We pulled up to a Italian place and got out. He walked next to me and slung his arm around my shoulder. I looked up and smiled at him.

Once we sat down and gave our orders we were silently starring at eachother smiling in comfortable silence.

" so are you excited for warped tour?" He asked sipping his beer. I took it from his hands and took a gulp. He shook his head laughing.

" yes , I can't wait it's going to be the first show ill ever play" I said and he smiled.

" I remembered when I played my first show, I was nervous as fuck but it turned out great" he said

" I can't wait but I'm scared"

" as long as you don't try to fly like Andy do you'll do fine"

I laughed just as the food came.

After we finished he left the money and got up.

" let's go" he said grabbing my hand and walking out the door waving to the hostess.

We got in and he started it up.

" where are we going now?"

" surprise" he smirked and I fake wined

" c.c.."

" Jessica'.." He mocked

After 30 minutes of Driving he pulled up to the ocean. I smiled and unbuckled.

He got out and I followed. He took my hand and led me down the pathway.

We walked on the sand and sat down. He went behind me and put his legs on either side of me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He put his head on top of mine and I leaned against him smiling.

" I love you" he said in my ear and i craned my neck to look at him.

" I love you too"

He smiled and kissed me. I turned back around an he put his hands on mine. He flipped them over exposing my wrists that were covered in faded scars. I haven't cut since that day in the studio with jinxx and I felt good.

" I'm proud of you" he said putting his face next to mine.

" I'm proud of me too" I said.


" I never want you to do that to yourself gain, your worth so much more, your most beautiful girl I've ever seen" he said and I shifted so I was facing him. His legs still on either side if me and my legs tucked underneath me.

I smiled at him and he moved his face close to mine.

" I love you Jess, ever since the day we met I knew you were special and I'm so glad your mine" he said and I smiled

" I love you too cc, I have for a while, I feel safe around you" I said and he connecte his lips with mine. He put his hand on my cheek and one on my waist. After a few minutes he stopped.

The breeze picked up and I shivered.

" want to go back to my house and watch a movie?" He asked and I nodded. He stood up and pulled me up.

He turned around and bent down.

" get on my back" he said as I laughed before jumping on. He put his arms under my legs and walked off the beach.

We walked to the car and he set me down. My feet fell asleep so I lost my balance and tripped causing him to laugh. I grabbed the door for balance and stuck my tongue out. He laughed and went to get in. I got in and he turned the car on. Wretched and divine was playing. I smiled and I looked at him as he beat the steering wheel and humming.

When We drove to cc's house it was 8. We got out and walked in.

" sorry it's a mess" he said putting his keys on a table and walking to the living room. There was cups everywhere and papers stunned about.

" it's okay, jakes house isn't exactly spotless" I said and chuckled.

" that's true"

He put on the tv and put in mean girls.

" yes!" I cheered. It was my favorite movie ever.

He laughed again and sat on the couch. I sat next to him and leaned against his chest as the credits started. His arm was snaked around my waist and I smiled. He made me happy.

As the movie went by I quoted it.

" you watch this too much" he said and I looked at him.

" boo you whore"

He tilted his head back laughing

" way too much" he added

" maybe you just don't watch it enough" I said and he kissed my lips.

" your a strange child"

" yeah but you love me" I said turning towards him sitting on my knees.

" that I do" he said rubbing my shoulder .He looked at my lips. He put his Hand to the back of my neck and moved my face to his. Our lips connected and I wrapped my hands in his hair. His hand rubbed my thigh. I shifted closer to him and deepened the kiss moving to the hem of his shirt playing with it and going to take it off.

He stopped the kiss and looked at me.

" are you sure?" He asked and I nodded.

" I love you cc an I want you to be my first"

He smiled and picked me up suddenly.

" let's go to my room then" he smirked and walked to his room. He put me on the bed and crawled to me connecting his lips with mine. This was it.


It was midnight and we were laying under the blankets cuddled in each others arms. My eyes felt heavy.


" I should probably get back" I said and he squeezed me tighter.

" no.. Just stay over ill call jake and tell him you fell asleep" he said and I sighed.

" okay" he cheered and reached down and pulled his boxers on. He took his phone off his night stand and went to his drawer pulling out a T-shirt and throwing it to me.

" here" he said before walking out to call jake.

I reached down and put my underwear and bra on then put the shirt over my head and laid back down against the pillows. I heard the door close and cc got in and wrapped around me again.

" he's cool with it now lets go to bed" he said kissing my lips.

" goodnight" I yawned cuddling to his bare chest. Soon I fell asleep to cc's warm breathe on my neck and a smile on my face.


I woke up to the door opening and banging to the wall. My eyes opened and I felt cc groan. I looked up and his eyes were open too.



I lifted my head from cc's chest and turned around in cc's arms to see Ashley in cc's bedroom doorway with a smug grin on.

" we'll looks like you two were busy last night" he said looking at the cloths thrown about the room. My cheeks turned pink.

" fuck off" cc said stretching.

" why are you here?" He asked sitting up and I laid on the pillow.

" uh band practice at Andy's, I'm bringing you remember?" He asked

" shit sorry forgot" he said and Ashley chuckled.

" I'll be in your kitchen so you two can get decent" he said smirking and leaving. Cc got up and I sat up an checked my phone. I had a text from Matt telling me to come over as soon as I could so we could get ready for warped.

" do you think ash could drop me off at Matt's?" I asked cc as he put on some black skinny jeans.

" yeah that's fine, need a shirt to borrow?" He asked and I nodded. He took out a plain black T-shirt and tossed it to me. He put on a motley crew T-shirt.

" I'll go with Ashley while you change" he said and closed the door.

I got up ,put my jeans on and switched shirts. I grabbed my tank from last night and my phone. I used cc's brush and then went out the door. I went to the living room and saw ash watching some show.

" cc's in the bathroom" he said and I nodded sitting next to him.

" so you and him. You know" he said winking and I shoved him.

" shut up"

He chuckled

" oh you know I'm teasing . I stuck my tonge out and cc walked out.

" let's goash your dropping her off at Matt's" cc said and Ashley shrugged before standing up And walking out the door. I put my shoes on and followed behind them. Cc picked me up and walked to the car while I laughed like an idiot.

Ashley pulled up and I got out going to the passenger window and kissing cc.

" I'll see you later, bye ash" I said. Ashley waved before backing up. I looked and saw a trailer and a 16 passenger van. Well that's home

I skipped up Matt's steps and opened the door. Cam opened it up and hugged me.

" ready to practice?" He asked closing the door and leading me to the room.

" yeah let's do this" I said smirking.