Die For You
I've Had My Moments
I woke up the next morning bright and early as Amber was getting ready to go out, and I knew who she was meeting up with. She was meeting up with that Andrew guy, which pissed me off. I didn't like him at all, I almost lost her to him. So she left even though I didn't want her to.
I took the time to spend with Ash Jr, and I sat down and coloured in his colouring BOOK with him. It was good to spend time with my son just us, and I wanted to do it more often. At lunch time I went to make us both grilled cheese sandwiches and asked if he wanted to play some video games. He said sure and I brought in his sandwich and started the game.
For someone as you as him, he's pretty good at playing xbox and he loved the grilled cheese sandwich. I had put some turkey slices on the sandwich and it smelt amazing and tasted amazing too he said. After lunch we resumed our COD match and were having some fun.
A couple hours later, Amber came home. Ash Jr ran over and gave her a hug and I asked to speak to her alone. When we got in the room I asked if she had fun fucking Andrew, which pissed her off but she knew exactly how I felt about him but of course Ash Jr heard and asked what it meant. Amber teared up, packed some bags and left. I assumed she went to Jinxx's since he was her brother and all.
I sighed as I told Ash Jr he didn't need to know what it meant and that Amber would come back soon even though I knew right now she wanted nothing to do with me. I shouldn't have said what I did but she knew I hated Andrew and went to see him anyways. I mean do my feelings not matter or are hers the only ones that should matter?
I went to bed a bit later and just as I was almost asleep, Ash Jr knocked on my bedroom door asking to sleep in bed with me. So I said yeah and made some room for him, kissed his head an shut the light off. He curled up on my chest and fell asleep nearly in tears thinking his mom wasn't going to come back or that me and Amber would break up. So I sang to him to get him to calm down and before I knew it he was asleep, he looked so peaceful and I didn't want to ruin it.
