Fuck It, Tea Party
Why Me?
Andy’s POV
This kiss was hot and passionate. I closed my eyes and kissed back grabbing the back of Ashley’s head pulling us closer before biting his lip.
I finally came out of my trance-like state when Ashley grabbed my ass and started squeezing. What the fuck was I doing?!
I put my hands on his chest and pushed him off of me. Ashley took off his king’s outfit and thank god he still had his pants on underneath.
“Ashes...I can’t do this. I have Juliet. For fucks sake I was just with Juliet telling her what she meant to me and how much I loved her Ashley! Why me?!” I yelled backing away from him. I shook my head in disbelief. What have I done?
“I’m sorry Andy…It was always you Andy, Andy Biersack you keep me right. But I guess that it’s the things that we love most, are what destroys us…. I guess that it’s obvious you don’t feel the same…I’ve got to go make the tea. The kettle is done...”Ashley looked down with tears brimming his chocolate eyes. He slowly turned and make his way to the kitchen.
I looked down in guilt. I noticed the gun on the floor and quickly grabbed it. I slowly lifted the gun and pointed it at Ashley’s head. My hands shook uncontrollably and I let out a shaky sob before dropping to the floor and tossing the gun down the hall. I cover my face in shame as I cry on the floor.
“I knew you couldn't do it.” I heard Ashley whisper in the kitchen. This only fueled my shame and I sobbed on the floor.
Ashley walked over into the room and turned the table back over. He then grabbed some straight cardboard pieces and laid it across so then you could put stuff in top of it without having it fall through. Ashes left the room again and came back with two cups of tea and brought out a tea set shortly thereafter.
I was still a sobbing mess on the floor until Ashley sat behind me and pulled me into his chest hugging me tightly. I clung to him like a scared child to their favorite toy. When I finally came down from my break and regained my composure, I felt Ashley gently grab my jaw and make me look up at him.
"Dry your eyes darling, you'll be okay, I promise." Ashley smiled at me and looked into my eyes.
Notes
I AM SO SORRY!!!! It's short I'm sorry, it's horrible I'm sorry.
School is hell and I'm caught in some very serious drama and I've had 10 Anxiety attacks this week. Homecoming week, why is it so busy??
I GOT A WATTPAD!!!!!! 101hersheys
So I'm probably gunna post things from other fandoms on there so yeah..
Anyway, what do you want the next chapter to be about??
Anyway, STAY STRONG AND STAY AWESOME!!!
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4/14/16