Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-I decided I have had enough of waiting.
I had to see if she was ok. I can't just wait till she tells me.
I had to find out for myself.
I got dressed up for once.
I wore I white shirt and a pair of white skinnies.
I have never worn these before.
I knocked on her door.
As usual no answer..
I know she is inside as I see her through the window.
"Hey Jess I know your in there please open up" I said my head against the door frame.
Then a couple minutes late the door slowly opened.
Jess looked terrible.
You could tell she had been crying.
She had a pale face with blood shot eyes and dark circles under eyes.
I embraced a tight hug.
"I've missed you...so so much" I said my face against the top of her head.
She said nothing.,
Just silence,
Her face was motionless. Like she was a doll. No emotion.
Yet I could see the pain in her eyes. Like she just saw the person she loved dye right in front of her.
"Is it ok if I stay the night?" I asked her slapping her cold cheek.
She just nodded.
"I'm cooking dinner" she said weakly, her voice was high pitched crossed with a whisper sounding like a squeak.
"Ok you want help" I asked rubbing her back,
"No it's ok" she said I could barely hear her.
The house was silent. I decided to turn on the radio to her favourite radio station. Billy idol came on.
I came up to her and started to dance with her from behind.
She only moved cause I was making her hips move.
I turned her round and gave her a big hug.
This time she rested her head against my chest.
"You smell funny" I could here her say very faintly
I just chuckled to myself but the chuckle developed into tears.
She lifted her head to see that I was crying.
She then got on her tip toes and kissed me. Her lips were dry like she hadn't drank in weeks.
The moment was interrupted by oven timer going off making Jessie return to her cooking.
I wiped my tears and got some plates and cutlery.
She had made chicken pasta bake which looked really tasty.
We sat down and began to eat in silence.
I ate it all up however Jess on the other hand hand hardly ate a thing.
When we got up to wash the plates I grabbed Jessie's wrist making her turn around.
"Please tell me what is wrong I can't keep living like this knowing that something is up" I said to her.
She just looked down sadly at her feet.
"Ever since the day in the car you have been acting strangely" I then added.
"How do you do it?" She said louder than what she has spoken in a while,
"Do what?" I said with concern.
"How can you love someone like me" she said tears in her eyes.
"Jess why do you think that" I said clapping her soft cheek.
"I feel like your gonna leave, and I understand why, I'm broken Andy!! I have done things that permanently damaged me!!" She cried backing away.
"Jess!!! Baby!! Come back!!" I yelled at her as she ran upstairs.
She closed the door to the bathroom locking it.
"Jess open the door baby,come on please" I said trying to break it down.
"I'm gonna hurt you Andy!! Don't you see?" She cried.
"How are gonna hurt me baby?" I said calmly sliding my back down the door beginning to shed a few tears.
"I don't know if I can hold up any longer" she said quietly.
"No...no...Jess princess please don't talk like that, I want to help you.." I cried stuttering
The door suddenly creaked open.
I shot up and turned around and gave her a tight hug.
Her small frame resting against my big frame.
It was silent for a while.. Still cuddling into each other, then I decided to break the silence.
"So I heard you playing guitar from the past few days" I said still hugging each other.
"Yeah" said Jessie simply resting her head on my chest.
"How about we play together...just like old times" I smiled at her innocent face.
"Ok" she said with a squeaky voice..
I gave her a piggy back ride to my house.
She dropped off my back walking into my house...
-Jessie's POV-
I stepped into Andy's home,
Well it didn't seem like a home no more.
The living room was filled with Empty alcohol bottles and junk food. The TV was on static and there were knocked over chairs and the fridge was left open.
"Andy.." I gasped
My voice snapped into reality making his face turn sour.
"I'm guess I didn't realise what I was doing as I was too busy worrying about you" he stuttered looking at his feet.
"You don't need to worry about me Andy.. I love you no matter what and I'll be fine, things are gonna be ok now" I said cupping my hands round his face.
He just smiled and kissed my lips.
We picked up the guitar at his place and headed back to mine.
We began to play knives and pens.
I went to go get a drink and I came back to hear Andy sing..
Take my mind and take my pain,
Like an empty bottle takes the rain.
And heal, heal, heal, heal.
And take my past and take my sins,
Like an empty sail takes the wind.
And heal, heal, heal, heal.
And tell me some things last.
And tell me some things last.
Take my heart and take my hand,
Like an ocean takes the dirty sands.
And heal, heal, hell heal!
Take my mind and take my pain,
Like an empty bottle takes the rain.
And heal, heal, hell heal!
And tell me some things last.
And tell me some things last.
And tell me some things last.
He stopped singing...
I was so touched.
I ran up to him accidentally knocking him off his chair.
I lay on top of him kissing his neck.
"Stop that tickles" he giggled.
"Wanna bath?" I grinned
"I don't see why not princess" he grinned back
We hopped into the bath.
I then jumped out.
"I have an idea be right back!!" I said jumping out leaving Andy in the tub..
I came back in with three bath bombs.
"Whoah" he said looking at the three blue balls of fizz.
I threw them in making the whole bath fizz up making the water blue.
We laughed and splashed each other like little kids.
Who cares being kids is fun..
After the bath we both fell asleep in each other's arms on the sofa..
It was a long day.

Notes

So the song that Andy sang in this story is called Heal by Tom Odell.
i thought it was cute.
oh and by the way
if you thought that was the drama I was talking bout before well it's not..
waring big piece of drama coming up...