Maybe there's still hope
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It was mid July and warped was great . I got close to a lot of the bands and our crowds were going strong.
We were at the Boston date and I couldn't help but feel that John would be here if he was still alive.
I just finished second and Sebring and we had one more song left. My head killed and I was getting extremly light headed. It could be from The heat. I went to step back to go to my mic but tripped. Matt grabbed my arm stopping my fall and leaned into my ear.
" you okay?" He asked and I shook my head. My knees shook.
" you don't look good, well finish the set just go to the side you look like your gana pass out any minute" he said an I nodded.He led me to the side on the stage and everything was becoming a blur. Jake had his hands on my shoulders looking at me asking me something.
" Jess, are you okay?" He asked but it was distorted as I felt myself falling forward and darkness enveloping me.
I woke up with a massive head ache and closed my eyes again.
" Jess" I heard jake said.
I groaned
"Jess wake up" I heard Matt say. I slowly opened my eyes and saw bvb and burn bright leaning over me with worried eyes.
I sat up quickly but regretted it when my vision blurred.
" wooh calm down" Andy said. I felt someone sit next to me and saw cc. I leaned against him.
" what happened?" I asked
" you passed out from the heat" Matt said and I nodded.
" shit" I mumbled
" you've been out for 3 hours now we were worried" Ashley said
" sorry" I said and they laughed
" she apologizes too much" jake said. I laughed
" do not"
" do too" Andy said back. I rolled my eyes and ignored him.
" what time is it?" I asked
" 6 meaning we need to go play soon, you should stay here and relax though okay?" Jinxx said and I nodded. He got up and kissed my head. The other followed and walked out leaving me cc and the others.
" watch her okay?" Cc asked to them and they nodded.
" we will" Sean said. Cc stood up and kissed me.
" il come back after I love you"
" I love you too" I said and he walked out.
The others sat down in silence. Something was up
" why so quiet?" I asked and they gave each other looks.
" we need to talk to you" Sean said
" about...?"
He sighed
" our label wants us to move to San Diego , they said it would be easier because that's where they are and because we are a New band," he said and I sighed.
" but guys my life's in LA, my brother my boyfriend"
" we know, we just need you to think about it okay? Please? If you decide no then it's okay well deal with it but just consider it." James said
" okay I will" I said. They smiled and cam got up and put a DVD in. They all huddled around me cam laid in my lap. I laughed and rubbed his hair. As the credits rolled on I couldn't help but think.
San Diego, away from my guys , my guy, but if I didn't go I could hold our band back. I sighed and went back to the movie. What was I going to do?
We were at the Boston date and I couldn't help but feel that John would be here if he was still alive.
I just finished second and Sebring and we had one more song left. My head killed and I was getting extremly light headed. It could be from The heat. I went to step back to go to my mic but tripped. Matt grabbed my arm stopping my fall and leaned into my ear.
" you okay?" He asked and I shook my head. My knees shook.
" you don't look good, well finish the set just go to the side you look like your gana pass out any minute" he said an I nodded.He led me to the side on the stage and everything was becoming a blur. Jake had his hands on my shoulders looking at me asking me something.
" Jess, are you okay?" He asked but it was distorted as I felt myself falling forward and darkness enveloping me.
I woke up with a massive head ache and closed my eyes again.
" Jess" I heard jake said.
I groaned
"Jess wake up" I heard Matt say. I slowly opened my eyes and saw bvb and burn bright leaning over me with worried eyes.
I sat up quickly but regretted it when my vision blurred.
" wooh calm down" Andy said. I felt someone sit next to me and saw cc. I leaned against him.
" what happened?" I asked
" you passed out from the heat" Matt said and I nodded.
" shit" I mumbled
" you've been out for 3 hours now we were worried" Ashley said
" sorry" I said and they laughed
" she apologizes too much" jake said. I laughed
" do not"
" do too" Andy said back. I rolled my eyes and ignored him.
" what time is it?" I asked
" 6 meaning we need to go play soon, you should stay here and relax though okay?" Jinxx said and I nodded. He got up and kissed my head. The other followed and walked out leaving me cc and the others.
" watch her okay?" Cc asked to them and they nodded.
" we will" Sean said. Cc stood up and kissed me.
" il come back after I love you"
" I love you too" I said and he walked out.
The others sat down in silence. Something was up
" why so quiet?" I asked and they gave each other looks.
" we need to talk to you" Sean said
" about...?"
He sighed
" our label wants us to move to San Diego , they said it would be easier because that's where they are and because we are a New band," he said and I sighed.
" but guys my life's in LA, my brother my boyfriend"
" we know, we just need you to think about it okay? Please? If you decide no then it's okay well deal with it but just consider it." James said
" okay I will" I said. They smiled and cam got up and put a DVD in. They all huddled around me cam laid in my lap. I laughed and rubbed his hair. As the credits rolled on I couldn't help but think.
San Diego, away from my guys , my guy, but if I didn't go I could hold our band back. I sighed and went back to the movie. What was I going to do?
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I'm glad!:)
2/20/14