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The story of a lonesome ol'Jerome

I don't belong here

*Gwyn’s POV*

I wasn’t a complete idiot. I didn’t belong here, something was terribly wrong. Something had gone against the grain. I had wondered, briefly, if I were in a coma (admittedly chuckling briefly- how’d I get in CC, never met him?!?) or if ‘Andy’ was someone other than BVB’s Andy Biersack. But the guy I had just fucked, aside from looking like him, seemed about the right height (about the same as my ex, Drake, who was 6’ 2”), sounded the same, and, oh yeah, had the same tattoos. Those were all pretty strong arguments against being some other dude. So would being inside the large tour bus outside the venue BVB had just played in. So scratch that.

So why had the Andy Biersack just aggressively pursued and sexed me up? And I knew there could be a few reasons, but none of them were good.

Pity, for one. Maybe he felt sorry for me; my hands had gotten a little fucked up earlier. Possibly someone had dared him to. Conceivably someone had paid him to, but who? Or maybe he was on drugs, or drunk, and I hadn’t noticed. I hadn’t thought he was a drug user, but public personas versus reality were two different things.

Regardless, I had to get out of there. I didn’t want to know the shitty truth, I just wanted to go. At least my clothes actually had been in the fucking pillowcase, like he said. Stupid big boots! They were taking forever!

I grabbed my purse and was almost to the door, the sink was running, when I heard the bathroom door open. Shit! Andy saw me and called out. “Wait, what? Please!”



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SmuttyPariah SmuttyPariah

Ok, cool. I don't mind plodding plots at all, but as a frustrated English teacher, I can totally understand the grammar and structure stuff.

Merelan Merelan


oh, i'm not changing it significantly in that regard. i mean more a stylistic change to make it easier to read: breaking up paragraphs, improving grammar and tense consistency, stuff like that. i've become a much better writer and i want my stuff to reflect that. if you're nervous about the changed, you can check out the newest version on my wattpad account. my user name is anathemadvm, just plain anathema was taken. i'm still likely to further revise the very beginning a little, but nothing is plot related, i like the plot as much as i ever did. i just want it to be easier to read, that's all.

anathema anathema

Actually, the beginning of LoJ fits the story perfectly, IMHO. You establish Gywn as a likeable, but clearly flawed character from the door. It's much different from most other fanfic, which want to get to the Bride(s) ASAP.

Merelan Merelan


oh my goodness! i don't think even i have read it that many times, though i could be wrong! i've certainly only read it through once in one sitting! i promise that the edited version is higher quality, but i don't dare tinker with it here until i have the whole thing ready to go. right now i've edited through chapter 50, though i might need to ahve another look at the very beginning, because it's so plodding.

anathema anathema