Daddy's little girl

I sat back stage watching the boys preform. My body swayed to the rhythm. I loved coming up here and watching them. It never got old. I wondered what it would be like to watch them from the crowd. I wounder what my life would have been like if I'd just been a normal fan. Would they have even acknowledged me?
probably not. I would have been lost in a sea of many nameless, faceless fans. Don't get me wrong. The boys loved their fans. But after being so many places, names and faces blurred. I sighed and closed my eyes. Leaning against the wall for support. What would my life be like without Andy?
After the show Andy ran back stage and greeted me with a big kiss. "Guess what Faye?" Andy seemed like an excited school boy. I giggled. "What?" "We're staying in a hotel since we don't have to leave for the next two days!" I threw my fist up in the air and gave a victory yell. Andy laughed and kissed my forehead.
"Wanna come down and meet some fans with us?" "Are you crazy? Those fan girls would tear me apart!" Andy chuckled at that and intwined his fingers with mine. "I'll protect you." Who could say no to that? I thought dreamily as he pulled me out to where the other boys sat under a tent. A crowd of people waiting screamed when they saw Andy. He smiled and waved at them.

Notes

Hey guys, i just wanna say thanks for everyone who reached out to me last night. I'm just really struggling lately. I found out a few months ago that Doctors don't expect me to live to be 30, I've already lived half my life. And i lost someone really close to me last night. His mom doesn't want him talking to me because of who i use to be and because of how i look and dress now days. It just sucks. I got alot of other stuff going on but i dont want to just dump it all on you guys. But thanks to everyone who offered me theier help.