Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-It's a week till the last show of warped.
We play at one more city then do our last show at my home town.
I don't know why but I'm kinda nervous to play at my home town and I don't know why,
"Andy!!!" Yelled Ashley
"What?" I replied
"Can I use your shampoo!!!" Shouted ashley from the bathroom.
"What? Why?" I yelled
"Cause I uhhh ran out" he replied
"Fine whatever" I groaned and walked out of the bus.
I took a cigarette from my back pocket and began to smoke,
Yeah I smoke now, if Jess found out she probably would kill me,
"Hey Andy" smiled Jake.
"Hey jake what are you doing out here" I said
"Just getting some air and exploring," he said sitting down on the curb.
"I see," I replied
"Are you enjoying warped?" Asked Jake
"Yeah it's great, just tiring but it gets my mind off things you know" I said
"Same," Jake smiled
"Hey I was having some ideas for what we should call our fans" smiled Jake
"Yeah what?" I replied
"Well I have been seeing the kids that like us get stronger, they have been commenting on our music saying that we helped them fight their inner battles" said Jake.
"Really? I didn't think we meant that much" I said my eyes getting a little watery as I smiled
"Dude!!! We are a army!!!.. A BVB army!!," smiled Jake.
"Hell yeah" I grinned..
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I walked back onto the bus and headed to the bathroom,
"Ashley!!!!" I yelled
"Yeah?" He said popping his head into the bathroom.
"You didn't run out of shampoo, your shampoo is right here!" I said raising an eyebrow.
"Ehhhh sorry it's just your hair is soooo beautiful" replied Ashley trying to act innocent,
"Whatever man" I sighed

Notes

So sorry about the slow updates and Short fillers,
i have came to realize how much of a failure I am..

I Deal with my problems in stupid ways
I end Up hurting my self physically and it shows the next day making me feel even worse so I do it Again And again..
i end up making my mother cry and my boyfriend angry.
what do I do
I have my mums birthday vacation coming up and I have red lines everywhere but I don't want to ruin her birthday, what if she sees.
im done for if she does,
im so stupid it's unreal,,