Maybe there's still hope
Bloody and helpless.
In my dream i was drowning and i couldn't breathe.
My eyes shot open and I saw myself Lying in the freezing cold tub soaked. I heard chuckling and saw Ashley standing near the tub laughing.
" told you I'd get you" he smirked
" you fucking bitch!" I screamed getting up and he started to run with me after him . I fell out the door making a thud at the wall because how slippery I was I made my way to the stairs.
" get back here Purdy!" I yelled obviously the boys would be awake now if they weren't already I stumbled down the stairs after him crashing Into a wall .
" what the fuck is going on Ashley!" Jinxx asked from the living room where he obviously was.
I ran Into it stumbling.
the boys looked at me then to Ashley and started burstin our laughing.
" I gave her a bath " Ashley said
" dude not cool" Andy said through laughter
" I will get you purdy!"
" ill be waiting little Pitts!" He smirked.
CC came in with a towel still chuckling.
"What time is it?"I asked still soaking
"7" CC said
" fuck!!" I have to be in class now. im gana be so fuckig late ill be back I'm getting dressed" I yelled
" ill drive you"Jake said
i ran out an crashed into the wall,
More laughter came.
" fuck you all!!" I screamed
I got to my room and put on black skinny jeans, and a green day shirt . I zipped my batman hoodie up and applie eye liner. I brushed my hair , it was too wet to straighten. Ashley was going to regret putting me in that tub.
I grabbed my phone and saw it was 7:30. I ran down the stairs and saw jinxx and Ashley. Jinxx hugged me.
"have a good day well pick you up after the rest are in the car" he said
Ashley pulled me into a hug and
I whispered
"this means war"
I pulled away and ran out The door and in the car.
" are u going to be in trouble?" Andy asked.
" yeah this is my 10th time , I have a plan though, jake pull to the side f the building"
I pulled my phone out and dialed Johnny
" Jess where r u!"
" long story I took a unexpected bath" I heard the guys chuckle and I gave them a glare.
Jake pulled up to the side.
"we have study right?"
" yeah"
" okay tell the teacher I'm at mrs . Dorn's then say your going to go to the bathroom and let me in the side"
"will do I'm I my way"
" thanks John I owe you"
The car stopped and I got out
" thanks , ill see you out front at 2" I said running to the side where Johnny was waiting at the door smirking.
" thank you so much" I said hugging him
" no problem" he said waving to the guys and walking in the door .
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( after school)
I was walking out the front door and saw the guys car waiting In front of the school.
All of the sudden I was turned around.
God not now. They can't see this.
" let me go my rides here" I yelled just as I was hit
" oh what don't want your new brother see how much of a pice of shit you are?"
How did she know I had a brother?
just then I got another punch
They kept hitting me till blood poured out of my nose and lip. I looked to the left and saw the guys running toward us. Fuck.
" hey!" Andy yelled getting closer.
Haley didn't stop
" just die faggot" She said.
I was punched in the gut and I fell on my knees gasping for air. They kicked me in my head and went to kick again when I saw black skinny jeans and black boots standing In front of me. My vision was going black and where I was leaning was covered in blood.
" hey leave her alone" Ashley yelled.
I didn't catch what Haley said but I felt someone's arms around my waist as I got picked up bridal style . We walked away.
I felt myself being put in the car and being laid over people.
" Jess can you hear me?" Jake asked
I opened my eyes to see him starring at me.
I groaned
" yeah" I said barley a whisper
I lifted my head and saw CC where my legs where and jinxx under me in the middle.
" it's ok just lay down til we get home your still bleeding" jake said and I leaned back groaning I pain.
The car stopped and I heard the doors slamm but I couldn't move
" I got her " jinxx said and he got out holding me bridal style I leaned into his chest tears burning my eyes from the emotional and physical.
I realized I was staining jinxxs shirt with blood.
"Sorry I got blood on your shirt" I said weekly
" don't worry " he said walking to the living room and Laying me on the couch.
I sat up slowly and jake headed me a towel for my nose . I wiped the blood and handed it to him.
I winced in pain at the movement because my ribs were killing me.
" fuck Jess" he said sitting next to me with his arm on my shoulder.
" does this happen a lot?" Andy asked sitting on the other couch with jinxx and Ashley and CC on the couch me as jake were on.
" every day" I choked out.
"You have to tell a teacher" CC said
" I did , they don't care"
" then defend yourself punch back. I mean it next time I want you to fight back" Ashley said an they murmured in agreement.
I laid on jakes lap . I felt terrible my ribs killed and worst is they saw it happen. He was stroking my hair .
"It's okay Jess" he whispers and I smiled.
" I'm going to my bed for awhile and lay down" I said getting up as winced in pain.
CC came up behind me and picked me up
"ill take you"
"Thank you," I nuzzled into his chest while he brought me upstairs and set me on my bed I went to the bathroom to change my cloths I put on basketball shorts and another hoodie I came back and he was on my bed.
"don't u want to take the hoodie off?" He asked eying it . He must sense something.
"No it's okay"
I laid down and he got off my bed
" get us if you need us" I nodded and waited for him to leave. After he did I shut the door and got the blade from my bag and brought it across my wrist .
Die
One cut
Ugly
Another
Die
I sliced harder untill I dropped the blade. Tears poured down my face. I made my way to the bathroom and cleaned my wrist. i went back to my room and laid in my bed slowly falling asleep.
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Jakes POV
I sat on the couch in silence with the other guys.
" fuck guys I didn't know they treated her like this" Andy finally said braking the silence.
" I know, it's bad. We need to help her or atleast encourage her to punch those motherfuckers back" Ashley replied just as Cc came back down
" how is she?" Jinx asked
"she went to sleep but she put on another hoodie, I think she's hiding something" he said sitting down
" you don't think it's.." Jinxx trailed off
" I do" Cc replied
" we'll we have to wait until she says something we can't just go out and ask, I don't want her getting upset and hating me , I care about her besides it could just be shes cold" I said
" we'll let's hope that's it " Andy said
I sat back in the couch and focused on the tv
" I know" I said
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Jessica's POV
I woke up and checked my clock to see it was 8: 00 pm I groaned and got up. I supringly was less sore so I headed down stairs to find jake watching tv . He looked up and smiled.
" hey feeling better?"
I sat next to him.
" yeah way better, but is there any food I'm starving"
He chuckled and brought me to the kitchen where there was pizza . I finished and followed him back to the living room.
" the guys are out at a movie they should be back soon" I nodded and laid against his chest. i started to doze off. After an hour the door shot open and loud voices came in.
" guys shut up you'll wake Jess up!" Jake hissed as they entered the living room.
" too late" I groaned and sat up resting against jakes shoulder
" sorry Jess didn't know you were down here" jinxx said sitting next to me . He rubbed me shoulder. I smiled
" it's okay"
" feeling better?" Ashley asked
" I guess this isn't the worst I've gotten."
" are you serious?" Andy asked an I nodded
" they usually atleast get me unconscious"
" what?!" Ashley asked standing up.
" it's fine ash. sit down .I've learnt to deal with it" I said
He sat down
They started to argue but I just laid against someone an fell asleep.
My eyes shot open and I saw myself Lying in the freezing cold tub soaked. I heard chuckling and saw Ashley standing near the tub laughing.
" told you I'd get you" he smirked
" you fucking bitch!" I screamed getting up and he started to run with me after him . I fell out the door making a thud at the wall because how slippery I was I made my way to the stairs.
" get back here Purdy!" I yelled obviously the boys would be awake now if they weren't already I stumbled down the stairs after him crashing Into a wall .
" what the fuck is going on Ashley!" Jinxx asked from the living room where he obviously was.
I ran Into it stumbling.
the boys looked at me then to Ashley and started burstin our laughing.
" I gave her a bath " Ashley said
" dude not cool" Andy said through laughter
" I will get you purdy!"
" ill be waiting little Pitts!" He smirked.
CC came in with a towel still chuckling.
"What time is it?"I asked still soaking
"7" CC said
" fuck!!" I have to be in class now. im gana be so fuckig late ill be back I'm getting dressed" I yelled
" ill drive you"Jake said
i ran out an crashed into the wall,
More laughter came.
" fuck you all!!" I screamed
I got to my room and put on black skinny jeans, and a green day shirt . I zipped my batman hoodie up and applie eye liner. I brushed my hair , it was too wet to straighten. Ashley was going to regret putting me in that tub.
I grabbed my phone and saw it was 7:30. I ran down the stairs and saw jinxx and Ashley. Jinxx hugged me.
"have a good day well pick you up after the rest are in the car" he said
Ashley pulled me into a hug and
I whispered
"this means war"
I pulled away and ran out The door and in the car.
" are u going to be in trouble?" Andy asked.
" yeah this is my 10th time , I have a plan though, jake pull to the side f the building"
I pulled my phone out and dialed Johnny
" Jess where r u!"
" long story I took a unexpected bath" I heard the guys chuckle and I gave them a glare.
Jake pulled up to the side.
"we have study right?"
" yeah"
" okay tell the teacher I'm at mrs . Dorn's then say your going to go to the bathroom and let me in the side"
"will do I'm I my way"
" thanks John I owe you"
The car stopped and I got out
" thanks , ill see you out front at 2" I said running to the side where Johnny was waiting at the door smirking.
" thank you so much" I said hugging him
" no problem" he said waving to the guys and walking in the door .
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( after school)
I was walking out the front door and saw the guys car waiting In front of the school.
All of the sudden I was turned around.
God not now. They can't see this.
" let me go my rides here" I yelled just as I was hit
" oh what don't want your new brother see how much of a pice of shit you are?"
How did she know I had a brother?
just then I got another punch
They kept hitting me till blood poured out of my nose and lip. I looked to the left and saw the guys running toward us. Fuck.
" hey!" Andy yelled getting closer.
Haley didn't stop
" just die faggot" She said.
I was punched in the gut and I fell on my knees gasping for air. They kicked me in my head and went to kick again when I saw black skinny jeans and black boots standing In front of me. My vision was going black and where I was leaning was covered in blood.
" hey leave her alone" Ashley yelled.
I didn't catch what Haley said but I felt someone's arms around my waist as I got picked up bridal style . We walked away.
I felt myself being put in the car and being laid over people.
" Jess can you hear me?" Jake asked
I opened my eyes to see him starring at me.
I groaned
" yeah" I said barley a whisper
I lifted my head and saw CC where my legs where and jinxx under me in the middle.
" it's ok just lay down til we get home your still bleeding" jake said and I leaned back groaning I pain.
The car stopped and I heard the doors slamm but I couldn't move
" I got her " jinxx said and he got out holding me bridal style I leaned into his chest tears burning my eyes from the emotional and physical.
I realized I was staining jinxxs shirt with blood.
"Sorry I got blood on your shirt" I said weekly
" don't worry " he said walking to the living room and Laying me on the couch.
I sat up slowly and jake headed me a towel for my nose . I wiped the blood and handed it to him.
I winced in pain at the movement because my ribs were killing me.
" fuck Jess" he said sitting next to me with his arm on my shoulder.
" does this happen a lot?" Andy asked sitting on the other couch with jinxx and Ashley and CC on the couch me as jake were on.
" every day" I choked out.
"You have to tell a teacher" CC said
" I did , they don't care"
" then defend yourself punch back. I mean it next time I want you to fight back" Ashley said an they murmured in agreement.
I laid on jakes lap . I felt terrible my ribs killed and worst is they saw it happen. He was stroking my hair .
"It's okay Jess" he whispers and I smiled.
" I'm going to my bed for awhile and lay down" I said getting up as winced in pain.
CC came up behind me and picked me up
"ill take you"
"Thank you," I nuzzled into his chest while he brought me upstairs and set me on my bed I went to the bathroom to change my cloths I put on basketball shorts and another hoodie I came back and he was on my bed.
"don't u want to take the hoodie off?" He asked eying it . He must sense something.
"No it's okay"
I laid down and he got off my bed
" get us if you need us" I nodded and waited for him to leave. After he did I shut the door and got the blade from my bag and brought it across my wrist .
Die
One cut
Ugly
Another
Die
I sliced harder untill I dropped the blade. Tears poured down my face. I made my way to the bathroom and cleaned my wrist. i went back to my room and laid in my bed slowly falling asleep.
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Jakes POV
I sat on the couch in silence with the other guys.
" fuck guys I didn't know they treated her like this" Andy finally said braking the silence.
" I know, it's bad. We need to help her or atleast encourage her to punch those motherfuckers back" Ashley replied just as Cc came back down
" how is she?" Jinx asked
"she went to sleep but she put on another hoodie, I think she's hiding something" he said sitting down
" you don't think it's.." Jinxx trailed off
" I do" Cc replied
" we'll we have to wait until she says something we can't just go out and ask, I don't want her getting upset and hating me , I care about her besides it could just be shes cold" I said
" we'll let's hope that's it " Andy said
I sat back in the couch and focused on the tv
" I know" I said
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Jessica's POV
I woke up and checked my clock to see it was 8: 00 pm I groaned and got up. I supringly was less sore so I headed down stairs to find jake watching tv . He looked up and smiled.
" hey feeling better?"
I sat next to him.
" yeah way better, but is there any food I'm starving"
He chuckled and brought me to the kitchen where there was pizza . I finished and followed him back to the living room.
" the guys are out at a movie they should be back soon" I nodded and laid against his chest. i started to doze off. After an hour the door shot open and loud voices came in.
" guys shut up you'll wake Jess up!" Jake hissed as they entered the living room.
" too late" I groaned and sat up resting against jakes shoulder
" sorry Jess didn't know you were down here" jinxx said sitting next to me . He rubbed me shoulder. I smiled
" it's okay"
" feeling better?" Ashley asked
" I guess this isn't the worst I've gotten."
" are you serious?" Andy asked an I nodded
" they usually atleast get me unconscious"
" what?!" Ashley asked standing up.
" it's fine ash. sit down .I've learnt to deal with it" I said
He sat down
They started to argue but I just laid against someone an fell asleep.
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2/20/14