Beautiful Remains

I walk into the club, deafend by the blaring music. Andy takes my hand softly with a small smile and pulls me through the sweaty bodies and grabbing hands to the bar and orders me a drink, he hands it to me and orders his own, I quickly sip it and cringe at the drink, Andy laughs at me, "First drink?" I nodded and took another sip, soon getting addicted to the taste of the liquid. I soon found that I became dizzy and my vision became blurry, and I loved it. All those repressed feelings suddenly got washed out by the alchohol. Andy grabbed my arm, as blind as I was and lead me outside, I grabbed a ciggerette and lit it. "s-so...." I slur in my drunk state, Andy pulls me a little closer and breathes smoke into my face, I giggle and create rings with the smoke, fading away into the sinful night. He laughed and put his lips very close to mine, breathing the smoke into my mouth, I smile a mischevious smile and lean forward a little, pressing my lips against his, we break the kiss and smile, "I'll be in the club, you coming?" I smiled and dragged on my cigarette "Two more seconds, I'll meet you soon kay?" He smiles at me and walks into the club entrance, I smile and touch my lips softly, my dizziness moved down to my stomach and evolved into butterflies, I haven't felt like that in a long time since I've become so incredibly numb, but I wasn't sure if I wanted to or not, emotions are very scary things when you haven't had them for years. I took a deep breath and stepped inside. I was greeted by Andy pulling me close to him, his hands on my waist, his crystal blue eyes standing out. I could see he wasn't drunk whatsoever, even when my mind is clouded by the alchohol. I silently wished I will never forget this night. But I know I will, it saddened me a bit, but I know he'll remember it all. "In the morning when I don't remember this can you remind me?" He looked at me and smiled, "No, I don't want to, I want to keep it a secret... ok?" I slowly nodded, "Ok." Our eyes met and I smiled. He laughed a little "I don't know how you do it Andy."

I saw my heartbeat in his palm as he held it, my vulnerable heart... "Do what?" as I rest my head on his chest, feeling the butterflies flutter in my stomach, "evoke so much emotion in me when I've been dead for so long." He looked at me in utter horror, but quickly hid it. "I think we should go home now...." I checked my phone and it read 4:37 "Yeah maybe," I found Ashley and Emily all over eachother giggling and laughing like a pair of idiots, I love them, and I found Rubi-Tuesday and Jinxx dancing with eachother, both drunk, I found Jake hanging with CC, both kinda sad, I smiled at them and Jake kinda smiled a bit, but CC kept looking at Emily and Ashley like he wanted to rip them apart. I put my hand out and Jake quickly took it, "Thanks," He smiled, completely sober, we walked outside and went into the car, Jake went into the drivers seat and there was only 5 seats...... Emily just made herself comfortable on Ashleys lap, shes only like this when she's drunk though, which is funny. I slowly and awqwardly walked over to the car and sat on andy's lap, I felt a hard thi- HOLY SHIT AHHHH UMMMM. I laughed as hard as I could and Andy made a very seductive face and said "Ya know you like it ;D " I blushed and laughed, my heart fluttered a little, and I heard a faint slurred giggle next to me, "Meow!" ok so it was emily. I smiled and wrapped my arms around Andy and smiled, Jinxx asked Rubi-Tuesday if she was ok with it and she laughed and said yes, "youre such a gentleman..."
We went to the guys' house and as soon as we walked in Ashley smiled and screamed out "TRUTH OR DARE OK OK!!!!???" We all laughed and sat in a circle. Ashley smiled his evil smile. "Ok I dare destiny to touchy with anyone here except Rubi-Tuesday and Emily >:) " I nearly choked and started to blush, "Andy!" He laughed and we walked into a seperate room, I think it was Andy's room. He sat on the bed and smiled. "Well?" I blushed and he stood up, "No...no." I walked over him and pushed him back onto the bed and slowly leaned onto him. I did the deed and stood up. Andy sat there, kinda shocked, "Y-You've never done that?!" I nodded, embarressed out of my mind, "DAYUM! youre good at it...." I laughed and we walked out of the room, I'm still a virgin, but It feels like im not with that amount of skin on skin contact O_O. We went back outside and Ashley looked pretty smug with himself. "Ok! I dare CC and Emily to make out!! infront of us!" CC looked at me like he was about to kill me. Emily walked over to him slowly, checking Ashley every couple of seconds to see his reactions, they both laughed nervously, "How long?" CC looked at me, "1 minute!" They looked at eachother with their eyes wide,

"Oh god."

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