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I Was So Bitter, Till You Came Along

Nineteen

Saturday went as fast as it came. Ashley spent all day going back and forth from his room outside to the moving truck, the two movers following him in and out.

When they carried the last of all of Ashley's items down the stairs, Ashley stayed behind and looked over at Andy and I. He beckoned the both of us forward, and I glanced at Andy, a grimace on my face. We both approached him, me slower than Andy, and I stood there with my arms crossed. Andy and Ashley both hugged while I stood there.

Andy stepped back, allowing me to step forward into Ashley's outstretched arms. I wrapped my arms around his torso, hugging him tightly against myself. I almost didn't want to let him go.

Ashley pushed me away gently, and he held my shoulders. I looked up at him.

"I really have to go now. These guys don't like waiting," Ashley said. I nodded.

"I love you, Ashley," I said quietly. He smiled and stepped forward, pressing a kiss against my forehead.

"I love you too, little sis," he said. He shook Andy's hand, and then he left, Andy shutting the door slowly behind him. Andy turned to face me.

"Now what?" I asked him, looking him in the eyes. He sighed as he looked down at the door, locking it before meeting my eyes.

"I'm not sure, baby," he told me. He placed his hands on my hips, pulling me closer against him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, smiling up at him as I pressed myself against his body.

"We could do anything you want," he told me, his voice low. I smiled. I kissed him softly before stepping back, and I poked his nose.

"Can you imagine little Biersack babies running around the house?" Andy asked me suddenly. I furrowed my brows.

"I can't, no," I said. Andy sighed.

"I can. I wish things weren't how they are. I wish you were able to have kids. Maybe I could make you change your mind someday," he said. I frowned.

"Don't dwell on it babe. Your wish will not be granted. Sorry," I said. He shrugged and headed for bed. I followed him up minutes later after having closed the windows and turned the air on, and after I turned off all the lights. I changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top before crossing through the bathroom to Andy's room. We hadn't slept together in the same bed as a couple yet, and I didn't really know why, but I wanted to.

"Hey," I said softly. Andy glanced at me from where he was sitting on his bed, and he stood up and turned his back on me.

"Was it something I said?" I asked as I slowly stepped into the room. He scoffed.

"It just sounded like you were ruling out any potential kids," he said, busying himself with some laundry. I crossed my arms.

"Andy. You know how I feel about kids and marriage. Hello, I told you my first week here that I didn't want kids, and that I don't want to get married. And to add on to that, I can't even get pregnant. What's the big deal?" I asked. He turned around, a half folded t shirt in his hands.

"What's the big deal? Casey-"

"Don't 'Casey' me. Tell me how it is. Don't sugarcoat it," I said.

"I want to get married someday. Hopefully to you. Why are you against it so much?" He asked.

"I never said I was against it. All I said was that I didn't want to," I said.

"But why?" He asked, "Marriage is good. Marriage let's me know that you legit fucking love me." He hard stared me.

"But marriage has its consequences too. If I were to want a divorce, then half of everything I own goes to you. How is that fair?" I asked.

"It's more than that, Casey. It's a lot of complicated things. But if you continue to focus on the bad things, that's all you'll ever know," he said.

"Can we just save this for another time? I'm sick of it already," I said. Andy sighed.

"I guess. Goodnight," he said. I didn't move, and when he noticed that I hadn't gone anywhere, he turned back around.

"I was hoping I could stay with you tonight," I said. He smiled slightly and beckoned me over.

"How could I say no?" He asked. I grinned and he pulled the covers back, letting me slide in first. He slid in next to me, and he turned out the light before wrapping me up in his arms. He pressed a kiss against my lips, and I rested my head on his chest.

Sleep soon was calling me.

Notes

Hi. It's been a while since I've updated twice in one day. :) You're welcome, babes. And smut will happen... when I'm in the mood to write it.

And sidenote, I have a class tomorrow, so I may not update.

Enjoy! :))

Comments

@BVB_fallenangels02
Fear not, it doesn't end there! I'll be updating soon when I have the time :)

I love this story! please don't tell me it ended there! (42)

@BVB_Rebel_Love_Song
I'll totally update soon. I'm glad you like it so much :)

txke-me-dxncing txke-me-dxncing
2/19/16

THIS IS AWESOME CAN YOU UPDATE AS Its my escape from the real world and my pain + It keeps me from cutting myself SO PLEASE DONT IT SOON

@blackveilzo
I'm glad you like it! :)