Why Are In My Life?

I look at his smile. What did I just do? He runied my life. "I am sorry I can't." His smile was to a frown. "What?" "You and me." "Why?" "Really. You bullied me to my edge." "I know I am..." "Stop saying that. Sorry can't help you. Because of you I tried to kill myself mutiple times. You are the reason why I am the way I am!" He looked shocked. I walk away. I lit up a cigarette. I take a long drag. I see Crash. I walk over to him. "Crash. Crash." " I keep calling him but no answer. "Fucking Bloodly Hell CRASH!" He turned to me. "Ye.. what happened." "Some drama I don't need. Do we really need to break up." He shaked his head. "No. I am sorry." He huged me. "Can I have some of your cigarette." I nod. He takes a drag. He passes it to me. "You need to buy your own." He laughed. I punched his arm playfully. I threw the cigarette. He put his arm around me, we walked to our class, but of coause we were late. We finsed all of our classes. When I left my final class, Destany pulled him away. "So why were you late." "Andy and I kissed." She look pissed. "What!" "Crash tried to dump me, so I was sad, and kissed him, but I ended it." "You and Crash are fine right." I nod. "God bloody hell Ana," "Calm down you crazy brit." (Destany is british by the way.) She fliped me off. We head to her car. "So where to." "Crashes house he wants us to go smoke with him." "Cool." When we arrive at Crashes house we call him, text him, and scream his name." "Fucking idot. Ana hold my cigarette." I hold the cig and take a drag. "CRASH YOU FUCKING WANKER GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW!" He comes our confused. "Sorry I was sleeping." "Fucking bloody hell, pass me my cig." "Umm.. you need to smoke a fucking joint." She rolled her eyes going into Crashs house. I throw the cig and head in. We smoke for a bit and head to our houses. I enter the house. I hear screaming. Fucking great. I see Leah come down. "Hey sis you got a condom?" "Ummm...no?" "Of course you don't how's crashs baby going?" I grab her by the hair and throw her on the ground. "Fucking hell! Can you stop being a bitch for one fucking mintues. I just saw the modems school bully who runied my life today. I don't need you trammpy ass runied my day more!" She looked at me with pitty. She got up and hugged me. "I sorry." What is going on. "Did you beat his ass." I shake my head. "Don't cry." I didn't even notice I was. "I be right back." I saw her and guy leave she kissed him on the cheek and he left. She turned around and smiled at me. "Go put some sweats and meet me in my room." I head to.my room and trow on my batman sweats and a baggy black t shirt. I head to my sisters pink ass room and sit on her comfy bed. She comes in wearing a pair of gray sweats and a pink top. She walks to me and hugs me. I start to sob. "I am goning to school with you and we are going to beat his ass." Fuck. Me.

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