~Frost’s POV~

I guess you could say that we were perfect. It all seemed like a fairytale. The way we meet, our first date, our first kiss. And the first time I had ever fallen in love. Andy was my everything. I knew no one could ever make me feel the way he did. I fell in love with him. But every story has its ending. And this is mine.

“Y-You what?” I stuttered. Andy stood at my door, car behind him. He had a tear running down his cheek. “I’m going Frost. We finally got our big brake. They want us in LA Frost!” I shook my head in anger, as tears burned my eyes. I couldn’t believe it. “Look I’m sor-” He started to apologize. “No Andy. Your leaving. So...thats is.” My voice cracked at the last part. “Frost...I’m sorry I can’t...I don’t do long distance relationships.” He looked down at his feet, more tears ran down my face. But I wiped them away angrily. “Goodbye Andrew.” Before he could answer I slammed the door in his face. I leaned my back against the door, slid down to the ground, and started sobbing. He just picked up and left me. I gave him something I could never take back. I loved him till it hurt. Hatred for Andy filled my stomach. I hate him. I love him. He left.

~A week later~

I threw up yet again. It’s been happening a lot, almost for a month now...I didn’t understand why. Then it dawned on me, when was the last time I got my period? I ran to my phone, to check the calendar. I was late. I was fucking two weeks late. Oh god. I started shaking. If I was pregnant, that would mean Andy is the father. I slowly walked down stairs, my parents sat in the kitchen. My mom looked up from her book and smiled at me. “Hi honey! How you feeling?” I sat in front of her and my father, who was now also looking at me with a smile. Just then I started to sob. I cried because I knew I was pregnant, I cried because the baby wouldn’t have a father. I cried because my parents might hate me. “Sweetie whats wrong?!” My mom said worriedly. My father grabbed my hand in comfort. “Please don’t hate me.” I whispered. They looked confused, so I continued, “I-I am late to get my period, a-and I been getting so sick...I think I’m,” My voice broke and starting sobbing again. My fathers hand held on tighter, my mother grabbed my free hand. “Frost, honey, clam down. Everything will be ok. We will support you no matter what. If you want to get an abortion we will understand. But I think you will be a great mother. I know Andy is gone...it will be hard to do it with no father. But we will help you, and we know you will do an amazing job raising your child.” I stood up and hugged my parents. I was keeping the baby. It was mine for god sakes and I was going to love it with all my heart.
A few days later my mom took me to the doctors. It was official. I was pregnant. I was about a month and a half along. I was looking into the mirror, smiling. I was going to be a mother. I placed my hands on my tummy and whispered, “Hi there. I know you can’t hear me but...well I’m your mommy. And I want you to know, although your father is gone, I love you with all my heart.”

~Six years later~

I held Spencer in my arms, running and making a buzzing sound. Spenc had his arms out, he was acting like an airplane. Six years ago, I gave birth to my amazing baby boy. He’s been growing up so fast. He has my nose and lips. He had Andy’s dark hair and bright blue eyes. “Higher mommy!” He shouted , I laughed and held him higher in the air. Then the studio came into view, I put Spenc down and grabbed his hand. We walked into the large building, my band and I were meeting up with our manager today, she said she had big news for us. “Morning Frost! Morning Spenc!” The secretary, Marry said. I smiled and waved. Spencer smiled and shouted back, “Morning Marry!” We stepped into the elevator, I let Spenc push the button to the top floor.

We walked into the room, the rest of my band Black Grenade, were sitting there. “Uncle Bobby! Aunt Cora! Uncle Mike! Aunt Melly!” Spencer shouted and ran to the band. They all smiled and wrapped him in a huge group hug. When they set my son down, they looked over at me. Cora ran over to me and squished me in a huge hug. Ok you might be thinking I haven’t seen my band in a while from the way we’re acting. Nope we saw each other this past monday. We’re all just so close, when we see one another we get damn excited. I hugged all my band members one by one.

Melly, who is 25, is our rhythmic guitar and back up vocals. Mike is 26, he plays bass, he has also been dating Melly for almost six years. Cora is our drummer, she’s 24 like me. Bobby is our lead guitar, he's the baby of the band. Well besides my real baby. He’s 21 turning 22 soon. He’s also gay. Finally there’s me. I’m the lead vocalist, when I first moved to LA after I had Spencer, I worked at a small, gothic store. I thought I was alone in the store, I started belting out my favorite song. Little did I know, Cora and Melly were listening the entire time. They told me about a band they had started called Black Grenade. After I joined the band was complete. We wrote a few songs, we started getting noticed. Now almost six years later, we have a huge fan base, we have gone on tour and have two full albums out.

Our manager, Jess, walked into the room with a huge smile. She greeted us all and sat down on the leather chair, across from the couch. We all piled onto the couch, eager to hear the news. Spencer sat on Bobby’s lap. “So guys. I was recently talking with a few people...And...Hell, ok. You guys are going to be in, the one, the only, fucking Warped Tour this summer!” The started freaking out. “Are you fucking joking?!” Melly shouted. Cora was jumping. “I swear you better not be lying.” Mike said with a massive grin. “I fucking love you Jess!” Bobby shouted, he put Spencer on the couch, got up and ran to Jess, picking her up. When he set her down, I ran to her, tackling her in a hug. But everyone went silent when we heard, “Mommy, what does fucking mean?”

I got in the car, with Spenc and Bobby. Everyone was heading over to my apartment, so we could figure out our set list. Bobby was driving while making faces in the mirror at my cutie. He sat in his car seat giggling at his ‘uncle’. “So. Do you think that...He, will be at warped with his band?” Bobby asked. He knew everything that happened with Andy. My whole band did. Bobby hated him the most though. I shrugged and shook my head. “Don’t know. Don’t care. Spencer is coming, obviously, so if he is all I care about is staying away from him.” I looked at my son and smiled. He was sound asleep. He was my whole world.

We pulled into the parking lot of my apartment building. I saw the rest of BG waiting next to there cars. Melly ran over, taking a sleeping Spenc from my arms. We walked through the door, to elevators. I pulled out my keys and opened my front door. We all scattered in, Melly put Spenc in his bedroom and shut the door. “Let me just call my parents guys.” I walked into my room and pulled out my phone and dialed my old house number. “Hey hun! How’s a goin?” My dad answered almost right away. I smiled. “Good daddy! Just miss you two a lot!” My mother answered me now. “We miss you too darling! Hows my little Spencer? I miss you both a ton.” I smiled. “We’re both doing great mom. My manger actually just told us that we made the Warped line up! Guys, BG is going to be in Warped!” My parents started cheering/ screaming in happiness. That’s what I love most about my parents. They are always happy and supporting me. We spoke for a bit, then said our goodbyes. I walked out of my room, only to see Mike going through the cabinets. “Frost, you have nothing to eat...” He grumbled. “Sorry. We’ve just ben going out for the past few days. Tell you what, I’ll run to the store right now and grab some shit. Chips, pop, pizza, deal?” Everyone cheered, I grabbed my keys and was about to walk out the door. “Mommy? Where are you going?” My cutie’s voice said from behind me. I turned and smiled. “Just to the store baby. Wanna come with mama?” He nodded eagerly, and we walked out heading to the supermarket.

Notes

Hey y'all! its the author of 'From Cuts to Guts!' Hope you guys like the new story so far!