I can't believe Ashley, my bestfriend Amber cut because of him and now her son has to watch his mother lie in a hospital bed. All Amber ever did was love Ashley and he had said he loved her too. A little while later, the doctor came out and told us that Amber was in a coma. I could see Jinxx's whole world break down, and I could tell he was upset. After the doctor told us that I curled right up into my fiancèe Christians chest as he rubbed my back. I couldn't help but cry into his shirt, thank god it was black so no one would see the tear stains. I saw Amber's son Ash run in and ask Amber to wake up, but we all knew she wouldn't. Jinxx told Ash that she wasn't going to wake up for awhile and that he would have to stay with his dad. That's when we all heard him ask who his dad was, as Jinxx looked towards Ashley. Ash ran to Ashley as he hugged him and cried. Ashley held his son close as I felt my unborn child kick. I knew Christian had a gig tonight so I let him get up as I saw Jinxx run out of the room.

~Ashleys POV~

We were all huddled around Amber's bed and I felt so awful for what I had done. I had hurt her to the point of cutting. This was the girl I loved, what the fuck was I thinking? We heard the doctor say that Amber was in a coma, and my heart nearly stopped. Then I saw her son come in and try to wake her as Jinxx told him she wasn't going to and that he would have to stay with his dad. When the kid asked who his dad was, Jinxx looked over at me. No way, how was he mine? He ran over and hugged me as I held him close as he cried. Me and the guys had a gig later on that night so I picked my son up and carried him to my car. I had already missed a year of his life, I wasn't about to miss out on any more of it. As we were getting ready, Ash jr was running around so I picked him up, sat him down, and did his warpaint while he giggled. Just before we were supposed to go on Jinxx still wasnt here. Finally he walked in, in full warpaint, which is impossible since his stuff was here. When we got on stage, everything was fine but when we started playing saviour, Jinxx broke into tears. Andy announced that Jinxx would not play anymore tonight while my son and Jake helped him out. Later on, Ash stayed with Jinxx to cheer him up. After Ash fell asleep I layed him in my bed and went back to lay on the couch. Later, after Ash woke up he came out and cuddled against me. He reminds me so much of Amber, I swear when she wakes up I am going to treat her the way she should be.