Forbidden Love

Brodie and I enter the pizza store to see Charlie waving right at us.
“OVER HERE” haha she is quiet load but in a good way.
“Hey Charlie, whats up?” I am quiet anxious to see what she has to say and why Brodie is here, I mean its cool and all but why?
“Dinner first, than we talk” I simply nod in reply and order a pizza for all of us.
“Why do you need me here? you seem fine” Brodie whispers into my ear.
“I was told to bring you, I think I want you as my body guard for one night just incase I need you to drive me home or something. sounds like something that will make me upset”
I whisper back.
“Well i’ve got your back” he replies with a smile.
Thats when I turned towards the door.
My heart broke.
Darkness fell.
My soul crushed.
My feelings as well. (sorry was writing poems all week so expect some rhyming)

I cant look at him anymore, the blue eyed beauty. For it had crushed my soul to a million pieces. I turned feeling my eyes threatening to let out a few tears fall. No, I will not let that happen.

I turn to Charlie “Is that what you wanted to tell me?” Charlie whispered something into Brodie’s and next thing I know his hand is around my mouth and he is dragging me outside. I take one last look at the Blue Eyed Monster. He was standing up, confusion on his face. I look away for my eyes were burning from the liquid in my eyes.

Brodie dragged me outside and took his hand away from my mouth.
I look between Charlie and Brodie
“Is that it! Andy and Scout are together? Is that why I am here!?!” I shout at there faces
“Olive.... We know.... We could tell by the way you look at him at school. Its something Only a best friend could tell” Brodie told me flatly.
“So this was your plan, did you tell Any to come here too? WHY DID I EVER LET YOU SEE MY PHONE THAT DAY!” I can feel my cheeks burning up but I don’t care I am mad and I want to show it.
“I’m done, Please don’t call me I need to clear my head” I turn to leave when I whack into something in front of me. Please don’t be Andy Please don’t be Andy.
I look up to see the blue eyed monster.
I take a deep breathe and say “What do you want huh?” as flat as possible.
“ I came to see if you were okay but I see it’s much more than that” He says with a smirk cause me to slap him as hard as I can causing his tall figure to fall. I crouch near the figure and whisper “You tell anyone about tonight I will beat you up, in front of the hole school body got it” I don’t know what got into me but I like it.
“Got it” he groans. I stand up as quick as possible and leave.
“Give me a few days to think please” I say to Brodie as I walk away.

I drive home as fast as I can and stop outside my house causing me to have a meltdown behind the wheel. After 2 hours of crying my heart out I waked inside and collapsed onto my bed. Not worrying about turing on light around the way.
I’m not okay... I wish I was but I’m not. You can be told your okay but are you really, it’s only you that knows you.

I turned my phone off and fell into a deep slumber filled with sorrow.

I woke up with my pillow soaked in my tears and feeling rather empty.
I forgot I had school today. I look over at my clock. 9:52.
9:52......
“9:52!! I am so late!” I got dressed in the first thing I found and chucked them on before grabbing my keys and bag and running out the door.
I get to school and sign in a late note and head to..... music... great!
I walk into the classroom and everyone is starring at me. I look around and find the blue eyed monster and roll my eyes and find my seat.
“Whats your reason for being so late?” Mr Williams says. You know what I am so done.
“I slept in because my dreams are better than reality” I said before sitting down.
“geez your such a pain in the ass sometimes” I heard him whisper.
I take this anymore... I know I sound like a drama queen but aren't we all when we have a broken heart. I grabbed my bag and walked out of class as soon as I was out that door I started running like I was gonna die, I ran for the tree I always sit at, except This time i’m climbing it. I slipped a few time and managed to cut the inside of the palm of my hand on the rough wood but I made it!. I sat up there for hours thinking about the unknown.
About what others say or think.
“thought you would be here” said a familiar voice, I can’t quiet remember it though.
“You know it is rude to interrupt a girls thinking process”
Thats when I turn to see the Blue Eyed Monster
“Oh it’s just you... what do you want, to embarrass me, to tell me you knew all along”
“Olive stop, I don’t care about that stuff okay........ right now I care about how much blood is coming out o you hand!” He looked at my hand in horror which was now completely covered in blood.
“You didn’t, please tell me you didn’t cut, I am not worth that, please tell me you didn’t”
He fell to his knees in defeat.
“Cutting? NO NO of course not I would never!” he raises his head
Then fumbles up,
“Oh thank god! sorry I am anti-cutting. someday I want to change the world with my music”
I am speechless. All I can do is look at him.
“really?” I say with wide eyes.
“Yes I want to help those who feel like this isn’t a life worth living”

Then thats when it hit me. I never fell in love with an asshole. I fell in love with a man.
A man who want to change the world. But there is one thing in my road. He’s taken.

“What? you want to help people? seriously?” I get out of the tree to look at him eye to eye.
His crystal blue eyes looking straight at me. He nods not braking his stare.
he closed his eyes, braking the stare taking a deep breath.
“So... you like me?” alarm bells ring in my ears no No NOOOOOO!!!

Notes

sorry i was away for a week so i made a longer chapter for u

my friend is hitting me plz halp

hope u like it bye!