Maybe there's still hope
Once a punching bag, always a punching bag.
Jake pulled up to jinxx and Sammi's place and beeped the horn.
"We'll be out late so Sammi will take you home" jake said and I nodded. I got out just as jinxx was coming out. He smiled and hugged me. I went to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
" how was school?" He asked
" good"
" really?" He asked.
" yes jinxx, I was getting hit but then a boy scared them off , he helped me up and were friends now" I said and he smiled.
" great to hear"
The car horn beeped again.
"Go before my brother has a heart attack" I said and he laughed running to the car. I went into Sammi's house and was imidatly brought in a hug.
" Sammi can I at least get in the door?" I asked and she shook her head gripping tighter.
" I missed you" she said and I laughed. I grabbed under her thighs and picked her up. She screamed.
" you saw me yesterday idiot" I said and walked in the living room. Ella and Juliet were in there Laughing.
I dropped Sammi on the couch and sat on the chair.
" what happened at school?" Juliet asked
" nothing, I just got hit a few times but a boy stopped them" I said and she sighed.
" at least they stopped, is the boy nice?" she asked and I nodded.
" should have seen his face when jake and Andy picked me up from school" I said and they laughed.
" that's funny" Ella said and I nodded.
" yeah it was pretty comical" I said.
" what do you want to do" Sammi asked
" let's go out to eat!!" Ella wined and I laughed.
" I'm up for it" Juliet said
they turned to me.
" Id give my opinion but i think I'm outnumbered any way" I said and they laughed.
After we ate we were walking down the beach. I was on Juliet's back and Sammi was on Ella's. we started to run when she tripped sending us on the ground laughing.
" you guys alright?"
I looke up and saw Justin standing next to a very confused Sammi and Ella. He stuck his hand out and I took it. I stood up and dusted my self off. Juliet stood up.
" guys this is Justin from school the kid that helped me. Justin this is-"
" I know who they are" he said and I laughed
" okay mister stalker"
" nice to meet you Justin thanks for saving my baby" Juliet said wrapping her arms around me. He laughed. I shoved her off.
" fuck of I'm not a child" I said and they laughed.
" hey the guys said we had to babysit you therefore your our baby" Ella said and I shook my head.
" we'll I got to get back to my friends ill see ya around Jess, nice meeting you guys" he said and ran off towards a group of boys.
" nice kid I give you my blessing to be friends with him" Sammi said and I laughed shoving her over. She got up and went after me. I laughed and ran down the beach with her after me.
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Me and Ella made are way back to jakes house at about 11. I immediately went to bed exhasted. Once I hit the pillow I fell asleep.
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In my dream i was in a white room. Emma appeared.
" Emma?"
" you killed me" she said blankly with Haley's voice.
" Emma no I didn't "
" I never loved you" she spat.
" Emma! No"I shouted
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I woke up to arms going around me.
" Jess sh sh"
I saw cc in front of me.
" e-e-Emma" I stuttered.
" sh it's okay "
" it it was so real "
" it was just a dream" " he said.
" it was so real, it was Emma and she h-had Hal-leys voice, she told me I killed her" I said and he squeezed me.
" it's just a dream calm down" he said and I looked at the clock.
" what are you doing here? It's 3am"
" we got back from the studio, I came in to use the bathroom when I heard you screaming" he said and I nodded.
" go back to sleep" he said
" stay?"
He thought for a minute.
" hang on ill be back" .He got up and left the room. He came back and climbed in under the covers.
" I told jake he said its fine now come on it's okay" he said rubbing my back. I relaxed against his chest.
" I love you" I whispered groggily
" I love you too"
I felt him kiss my head just as I fell back into darkness.
I woke up at 6:30 still in cc's arms. I smiled and silently peeled myself out of his arms. I left and did my makeup. when i came back in I poked him a few times and he stayed asleep.
I quickly undressed and put on my skinny jeans . Just as I was putting my shirt on cc woke up.
" undressing for me?" He asked and I laughed pulling the shirt on all the way.
" of course that's when u wake up, do you have radar or something?" I asked and he got up from behind me and wrapped around me waist.
" pretty much."
I laughed. We stayed like that for 10 minutes. Him holding me and nothing but the sound of our breathing. It was peaceful.
" I have to go to school now" I sighed and he wined gripping me tighter.
" no.. Your mine no one else is aloud to see your beautiful face but me I refuse to share "
I chuckled
" cc"
" nope mine" he said and picked me up putting me over his shoulder. I laughed. We walked into the living room where jake and Ella where.cc sat me down and I sat next to jake.
" ready for school?" Jake asked
" I am but I don't think cc is" I said and jake laughed.
" cc you have to let her go"
" no can't she stay home" he wined and Ella laughed.
" Christian.." She said sternly
" fine but I'm taking her"
He picked me up again and walked towards the door.
" bye! Have fun!" Jake yelled
" oh ill have a blast" I said sarcastically. They laughed. He put me down near the door.I put my shoes on and put my bag around my shoulders. We walked out and into the car.
We pulled out.
" I'm taking you out Saturday night ."cc said and I smiled.
" where?"
" that's for me to know and you to find out " he said.
" Christian..." I wined .
" Beatrice.." He mocked back and my mouth hung open.
" how the fuck do you know my middle name?" I asked. I hated my middle name.
" jake" he smirked.
" fucker" I cursed and he laughed.
" he told us all last night"
" I'll kill that bitch" I said and be laughed.
We pulled up to the school. He pulled in a space.
" stay safe okay?" He asked and I nodded. He leaned over and kissed my lips.
" Beatrice" he smirked laughing.
i flipped him off and laughed closing the door.
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Aftee the last class I was walking down the hall to my locker after justin left when I was pulled into the bathroom. The girls from yesterday pinned me against the wall holding my shirt .
" hey there" the girl snarled. What was her name? Gen? I don't remember . I got a blow to my face. She shoved me across the bathroom and I hit my head on the sink . I fell in a heap next to it.
" what's the matter? I'm sure a fag like you has dealt with beating before" the other snarled. They dragged me up and one held my hands behind me. I struggled.
" be a good little freak and maybe we will go easy" the short one with brown hair teased. I spit at them.
" have it your way."
I was kicked in the stomach and my knees gave out. The girl tightened her grip in my arms leaving me dangling. She stood me up and I looked at them. They hit me in the face 5 times. Blood poured from my nose.Tears fell for my eyes.
" aww it's crying"
They hit me again and shoved me into the wall. I fell In a heap and watched then walk away.I slowly sat up and grabbed paper towels. I held it till my nose stopped bleeding I looked in the mirror. My eye was purple and blood stained my nose. My lip was busted. I punched the mirror cracking it alittle.
Why the fuck do they always target me.
I got up and groaned. I made my way put of the bathroom and out the school doors. I saw Andy's truck out front and made my way to it. As I got closer Juliet jumped out of the truck. Andy followed.
Juliet grabbed my face and I winced.
" what the fuck did they do?" She asked and I shook my head.
" what didn't they do, they cornered me in the bathroom and legit beat me up" I said and she sighed hugging me.
Andy hugged me next.
" let's go " he said.
I got into the back seat.
"I can't believe it's happening again" Andy said and I sighed leaning against the door.
We got to jakes house and got out. Sammi and jinxx's car was in the driveway also. I got out and opened the door. I walked past the living room and saw everyone in there except Ashley.
" hey Jess"
I smiled .
Jinxx jumped up and touched my face.
" shit" he murmured
" I'm fine"
Cc came and hugged me.
" I'm so sorry" he said.
" Jess" jake said and I shook my head.
" really it's fine , in going to shower " I said. I got up and went to the bathroom. I took my cloths off and got in letting the warm water sooth my aching body.
"Only 2 more months Jess you can do it." i whispered to myself.
"We'll be out late so Sammi will take you home" jake said and I nodded. I got out just as jinxx was coming out. He smiled and hugged me. I went to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
" how was school?" He asked
" good"
" really?" He asked.
" yes jinxx, I was getting hit but then a boy scared them off , he helped me up and were friends now" I said and he smiled.
" great to hear"
The car horn beeped again.
"Go before my brother has a heart attack" I said and he laughed running to the car. I went into Sammi's house and was imidatly brought in a hug.
" Sammi can I at least get in the door?" I asked and she shook her head gripping tighter.
" I missed you" she said and I laughed. I grabbed under her thighs and picked her up. She screamed.
" you saw me yesterday idiot" I said and walked in the living room. Ella and Juliet were in there Laughing.
I dropped Sammi on the couch and sat on the chair.
" what happened at school?" Juliet asked
" nothing, I just got hit a few times but a boy stopped them" I said and she sighed.
" at least they stopped, is the boy nice?" she asked and I nodded.
" should have seen his face when jake and Andy picked me up from school" I said and they laughed.
" that's funny" Ella said and I nodded.
" yeah it was pretty comical" I said.
" what do you want to do" Sammi asked
" let's go out to eat!!" Ella wined and I laughed.
" I'm up for it" Juliet said
they turned to me.
" Id give my opinion but i think I'm outnumbered any way" I said and they laughed.
After we ate we were walking down the beach. I was on Juliet's back and Sammi was on Ella's. we started to run when she tripped sending us on the ground laughing.
" you guys alright?"
I looke up and saw Justin standing next to a very confused Sammi and Ella. He stuck his hand out and I took it. I stood up and dusted my self off. Juliet stood up.
" guys this is Justin from school the kid that helped me. Justin this is-"
" I know who they are" he said and I laughed
" okay mister stalker"
" nice to meet you Justin thanks for saving my baby" Juliet said wrapping her arms around me. He laughed. I shoved her off.
" fuck of I'm not a child" I said and they laughed.
" hey the guys said we had to babysit you therefore your our baby" Ella said and I shook my head.
" we'll I got to get back to my friends ill see ya around Jess, nice meeting you guys" he said and ran off towards a group of boys.
" nice kid I give you my blessing to be friends with him" Sammi said and I laughed shoving her over. She got up and went after me. I laughed and ran down the beach with her after me.
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Me and Ella made are way back to jakes house at about 11. I immediately went to bed exhasted. Once I hit the pillow I fell asleep.
---
In my dream i was in a white room. Emma appeared.
" Emma?"
" you killed me" she said blankly with Haley's voice.
" Emma no I didn't "
" I never loved you" she spat.
" Emma! No"I shouted
---
I woke up to arms going around me.
" Jess sh sh"
I saw cc in front of me.
" e-e-Emma" I stuttered.
" sh it's okay "
" it it was so real "
" it was just a dream" " he said.
" it was so real, it was Emma and she h-had Hal-leys voice, she told me I killed her" I said and he squeezed me.
" it's just a dream calm down" he said and I looked at the clock.
" what are you doing here? It's 3am"
" we got back from the studio, I came in to use the bathroom when I heard you screaming" he said and I nodded.
" go back to sleep" he said
" stay?"
He thought for a minute.
" hang on ill be back" .He got up and left the room. He came back and climbed in under the covers.
" I told jake he said its fine now come on it's okay" he said rubbing my back. I relaxed against his chest.
" I love you" I whispered groggily
" I love you too"
I felt him kiss my head just as I fell back into darkness.
I woke up at 6:30 still in cc's arms. I smiled and silently peeled myself out of his arms. I left and did my makeup. when i came back in I poked him a few times and he stayed asleep.
I quickly undressed and put on my skinny jeans . Just as I was putting my shirt on cc woke up.
" undressing for me?" He asked and I laughed pulling the shirt on all the way.
" of course that's when u wake up, do you have radar or something?" I asked and he got up from behind me and wrapped around me waist.
" pretty much."
I laughed. We stayed like that for 10 minutes. Him holding me and nothing but the sound of our breathing. It was peaceful.
" I have to go to school now" I sighed and he wined gripping me tighter.
" no.. Your mine no one else is aloud to see your beautiful face but me I refuse to share "
I chuckled
" cc"
" nope mine" he said and picked me up putting me over his shoulder. I laughed. We walked into the living room where jake and Ella where.cc sat me down and I sat next to jake.
" ready for school?" Jake asked
" I am but I don't think cc is" I said and jake laughed.
" cc you have to let her go"
" no can't she stay home" he wined and Ella laughed.
" Christian.." She said sternly
" fine but I'm taking her"
He picked me up again and walked towards the door.
" bye! Have fun!" Jake yelled
" oh ill have a blast" I said sarcastically. They laughed. He put me down near the door.I put my shoes on and put my bag around my shoulders. We walked out and into the car.
We pulled out.
" I'm taking you out Saturday night ."cc said and I smiled.
" where?"
" that's for me to know and you to find out " he said.
" Christian..." I wined .
" Beatrice.." He mocked back and my mouth hung open.
" how the fuck do you know my middle name?" I asked. I hated my middle name.
" jake" he smirked.
" fucker" I cursed and he laughed.
" he told us all last night"
" I'll kill that bitch" I said and be laughed.
We pulled up to the school. He pulled in a space.
" stay safe okay?" He asked and I nodded. He leaned over and kissed my lips.
" Beatrice" he smirked laughing.
i flipped him off and laughed closing the door.
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Aftee the last class I was walking down the hall to my locker after justin left when I was pulled into the bathroom. The girls from yesterday pinned me against the wall holding my shirt .
" hey there" the girl snarled. What was her name? Gen? I don't remember . I got a blow to my face. She shoved me across the bathroom and I hit my head on the sink . I fell in a heap next to it.
" what's the matter? I'm sure a fag like you has dealt with beating before" the other snarled. They dragged me up and one held my hands behind me. I struggled.
" be a good little freak and maybe we will go easy" the short one with brown hair teased. I spit at them.
" have it your way."
I was kicked in the stomach and my knees gave out. The girl tightened her grip in my arms leaving me dangling. She stood me up and I looked at them. They hit me in the face 5 times. Blood poured from my nose.Tears fell for my eyes.
" aww it's crying"
They hit me again and shoved me into the wall. I fell In a heap and watched then walk away.I slowly sat up and grabbed paper towels. I held it till my nose stopped bleeding I looked in the mirror. My eye was purple and blood stained my nose. My lip was busted. I punched the mirror cracking it alittle.
Why the fuck do they always target me.
I got up and groaned. I made my way put of the bathroom and out the school doors. I saw Andy's truck out front and made my way to it. As I got closer Juliet jumped out of the truck. Andy followed.
Juliet grabbed my face and I winced.
" what the fuck did they do?" She asked and I shook my head.
" what didn't they do, they cornered me in the bathroom and legit beat me up" I said and she sighed hugging me.
Andy hugged me next.
" let's go " he said.
I got into the back seat.
"I can't believe it's happening again" Andy said and I sighed leaning against the door.
We got to jakes house and got out. Sammi and jinxx's car was in the driveway also. I got out and opened the door. I walked past the living room and saw everyone in there except Ashley.
" hey Jess"
I smiled .
Jinxx jumped up and touched my face.
" shit" he murmured
" I'm fine"
Cc came and hugged me.
" I'm so sorry" he said.
" Jess" jake said and I shook my head.
" really it's fine , in going to shower " I said. I got up and went to the bathroom. I took my cloths off and got in letting the warm water sooth my aching body.
"Only 2 more months Jess you can do it." i whispered to myself.
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2/20/14