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Andy thought he'd end up with the first girl he fell in love with, she was his best friend and adventure buddy but they grew apart after he moved away to attend college.

When things begin to fall apart in college he realizes he's in love with his best friend. Damaged from his previous relationship, Andy decides not to break anyone's heart until he learns to love himself.

This is a story about finding out who you are.
Trigger Warning (TW): Contains the following; violence, death related themes, sexuality, drinking of the alcohols, and general unpleasantness.
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After a failed relationship Andy finds himself at a crossroads in life



He's been there, done that and proven his resillience

CC (Chris/Ceese)

CC (Chris/Ceese)

CC is a charismatic storm chaser, drummer and adventure seeker. Andy's bruh, Amelia's fiancé



Jake is an all-star athlete, easygoing and inspirational to be around



Jinxx plays multiple intruments, speaks multiple languages and is in a band that's about to tour. Falls in love with Olivia.



Constantly being forced to dwell in Olivia's shadow has made Amelia a laid back person who knows grades aren't everything. She's the perfect supportive fiance to CC



Emily's been Andy's best friend since they met online. University inspires her to be less authentic.



Josie is loveable, talented and always works hard to succeed

_Olivia (Ollie)

_Olivia (Ollie)

Olivia is a perfectionist, pianist and dancer, has a perfect GPA and is known for always getting her way


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    Snuggle warning. Old version, can't edit :(

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    TW: death related theme

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    TW: death related theme

  14. Revolution

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    TW: death related theme

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    TW: death related theme

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    TW: death related theme. Old version, can't edit :(

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    TW: cussing

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    TW: multiple triggers. / Old version, can't edit :(

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    Snuggle warning

  22. 22

    TW: death related theme

  23. Arguing with the drummer

  24. silent rampage

    TW: multiple triggers

  25. the kind of hurt that reaches your soul

  26. Ashley's +1

  27. Andy's outside your window

  28. 28

    TW: abuse

  29. My 11:11 wish

  30. Sit down before you fall down

    TW: alcohols

  31. Vanishing Andy

  32. You said that you would die for me, you must live for me too

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  34. 34

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  36. *Alternate Ending 1

    *Spoiler alert/TW

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  41. #whatshesaid

  42. #trophywife

  43. 43

  44. #powercouple

  45. 45

  46. How much time do you have?

  47. and the flames went higher

  48. Friyay

  49. #setthemfree

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    snuggle warning

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  52. Amelia

    Epilogue/Gamer Girl

  53. CC

    Epilogue/DJ Ceeses







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