Die For You
I Want Him Back
Late at night Andrew txt me saying that he couldn’t make it to our date which I didn’t mind I was going to call him later to tell him that I wasn’t going to make it too seeing that webcam that I did with Dani last night the way ash look made me feel sad but now he know how I felt when I saw him with kina last year I cried for so long but I got upset at Dani during the webcam.
*Flash back*
I just got done talking with Andrew and I got a web chat with Dani and I was so happy I was going to talk to my friend in which I haven’t talk to her in so long when I got on chat with her she smiled at me “Hey Dani it been so long I miss you how are you and the baby doing?” she said “good and CC has been there to help me out a lot and I bet you miss your brother a lot huh?” “Yes I do I can’t wait to see him and everyone else but Ashley.” I said to her and I can tell she didn’t like when I said that but hell he hurt me so much that I can’t take much more of his shit I just want to be happy but no he always has to been on my mind. That is when I saw something that made my heart hurt a little it was Ashley on his bunk with ash Jr crying I didn’t like to see Ashley like this but deep down I knew he know how I felt all the times he hurt me and made me do that every night. “I have to go I need to get my sleep and Dani next time you want to show me Ashley crying remember all those night I cried over him!” I log off
*end of flash back*
That was the first time I yelled at Dani like that I didn’t like it but hell she knew I could see him and she wanted me to see him which pissed me off more I just couldn’t believe that she would do that to me she knew how much times I cried over him, I sighed I just wanted to be happy that is all I wanted and hell yes I still love Ashley but I don’t want to get back with him because I don’t want him to hurt me again I don’t know how I would take it if it happens again. That is when I saw my brother Jinxx wanted me to web chat with him so I did I was so happy to see his face again but I had this feeling that he wanted to tell me something. “Amber sis I got to tell you something and please listen to me because what I am going to tell you, you won’t believe me.” Ok bro what do you want to tell me?” that is when I saw him close his eyes and open them again “Sister we are vampires.” When he told me that my eyes went wide and I didn’t know what to say. “How?” I ask that is the only thing that came out of my mouth how was I a vampire? I am out in the sun a lot and I drink none blood things like water soda, but when I think about it that soda that Sammi gave me did tease well. “How we are sis we are born like this we weren’t change at all. I can’t keep this from you anymore since now your vampire blood is kicking in.” “Brother is that why the doctor gave me a lot of blood when I went?” “Yes he did sis I am sorry I didn’t tell you right away and here another hint that you are one look at your wrists you cut.” I did what Jinxx told me to do and I was so shocked I didn’t have no scars or cuts at all, that is when I ask Jinxx did Sammi know. He said yes and she put some blood in my drink all I did was smile it felt good to know that I am a vampire that is when I thought of my son ash Jr and I had to ask “brother does that mean my son is half human and half vampire?” it took him a while to answer as he said yes. He told me that he had to go and he will let me think about what he told me. We both said our goodbyes.
That is when Sammi walk into my room to tell me that Jinxx forgot to tell me when you find someone you love it isn’t going to go away that you will love them forever no matter what, that made me thing is that why I didn’t want to stop loving Ashley he was the one I fell in love with and no matter how much he hurt me all I wanted to do was be in his arms and let him hold me? Now I am glad I am not going on that date and now that I really want to talk to Ashley about us I just hope that I am not too late I don’t want to see him holding another girl. I look at the time and it was 12 pm and I knew I wanted to work out and show off my new tattoo I got it was “Outlaw Girl” like Ashley we both wanted the same tat so I got one no matter what even if we weren’t together but I wanted to get back with him, so I put on a sport bra and went to the gym. What I didn’t know that the guys were back because Andy hurt himself again when I was working out some loser guys came up to me and said they can be my outlaw thanks to my tat that was showing it was getting annoying and I told them off that they weren’t even close to the outlaw that I knew and still love.
That is when I saw Ashley and I thought I was seeing things when I got next to him it was Ashley all I did was check him out and it looks like he didn’t know it was me since I change my hair to purple and black I giggled to myself as I kept doing my thing. After a while I could feel his eyes on me that is when I look at him and smiled that is when he ask me if I was amber and if it was really me, I nod my head as I told ash I change my hair and got a new tattoo. Ashley looks at it and smirks “looks like you got out tattoo” I giggled more “Yes I did Ashley I told you no matter what I was going to get it.” I blush as he pulled me into a hug as I hug him back, like I didn’t want to let him go like if I did I would just die I just hope I am not too late. That is when I said we need to talk so we went to a table to talk.
I told him that I didn’t go on the date which he look very happy about I smile as told him I still love him but I was scared to get back with him because I didn’t want to get hurt again, that is when he grab my hands into his and told me that he wasn’t going to hurt me anymore and that he just wanted me back. I didn’t even think about it twice as I told him that I did want to get back with him and how I missed his arms so much. That is when he made me look at him as he kiss me, I kiss him back that is when I didn’t know that the others were watching that is when CC told us that other people are watching us as he pulled us away I laugh as I heard Ashley growl a little which turn me on what made me really happy is when I saw Ash Jr as he runs in I heard him scream mommy as he runs into my arms and I knew we are a family again, I was so happy I look over at Ashley who seem to be deep in thought.
Ash Jr ask if me and Ashley are back together and I told him yes I could see the happiness in his eyes as Ashley hugs both of us and I knew I did the right thing of getting back with Ashley I just hope that he won’t hurt me anymore I love him to much and I hope I can tell him that I am a vampire which I have to ask Jinxx about.
*Flash back*
I just got done talking with Andrew and I got a web chat with Dani and I was so happy I was going to talk to my friend in which I haven’t talk to her in so long when I got on chat with her she smiled at me “Hey Dani it been so long I miss you how are you and the baby doing?” she said “good and CC has been there to help me out a lot and I bet you miss your brother a lot huh?” “Yes I do I can’t wait to see him and everyone else but Ashley.” I said to her and I can tell she didn’t like when I said that but hell he hurt me so much that I can’t take much more of his shit I just want to be happy but no he always has to been on my mind. That is when I saw something that made my heart hurt a little it was Ashley on his bunk with ash Jr crying I didn’t like to see Ashley like this but deep down I knew he know how I felt all the times he hurt me and made me do that every night. “I have to go I need to get my sleep and Dani next time you want to show me Ashley crying remember all those night I cried over him!” I log off
*end of flash back*
That was the first time I yelled at Dani like that I didn’t like it but hell she knew I could see him and she wanted me to see him which pissed me off more I just couldn’t believe that she would do that to me she knew how much times I cried over him, I sighed I just wanted to be happy that is all I wanted and hell yes I still love Ashley but I don’t want to get back with him because I don’t want him to hurt me again I don’t know how I would take it if it happens again. That is when I saw my brother Jinxx wanted me to web chat with him so I did I was so happy to see his face again but I had this feeling that he wanted to tell me something. “Amber sis I got to tell you something and please listen to me because what I am going to tell you, you won’t believe me.” Ok bro what do you want to tell me?” that is when I saw him close his eyes and open them again “Sister we are vampires.” When he told me that my eyes went wide and I didn’t know what to say. “How?” I ask that is the only thing that came out of my mouth how was I a vampire? I am out in the sun a lot and I drink none blood things like water soda, but when I think about it that soda that Sammi gave me did tease well. “How we are sis we are born like this we weren’t change at all. I can’t keep this from you anymore since now your vampire blood is kicking in.” “Brother is that why the doctor gave me a lot of blood when I went?” “Yes he did sis I am sorry I didn’t tell you right away and here another hint that you are one look at your wrists you cut.” I did what Jinxx told me to do and I was so shocked I didn’t have no scars or cuts at all, that is when I ask Jinxx did Sammi know. He said yes and she put some blood in my drink all I did was smile it felt good to know that I am a vampire that is when I thought of my son ash Jr and I had to ask “brother does that mean my son is half human and half vampire?” it took him a while to answer as he said yes. He told me that he had to go and he will let me think about what he told me. We both said our goodbyes.
That is when Sammi walk into my room to tell me that Jinxx forgot to tell me when you find someone you love it isn’t going to go away that you will love them forever no matter what, that made me thing is that why I didn’t want to stop loving Ashley he was the one I fell in love with and no matter how much he hurt me all I wanted to do was be in his arms and let him hold me? Now I am glad I am not going on that date and now that I really want to talk to Ashley about us I just hope that I am not too late I don’t want to see him holding another girl. I look at the time and it was 12 pm and I knew I wanted to work out and show off my new tattoo I got it was “Outlaw Girl” like Ashley we both wanted the same tat so I got one no matter what even if we weren’t together but I wanted to get back with him, so I put on a sport bra and went to the gym. What I didn’t know that the guys were back because Andy hurt himself again when I was working out some loser guys came up to me and said they can be my outlaw thanks to my tat that was showing it was getting annoying and I told them off that they weren’t even close to the outlaw that I knew and still love.
That is when I saw Ashley and I thought I was seeing things when I got next to him it was Ashley all I did was check him out and it looks like he didn’t know it was me since I change my hair to purple and black I giggled to myself as I kept doing my thing. After a while I could feel his eyes on me that is when I look at him and smiled that is when he ask me if I was amber and if it was really me, I nod my head as I told ash I change my hair and got a new tattoo. Ashley looks at it and smirks “looks like you got out tattoo” I giggled more “Yes I did Ashley I told you no matter what I was going to get it.” I blush as he pulled me into a hug as I hug him back, like I didn’t want to let him go like if I did I would just die I just hope I am not too late. That is when I said we need to talk so we went to a table to talk.
I told him that I didn’t go on the date which he look very happy about I smile as told him I still love him but I was scared to get back with him because I didn’t want to get hurt again, that is when he grab my hands into his and told me that he wasn’t going to hurt me anymore and that he just wanted me back. I didn’t even think about it twice as I told him that I did want to get back with him and how I missed his arms so much. That is when he made me look at him as he kiss me, I kiss him back that is when I didn’t know that the others were watching that is when CC told us that other people are watching us as he pulled us away I laugh as I heard Ashley growl a little which turn me on what made me really happy is when I saw Ash Jr as he runs in I heard him scream mommy as he runs into my arms and I knew we are a family again, I was so happy I look over at Ashley who seem to be deep in thought.
Ash Jr ask if me and Ashley are back together and I told him yes I could see the happiness in his eyes as Ashley hugs both of us and I knew I did the right thing of getting back with Ashley I just hope that he won’t hurt me anymore I love him to much and I hope I can tell him that I am a vampire which I have to ask Jinxx about.
