Beautiful Remains

"I wonder when she wakes up?" I heard a soft high-pitched voice say.
"it's only been a few hours, she'll be awake soon, I promise hun." That's Rubi-Tuesdays voice, I can recognise it anywhere. It never shuts up so I can remember it anyway.
"Why the hell did she pass out anyway?!"
"Stress and not enough food Andy, she's ok though. It's nothing serious."
"I think shes waking up..."
I could feel my eyes flutter open. My head hurt.
"Oh my fucking god are you ok!?"
"My head hurts. " Everyone gave a nervous giggle, but it slowly died, I looked around the room, it was just our tour bus and why are the guys here!? I looked around to see everyone but Avril. Harm looked at me, scared. "Oh my gosh Destiny are you okay!? You just suddenly dropped and BOOM. You were out cold!" She was so immature it was really cute. She genuinely looked scared though, like a little kid who almost lost its balloon. I giggled, ignoring the pain in my head, I sat up and immediately everyone was on their toes. Like I was going to fall. I wasn't, I stood up and Rubi instantly took a step towards me. "Guys I'm fine now" Everyone sighed a little and rolled back on their heels. I saw a doctor standing there, his arms crossed, "I see she's fine. All she needs to do is eat more and try to rest more. Too much stress." He immediately leaves and everyone looks at me, after around half an hour of convincing people I was fine they all left except for andy. "You haven't been eating?" I shrugged and bit my lip. "I uh. I just didn't find the time for it!" That was sort of a lie, now I think about it, "I remember thinking 'let's skip a meal here, no need to eat there, and few no I'm full I already ate's' , it just sort of happened." I shrugged and andy gave me a horrified look. "Pull your shirt up." I gave him a look and he rolls his eyes. Andy pulls my shirt up to reveal my stomach. There was nothing bony about it, it was a normal huge stomach... "Hmm ok." I looked down and he put his hand on my cheek. And spoke in his soft, deep voice. " Now you know how I feel about you...." My eyes widened and I blushed. "Yeah I do."
"Do you feel the same way?"
I looked down and felt my cheeks get redder and redder with each word he spoke. I needed a way to get out of this situation, he just can't put me on the spot like that. How the hell do I get out of here. I heard my phone ring.
I silently thanked the phone and answered it. "Hello?"
"Hey, what the fuck happened?" Instantly I knew it was Blake. Our tour manager. Quite young to be a tour manager but it gets the job done.
"Calm down I only passed ou-"
"You WHAT"
"It's nothing serious I swear, it's just that I haven't been eating enough food and not enough sleep ok? I haven't eaten anything in 4 days now. It was bound to happen sometime."
"Hand the phone to andy."
I sighed and gave andy my phone. All I heard was yelling and I watched andy cringe. I could just barely hear the muffled yells
"Andy force some fucking food down your girlfriends throat otherwise I WILL." I heard Andy growl and Blake laugh a little, softening up. "Cmon Andy we can't let her health go down. That means less concerts, and if she passes out again then we have to cancel a few concerts." As soon as I heard cancel my eyes widened and I looked up. He can't cancel concerts! I can't just dissapoint fans like that! I jump at the phone and grab it out if andys hands. "You are NOT cancelling a single fucking thing got it? Im fine." I heard Blake sigh and I signalled for Andy to leave the room, he did and I started yelling.

"You fucktard! Now I'm going to get constantly fucking nagged to fucking eat for now fucking reason!"

"You need to eat more.'

"Im not trying to fucking starve myself Blake!" I could feel the anger bubbling away now.

"I know that, I dont want to cancel anything, but its the only way to make you listen, youve got a concert tonight, you up for it?"

"Im up for anything Blake."

"Go get ready and Ill meet you in a couple of hours. okay?"

"Okay."