Love or Infatuation

"Start talking bud." I say to Andy.

"I can't tell you." He says.

"What do you mean? I thought I was your girlfriend."

"Trust me Sam, I really do want to tell you. But it's not only that I can't, but I won't."

"Fine, I'll go ask Kat."

"Wait," I cross my arms waiting for an answer. "I have a girlfriend, she's visiting her family in the UK right now. When she gets back I'm breaking up with her, I just didn't want to do it over the phone. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before, but I just really like you and didn't want to ruin things."

"That's it?" I ask.

"You're not mad?"

"What's there to be mad about? I just wished you would have told me earlier."

"So everything's good?"

"Andy I really like you too, the last thing I want is something stupid to come between us."

"Hey I have to go to a doctor's appointment today, why don't we go on another date Friday?"

"Okay," I kiss him, "bye."

"Goodbye Samantha." He kisses my forehead and leaves.


I open my locker and grab my skateboard.

"Hey Hunters." Zack says appearing out of nowhere.

"Where'd you come from?" I ask closing my locker.

"Canada."

"I didn't even, ugh."

"Do I drive you crazy?"

"Just a little bit. What's up?"

"I just thought since Andy's busy, maybe you'd want to hangout."

"After everything that happened with Kat today, do you mind if we hangout tomorrow?"

"Understandable, I'll see you tomorrow."




Home.

"Sam I'm hungry!" Noah yells from the kitchen, I walk in.

"And what are you gonna do about that?" I ask crossing my arms.

"Well you're the oldest, make something." He requests.

"How about I don't and say I did." I say walking out to the living room.

"Can you at least go grocery shopping? We are out of food."

"Fine, pass me the keys to mom's car." He throws the keys to me and I catch em with on hand. "See ya kid."




At the Store.

I'm almost done shopping, I decided that I'd buy milk, eggs, a bunch of frozen pizzas, bread, ice cream, and a box of donuts. But seeing I have extra money, I go over to the guys section because their Tshirts have better graphics. I grab a Led Zeppelin shirt that's just about my size.

"Nice shirt." I turn around to see it's Ashley.

"Oh hi." I say awkwardly.

"Hey, so I was wondering if you've seen Andy lately?" He asks.

"Uh he said he had a doctor's appointment to go to after school, he might be at home by now. How are things between you and Kat?"

"She broke up with me, said she could smell I was trouble."

"It's weird how rude she's been acting lately, she started saying that Andy was using me and bullshit like that."

"Wait, you and Andy?"

"Yeah he's my boyfriend, he got me this necklace, didn't he tell you?"

"No he didn't, I have to go I'll see you around." He says and rushes off. I wonder what that was about.




At Home After Dinner.

Right now I'm chillin in my room watching Netflix on my tablet. I found this show called Supernatural and I've been watching the first season all night. There's a knock on my balcony door. I get up and open it.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him, greeting him with a hug.

"I want you Sam, I want you a lot." Andy says. He takes me in his arms and lays me down on the bed. "Do you want to?"

"Yes." I say, even though I'm not sure if I'm ready.

He kisses me hard on the mouth and slips his tongue in. Of course his tongue dominates mine and he hovers over top of me. He departs the kiss and rips the shirt off my body. He kisses my neck, which becomes sucking, and I swear there was a point it felt like biting. He takes off his shirt revealing his bare porcelain chest. He pulls my skirt off of me and throws it aside. He then takes off his pants and I see the big bulge in his boxers. That's going to be inside of me?

"Are you sure you're ready?" He asks.

"Yes." I say.

He pulls off my panties, and his boxers. He slips on a condom, but doesn't put his length in right away. His fingers go down and start rubbing my clit.

"I want to make this as pleasurable as possible for you." He whispers.

I've heard horror stories about losing your virginity, another reason why I'm so scared to. I'm told it hurts worse than a punch in the boob, and that you bleed afterwards.

He rubs fast circles on my clit making light moans slip out of me. Then he gets on top of me and slips his length in. Boy were they right, this hurts way more than a punch to the boob. His length enters slowly, why does there have to be so much of it?

"Are you okay?" He asks with puppy dog eyes. I nod and he continues.

He slides his length in and out of me and soon the pain becomes pleasure. My moans become stronger and then something inside of me explodes and something does the same for him. He gets up, runs over to the garbage can, and disposes of the condom. He walks back and lays with me in the bed. He lays one arm around me and fits his head perfectly into the crook of my neck.

"I'm sorry that this isn't exactly how you wanted your first time." He whispers.

"No this was better than I imagined, thank you." I say.

"Goodnight Samantha."

"Are you leaving?"

"Do you want me to leave?"

"No, don't ever leave."

"Then I won't. Goodnight Samantha."

"Goodnight Andrew."

And we slowly drift off to sleep.

Notes

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