I Was So Bitter, Till You Came Along

What do you say to someone after breaking up with them? Do you become friends, or do you completely ignore each other?

I was alone with Andy, both of us looking down at our laps, thinking of what to say. It was completely silent and awkward, and I desperately wanted to sink into my mattress. At long last, I broke.

"Why is this so difficult!? What do I say!?" I asked, exasperated. Andy looked at me, his eyes wide.

"Casey... I don't know," Andy said. He stood and approached, and he towered over me. I stood up as well as to not feel so intimidated by him, and he embraced me in a hug.

"Oh," I muttered as his arms snaked around my waist. I hugged him back, wrapping my own arms around his neck.

The desire to feel his lips on mine made me feel giddy, so I stepped back and fixed my shirt without looking at Andy. He cleared his throat, causing me to look up at him.

"Look, I'm sorry. I don't know what I want any more," I said. Andy sat down with a sigh.

"I know what I want," he said quietly, pulling me down onto his lap so that I was straddling him.

"What's that?" I asked, gazing into his eyes.

"You. You've captivated me and all I want is you. You're... you're gorgeous and I can't see myself living without you. You're in my future, and you're all I can think about," Andy said lowly. My heart sped up and my face heated up at his words, and something inside me clicked.

All I wanted was him.

I stared at him, and I brought my right hand up and I placed it on the back of his neck, my left one on his face, and I kissed him. His lips were wet against my own, and his tongue brushed against mine, and I pushed him so he was laying flat on the bed with me hovering over him.

We kissed urgently, like each other's lips were the only things that mattered anymore. Andy gripped my hips, and I pulled away and sat up.

"I'm so sorry," I breathed, covering my mouth with my hands as Andy sat up as well. He chuckled.

"It's okay, Casey. I enjoyed it," he said. I smiled and lowered my hands, laughing slightly.

I think I wanted a relationship more than I thought I did.

Notes

Short but I needed to get something up. Any way, I've had the best weekend and day.

I went to Homecoming without a date on Saturday, and ended up dancing with one of my guy friends that I like, and then before I could leave he kissed me so I've been obsessed with wanting to kiss him and ughhhhhh God.

We made out at lunch today tho. Sorry too much info. :D