Forbidden Love

Life is strange. That would be right.
I remember looking at him in class and thinking he had fallen for someone else. thinking that he didn’t care about me. but. I was wrong. I never told you Andy’s side did I?.

Well here it goes.

....................

Funny, I don’t know his side of the story.

Fuck.

I wish I had his side of the story. That would have made life a lot easier.

Thing is. We don’t get other people’s side of the story and it sucks, I know but... it’s life.

Look I know I haven’t been making sense of this and believe me. i’m trying to but there is something missing....

Yes. I did fall for Andy but come on who wouldn’t. And yes. I didn’t belong. but do any of us really belong? Seriously. We all have fake friends and fake people in our lives and we all expect to belong.

7 billion people in the world and 7 is an odd number.....

We are the outcast. But thats okay. We will use that as our advantage. If you didn’t belong at one stage of your life or for your whole life. thats okay...

there are other people like you. like me.

But there is only 1 Andy.... A total douche bag and he knows it.
Why is he so mean yet so nice. It’s like I am lactose intolerance and I am just chugging a carton of milk. I am breaking the rules.

The nerds......They have built this wall so carefully so they don’t mess it up and i am gonna charge through it like I am Godzilla. how would they react if they found out?

No one knows. not even Brodie.

Look i’ll let you know a little secret. I am scared to death of being abandoned.
When Corey dumped me I was crushed. I felt..... alone. like always.

He knew... how did he know?

if it was obvious to him.... would everybody know.....

how would the nerds react if they knew....
what is this life......

we get so wrapped up in what is given to us. so much that we don’t notice the stuff around us.

As I said before... we don’t get other people’s side of the story..... thats apart of life... sadly

Notes

I have not been making sense recently but... i'm gonna try to fix that i promise.

plz remember this is reflecting on a part of my life and i am still confused of the whole situation.

so as it says u won't get his side..... yet i could change that..... let me know in the comments :)

anyone watch bvb on warp tour. they were epic!

hope u guys like plz give me some points on how to improve in comments

love u all ~dragongirl xx