Love is a Bitch

Today is the day of warped. I force myself out of bed and into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stripped down. I grabbed a towel, but stopped when i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I smiled warily at myself. My once long black hair was shaved into a mohawk. I ran my hands through the shaved sides and frowned. I'd once prided myself on my long hair, I'd shaved it all off after Andy left.
I looked at the scars that covered my thighs, hips, and wrist. I remember when i prided myself on my flawless pale skin as well. I sighed and shook my head before climbing in the shower. Alixa died the day Andy left. Now, i go by Alice. I wasn't that confident, outgoing girl anymore. Almost everything about me had changed. I closed my eyes and let the water wash away my tears.
After i was clean, i got out of the shower. I dried myself off then stumbled into my room to get dressed. I pulled on my ripped skinny jeans and a Bring me the Horizon shirt. I put on my bracelets and arranged them to hide my scars. I walked back into the bathroom and fixed my make up and spiked my mohawk.
I went back to my bedroom and grabbed my combat boots. After i laced them up I put on my BVB belt. I garbed my phone and camera and headed out the door.
--At warped tour--
I looked around the tour buses confuesed. Since Renee was dating Oliver Skies and Josh was dating Kellin Quinn, they got me a pass so i could meet them at the tour buses. I looked at my phone and text Renee. While looking at my phone,somebody managed to run into me. I began to fall backwards, a heavy force falling with me. I groaned as i hit the ground. "Im so sorry!" I said as a deep voice laughed. I froze. The man stood and offered me his hands. And sure enough, as i looked up, my eyes were met by fimilair blue one. "Its okay, i wasn't paying very close attention either." Andy said with a smile.
I sighed in relief. He didn't recognize me. "What are you doing back here anyway?" Andy asked. "I'm looking for my.." I was cut off by someone else tackling me to the ground. I rolled my eyes. "Get off my Josh!" I yelled shoving him. Andy looked so confused. I stood and dusted myself off. "ALIX!" Renee yeled at me wving franticly. I froze. Andy whirled and looked at me. "Alix?" He whispered. I fought the urge to run.

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