was just going to say that" Andy and Jinxx said.

"I was thinking the same thing" I said

" just put her on the couch." Andy said

CC sat down and laid her with her head in his lap.

We all smiled and turned on the tv.
2 hours later she was still out cold .


" I have a feeling she's not waking up anytime soon" Ashley said laughing

" we'll do you blame her she was awake since 6 am yesterday " Jinxx said.

" ill bring her to her bed shell be out for the rest of the day" I said and grabbed her from cc's lap. I went up the stairs and laid her in her bed on her side. I picked up her zebra blanket from the floor and laid it on her walking out the door.

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Jess's POV

I woke up confused. I looked around saw I was in my bed. I stood up confused what time it was.

I walked down the stairs and to the living room to see the guys sitting there.

" hey shes alive" Ashley said looking at me.

I say down next to Andy .

" what time is it?"

" 4" he said

" oh I only slept an hour"

They laughed

" Jess it's Saturday.. " Jinxx said

" damn.. I slept that long?"

" yes you did sleepy head." Jake said

" oh well" I said and they chuckled.


The rest of the weekend went by fast.

It was Monday morning and we were flying to LA to meet with of mice and men for tour. They would meet us at the airport along with bvb's bus and we would head to the first venue which was in las vegas nevada.

To say I was excited was an understatement . This tour was going to be AWSOME then after we had a a brake then a another tour the warped tour which they were also on with my other favorite bands like piere the veil ,all time low and a lot more.

It was 2 hours in our 5 hour flight and I was between Andy and Ashley, which was terrible . Jinxx jake and cc watched on the other side laughing at my misery. They were in the middle of poking each other between me when I started to get annoyed. I leaned back and lifted my head up groaning . All of the sudden I felt someone poke my shoulder I looked up to see CC smiling
" take my seat ill switch with you so you don't jump out of the plane or something"

I laughed

" Thank you so much"I said getting up and sliding past Andy .

I sat between jake and Jinxx and rested my head on jinxxs lap.

" dear god I thought I was gana go mad" I said

He chuckled

" I know they get annoying " jake said rubbing my back.I could still hear them bickering so I put my headphones in and felt Jinxx playing with my hair. It felt nice to finally have people who cared an I hoped I never had to go back home at least anytime soon. After about 15 minutes I fell asleep.

" Jess you have to get up were landing "

I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I sat up and put my seatbelt on and throwing my hood up.

" someone's tired" Jinxx said poking my shoulder

" tired an understatement" I mumbled closing my eyes again drifting Into sleep once more.

" wake up time To go" jake said standing up. I groaned and stood up fixing my hood. I grabbed my old camo fox riders backpack and put it on my shoulders. We walked off the plane and walked to baggage claim. I was basically a walking zombie I was tired and was barley awake I had no idea why.

I felt someone's arm wrap around my shoulder
"You okay?" CC asked looking down at me. A blush rose on me.
" yeah I'm just super tired " I said yawning
He chuckled as we arrived at baggage claim. Just as we got our bags Andy's phone rang
" hello?"
" we will be right there calm your tits" Andy said hanging the phone up
" who was that?" Ashley asked walking towards the door
" John , we need to get going the rest of the bands are waiting for us"

I started to fan girl in side but didn't show it.we walked out the doors and I felt the LA sun , I smiled.

" get ready girl your in for the time of your life " Ashley said leading me towards three tour buses . All side by side. You could clearly tell whose was who considering their names were in big letters on it.As we neared I saw a short man with blond hair who I assumed to be John waiting at the tour bus.

" hey guys, not much time got to hit the road, I'm guessing this is your sister jake?" He asked pointing to me
" yup this is Jess, Jess this is John our tour manager" jake said
John stuck his hand out and I shook it

" nice to meet you, we have 30 minutes get your stuff on and then well leave the other bands are around hopefully not committing any crimes" he said walking behind the bus and disappearing

" we'll welcome to our home for awhile" jake said leading me on the tour bus. The guys dashed to the bunks jake in the lead. I laughed as I got to the bunk area . There were 8 bunks . Jake grabbed ones nearest to the back lounge and he saved the bottom one for me. I put my suitcase in it and laughed as the others fought over them. Jinxx was across from me with Andy on top . CC was on the bottom in the row behind Jinxx 's with Ashley on the top.

"Ill give you the tour" andy said leading me through the bus stopping at the back lounge. When we got back there I could here yelling from On top of the bus and banging. Andy laughed and I got confuzed. He opened the window and stuck his head out. Looking up.
" Austin, what the hell are u doing on the roof?"

I laughed

" why not man! Hey I heard a hit laugh that your girl friend?" I heard Austin yell

" no you dummy it's jakes sister remember we told you about her" he yelled back I giggled again about their loud conversation

" oh yeah ! Dude ill be right in" he yelled and Andy closed the widow

" you told him about me?" I asked surprised.

He scratched his kneck

" yeah, sorry we kinda told them about your self harming I'm really sorry.. We just thought they should know and they said they wana try to help you" he said fast

" it's fine, I don't mind " I said smiling. He let out a breath and hugged me.

We walked out to see the guys sitting on the couches in the front and Austin standing there talking to Ashley. My heart sped up Austin carlile was my hero besides bvb and now he knew about me.

He turned around and smiled he brought Andy into a hug and then went to me.

" I know we just met but give me a hug" he said and then brought me into a bone crushing hug

Just then John yelled in saying we had to leave.

He pulled away and smiled

" we'll I know you know who I am because your brother told me you were a fan" he said smirking " said you had pictures of me on your wall"

I sent jake the death glare

" thanks jake make me look like a crazy stalker" I said laughing

" nah it's cool your a fan , well I better get back he said waving and walking out after he bid his goodbyes.

" you made me sound creepy" I said. Slapping his shoulder as I felt the bus start to move.

" your going to pay for that one" he smirked then lunged at me and picked me up running to the back lounge the guys followed.

" no let Me go" I said

He through me on the floor and then started to tickle me. The thee joined and I couldn't n take it .

" please . Stop" I said giggling
" should we stop?" Jake asked lookin at the rest
" stop or ill bite you"
They let go and I jumped up.
" never do that again" I said brushing tasks off. They laughe and sat on the couch.
" I'm going to my bunk Im really tired" I said walking towards the door.
" how are you tired you slept in, slept on the place and your still tired?" Jake asked eyeing me
" I don't know" I said going to my bunk I set it up and shoved my bag underneath it . To be honest i just wasnt feeling in a good mood and I wasn't feeling good .I crawled in ad felt my phone vibrate. I answered it thinking it was Johnny but was proved wrong.

" hello?"

" hey Jess it's Austin"

" oh , not to be rude but how'd you get my number?"

He chuckled

" jake gave it to me said you've been off lately"

Oh great

" I've just been tired"

" you sure?"

" yeah"

" you can talk to me just so you know, ill be here all of of mice and men will right guys?"

I heard fuck yeahs in the background

" thanks , it's honestly nothing just been worn down thinking about my least did they tell u about last week?"

" yeah Kind of, you got beat up and then I heard the next day u kicked ass"

" yeah ik just worried what if I have to go back I mean I will next school year I think, they'll be waiting and I can't take them myself"

He sighed

" you won't youll have our support we won't let anything happen, and besides live life now your on tour! Away from them , you'll be fine cheer up sweety."

I smiled a true smile I could tell this tour was goig to be great.

" thank you really, you really cheered me up."

" anytime call me, or any of the of mice ad men family ill give them your number call us anytime ."

" thanks, Im going to take a nap ill text you later, if that's okay"

" of course it is love see you hen we stop" and with that he hung up .

I curled into a ball and fell asleep.
I woke up to someone shaking me I opened my red to see Jinxx.

" hey it's 7 pm we stopped to get food you wana come?"

My head killed and my body ached I was cold and hot at the same time.
I let our a groan.

" no, I feel like shit"

He felt my forehead

" shit your burning up"

I groaned and buried myself In my pillow.

" thanks father Jinxx" I joked

"Jake come here!"

" what's up? Jess aren't you coming"

" no she said she doesn't feel good and dude feel her forehead."

He also felt it.

" shit Jess, probably why your so tired. Your sick"

" no shit " I mumbled causing then to laugh

" do u want one of us to stay with you?"

" no it's okay ill be fine"

" want anything?"

I shook my head and snuggled in my pillow.

" we'll be back then" Jinxx said rubbing ny back and walking away with jake. I closed the curtain.

After about 30 minutes of laying down I was feeling alittle better so I took my phone out to check my messages.

Sure enough there was a text from each of the of mice and men Crew ,2 from Austin.

- hey it's Alan!

- hey there it's Aaron:)

- wasup it's your boi tino!

- hey it's phil

- you know who this is;)

I laughed

- hey where are ya kid? Didn't want food.

I replied bak to Alan Tino Phil and Aaron saying hi then replied to Austin.

- no i don't really feel good

I set my phone down and instantly got a reply.

- oh that stinks your first day on tour too! U need anything?

- ill live I'm fine

- you sure?

- yes lol you guys worry too much
I fell back asleep after that and woke up to my curtain being opened.

" hey you feeling better?" CC asked feeling my head.

" your still hot"he said

" yeah I don't feel like I'm dying anymore, in going keep sleeping though"

" why don't you get some more sleep"

" stay" I said and he smiled.

He climbed in and put his arms around my waist. I nuzzled my head into his chest.

"No problem" he said kissing the top of my head. I smiled. I liked him but he probably only thought of me as a sister.

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