“Bye Jacob.” I hugged my best friend. I could see the tears in his eyes. “I’ll always love you.” I pecked his cheek.
“I love you too, Don’t do anything stupid.” I grinned. “Now give me the weed.” I groaned and reached into my bag, pulling out a ziploc bag filled with marijuana.
“Bitch.” I handed him the bag. “Say ‘hi’ to Marco for me, kay?” Marco was Jacob’s boyfriend.
“I will, in fact, we might smoke this later.” He lifted the bag.
“You mother. fucking. bastard.” He pecked my cheek.
“Bye.” I sighed, knowing that I might not see him ever again.
“Bye.” I watched him walk off.
“Bye.” I whispered.

Even though he couldn't hear me.

Notes

DON'T KILL ME!!! well, actually.... you'd be saving me the trouble.

So i'm so sorry about not updating, and for the chapter being so damn short, but here's why:

1) I'm moving, so there's been alot of stress, but we can't actually move until we sell our house, so that's really lame.
2) my dad really fucking hates me. and even in front of my friend (KITTYKATIKORN) he's been calling me indecisive and i just can't handle it.
3) my 5th grade bully is back, and we have gym together, so thereby, she can see my cuts, and i just know that she's going to antagonize me about it.
4) ive been having really bad self esteem issues recently
5) ive relapsed on drugs, and on self harming
6) i was packing and i found some left over weed
7) i mixed cocaine into my cookies
8) im trying really hard NOT to kill myself.

so thank you guys who have commented. becuase I was so fucking done, and I was just getting on here to say that I wouldn't be able to continue this story. But then I saw that some of you commented and i just felt so much better.
so thank all of you.
I really mean it.

ps. I'll probably pot the next chapter because this one is so damn short.