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Fuck It, Tea Party

The Last



Andy's POV

“Hahaha Andy, you're so funny! You know what I'll write? A fanfic about me an you so I can ruin the fandom because they'll really think that at one point we were together!” Ashley teased back.

My heart turned and wrenched when he said that.

“Is that what you wished? For us to be together?” The words left my lips before I could catch them.

Shit.

Ashley's face turned pale and low. His eyes glazed over as he was thrown into thought. His mouth lay agape moving slowly to answer but twitched shut. His soft lips turned into a small frown. Before answering.

“Why else do you think I lost my mind?” His eyes looked into mine. Sadness and reality struck me. I couldn't breathe. I tried to inhale but all I was met with was pain and a lump in my throat I couldn't swallow.

“A-Ash-” I didn't know what to do anymore. I stopped thinking and just let my thoughts spill out.
“-Please, please don't say that. No please. I don't- I don't want to be the trigger to you.” I started to tear up. My emotions slowly breaking out of me within. I took a deep shaky breath before slowly exhaling.

“I don't want to be the man behind the gun. I don't want to be that final thing to make you lose your mind. I don't want to be-I don't want to be the reason for your madness.” I let out another shaky breath as I desperately tried to keep it together but it got harder and harder after every word. I looked up trying to keep the tears from spilling.

I felt a pair of soft fingers lace around my chin and lightly pull my head down so my eyes met Ashes soft eyes. Gravity ripped the tears out of my eyes and brought them down my cheeks.

“I loved you Andy, I still do.” A small grin replaced his small frown and grew into a large smile.

“Oh Andy, you're so innocent. Almost too innocent for this world's fury. Never let that gorgeous smile fade because in the end, all you have is love.” I closed my eyes slowly and let a few more tears fall before looking up and smiling at Ashley.

“Ashley, you'll always be my friend. I promise I won't ever forget you. You'll always have a special place in my heart.” Ashley smiled at my comment making me feel better and not like a complete asshole for being the man behind the gun.

Ashley looked down at my lips before slowly looking down and moving the bass away from me and whispering.

“Keep this bass Andy, I want you to have it. It means the most to me and I want the two most important things to me to be together.” Ashley started to lean in and close the empty space between us. I found myself leaning in and closing my eyes. It was like an unseen force was pulling our lips together. I was embraced with a soft pair of lips. My eyes fluttered shut upon impact.

A warm hand wrapped around my neck pulling me in deeper into the intoxicating kiss. Loud bangs started filling the room with muffled yelling and more bangs. Ashley's tongue slipped into my mouth as his fingers wrapped into my hair. I felt one of Ashley's tears touch my face before falling onto my pants. I closed my eyes tightly as he deepened the kiss. Both of us were now crying while sharing a deep kiss.

“GET DOWN ON THE GROUND RIGHT NOW!!!” A loud harsh voice sprang through the stagnant air after a loud bang sent debris into the air hitting our soft skin.

Ashley pulled away from the kiss and spoke to me calmly and happily.

“I love you Andy, please don't forget about me. Also, I'm not crazy, just broken. Live on for me and never forget what the other side holds. It always gets better, just find what's worth living for. It's always there, all you have to do it find it. Remember me please, I don't want to be forgotten. I'm not a monster.” Ashley spoke calmly with his warm hand still wrapped in my hair.

Ashley snapped around quickly pulling a gun out of the back of his pants and aiming it at one of the swat members. He stood up in the blink of an eye and with calm eyes pulled the trigger at one of their heads.

Bang.

Bang.

Two shots rang out in the room from Ashley's gun and a lifeless body fell to the floor. The other swat members turned to Ashley and aimed. A harsh voice called out five words that will haunt me forever. Those fateful words...

“HE'S ARMED AND DANGEROUS, FIRE!!!!”

I closed my eyes quickly and layed down on the floor covering my head as loud gunshots filled the room. My ears were ringing and time seemed to slow down, the world began to spin around me. I heard glass shattering behind me spilling down on me. But then I felt warm liquid spray my face and more cover my arm. I suddenly felt a sharp pinch in my leg. The pinch grew into an intense pain but I laid there until the gunfire stopped.

My heart sank when I heard the next few words.

“Suspect down. Repeat, suspect down. We need paramedics and we have one officer down, gunshot to the head. Checking hostages current status.” A man spoke. I felt a hand turn me over and so I was facing up.

I moved and sat up. I slowly turned my head to look at the man.

“Sir are you alright?” I turned my head and looked around the room. My ears were ringing making everything distant as the world spin me around. My breathing hitched when I saw the horror in front of me.

Ashley was on the ground with blood surrounding him. He lay motionless and unbreathing. His once perfect hair now lay in dismay around his body as he was sprawled out on the floor with the gun away from his open hand. His once bright, beautiful, chocolate eyes now looked glazed over with no light behind them.

“Ash-Ashley?” My voice went low almost like a child when they can't ‘wake up’ their parent. I reached my slender arm out to touch his face but I was quickly grabbed and taken away from Ashley as I was lead out of his apartment down the stairs towards the ambulance.

“Ash-Ashley? Wait no that's my friend, I-I don't want to go. Please don't make me go, he's my friend, don't make me leave him like that. He isn't a monster, he's my best friend. Please don't make me leave my best friend... No Ashley…I love you.” My voice stayed low and distant as I was taken away from my best friends warm, lifeless body. The bright sunlight attacked my eyes as I tried to adjust to my new surroundings.

Pain finally snapped me out of my thoughts and it felt like a wave hit me hard. All I could feel was pain, all I could think about was the pain. My brain finally screamed at me and I realized, I had been shot and that the bullet was still launched deep inside my leg. The pain was unbearable.

Everything just became blurry and time seemed to speed up and go a million miles a minute. I remember bits and pieces after that, but not all. I remember red flashing lights and muffled voices. I remember a bright light being shown in my eyes. I remember lights flashing around me as I was being moved. I remember drowned out voices asking me questions I couldn't answer. I remember crying, begging, pleading to know what happened to my best friend.

I remember those words that killed me inside, that caused me to lose it.

Those muffled but yet so loud words that broke me.

“Ashley Purdy is dead.”

*Time Lapse, A Few Weeks Later*

“Andy please talk to me! Andy please just say something, Anything!” Juliet cried out. I turned my head to look at her. We were in our room and sitting on our bed. Daredevil licked my chin and made me look down. I felt more tears roll down my face as I smiled at Daredevil’s innocence. It reminded me of what Ashley said to me. It was a bittersweet memory.

“Oh Andy, you're so innocent. Almost too innocent for this world's fury.”

“Andy please say something, please. I'm going mad without you. Everyone is worried about you, the fans, the band, your friends, your family, me. I-I don't know what to do anymore, Andy please…” Juliet began to sob as she slid down the side of the bed. I could only see her silky soft hair and hear her sobs.

Daredevil licked the tears off my face and whined. He could sense how we were feeling and didn't like it. I scratched his floppy ears and let out a shaky breath as he jumped off the bed to go lick Juliet to try to make her feel better.

I hastily walked out of the room and grabbed a pair of cigarettes before walking out onto the porch and shutting the door behind me. I lit up the cig and just sat down. I leaned onto the door and just closed my eyes.

“Remember me please, I don't want to be forgotten. I'm not a monster.”

I quickly opened my eyes and wiped my tears again.

He's always there. Especially when I close my eyes. I can't sleep because all I dream of is of that day, the day it all came crashing down on me. I can't sleep, I can barely eat, I can't really even talk. All I can think about is him. He won't get out of my head.

“Andy,” I heard a distance voice cry out but I could make it out. It was muffled and distant, like if someone was trying to say something to me if I was underwater or something.

“Andy,” The voice was getting louder and louder. I turned to look to see where it was coming from but all I could see was the lights of LA. I soft breeze swept through my messy hair as I took another long drag of the cig.

“Andy,” I voice was getting impossibly loud.

I stood up and leaned on the railing. I looked down to see about a 40ft drop. I scanned the area looking for anything that could be calling my name. I leaned further and further until half of my body was leaning over the railing. I stood on my tippy toes to see if there was someone of something down below but then, I fell.

I started plummeting towards the earth. I let out a jagged and harsh scream as I fell. My head was going to hit the ground first I flailed my arms wildly trying to desperately to stop my self. Time slowed and right before I hit the ground I clenched my eyes tightly shut and waited.

I waited for the pain and suffering to begin but it never came.

“Andy wake up!” I felt a small pair of hands shaking me. I bolted up to see, Juliet.

“What the hell were you dreaming about?! You were crying and mumbling in your sleep. What the fuck were you and Ashley doing in your dream Andy?” Juliet smiled at me as she gently kissed my cheek and waited for a response.

“I was having a nightmare I guess.” I whispered and ran my hands through my messy hair.

“Awe I'm sorry Andy, those always suck. Do you want to talk about it? By the way, the guys said to meet at the recording studio around 2:30 so we have a few hours to kill. Ashley said he wants to record bass and vocals today.” Juliet smiled and caressed my face while moving stray strands of hair out of my face.

“S-Sure. Brace yourself, this is gunna be a long ass story about what happened in my dream…”

It was all a dream...a really shitty long ass dream...


Notes

I'm sorry but oddly not sorry for the ending... idk I haven't had a good ending to any of the stories I've red recently so I made my fuck everyone up too so yea....

Oh and also I got a laptop to!!! To bad I can't use it 95% of the time because my wifi is a piece of shit and doesn't work when it gets below 20 and it's always freezing so I can never write so yay fun....

But I hope you guys liked this piece of shit story and um yeah.

Anyways, I'm not making anymore promises because I can never keep them and Stay Strong And Stay Amazing!!!

ps

idk If I'm gunna end up writing another Andley fic because I have no inspiration anymore for writing or doing anything for that matter so IF there's another story it's gunna be a weird day.

Comments

Yes

EmmaFayebvb EmmaFayebvb
4/14/16

Yass! Alternate ending!

if you want to challenge yourself and write another one, or if you are unsatisfied with how it ended, then write another one. i'd likely read it. but i thought it ended well. write for yourself or the product isn't genuine.

anathema anathema
4/4/16

Yes. Yes, I want to see a different ending. x3

Cloudy Cloudy
4/4/16

@BVBHersheys
the wait was awesome doe, every time I had an update notification I fangirled af. Anything you add to this story will be cherished. That last chapter was seriously well done, what I expected to go down so did not and I'm happy af that it didn't. But the ending made me wonder if there's more to the story after they meet in the studio. *_*